
This year we were in a terrible storm. After celebrating the new year with us a walk in TIRTA AGUNG, the husband had no news for 2 weeks. Though the heart is very hateful, angry, emotion because of the long hair, my shopping is lacking, my mind is also tormented and my mind is full of anger.
Planning that when she gets home, I cut her hair with my own hands. I've prepared scissors and scripts to get all my emotions out, you know,,
I can't stand it in my heart it's full of emotion, and then I send him a short whatsapp,,, you know,,,
"bang, I'm ashamed of what the people in the market are saying. Try a little bit of me, if you don't cut your hair. Don't expect me to go to situbondo again".
I directly block his number and whether he has read the message, I've been dizzy thinking of people who never thought of me. Only hair is a big problem in our family. Lots of people contact my sister-in-law, cousin, and cousin-in-law. There's a VC kewat phone, a cellular telephone but I didn't answer at all. Because I was never appreciated by him.
Got whatsapp from the brick boss,,
"dek, when do you want to go to work?".
"how long has it not been working?".
"almost a week's off".
"i don't know, almost 2 weeks has not connected me. Where are you going mbk?".
"at that time permission to me (my sister wants to rest first, because the body is not good) until now she does not work".
As my wife hurt, she hurt without telling me. Until I was really emotional and crying non-stop. All the numbers I blocked, I want to break up with people who don't care about me. No matter everyone hates me now, they want to be disappointed, they want to be angry I am numb. Because only the hair he does not want to obey me, he said, not that I want to plunge him down the wrong path. Seeing him I was disgusted, making my way with him. When we left the house, I was embarrassed and he was too PD with his style cool, when my heart was too sick, my husband became the talk of people in the market. Especially in the view of the neighbors at home, ask for mercy.all commented already skinny, many hairstyles in long-length.
"you're her husband, you're not cut..hair?".
"i don't know, he said he wanted long hair".
"wong ugly is also seen like that, are you not worried?".
"actually I'm not on the road with him, many people comment!".
"yes, look at it, it's skinny, black, ugly again".
The deepest heart does not accept, the husband in katain is ugly. But for real he really-just like not to take care of, until I sprained myself.
How many times have I commented to my husband, my husband chose his own ego. In a big glass house...
And we almost gave up because he was too self-centered.