
Today my mind is very stressed, I am jealous of my neighbor. They have a difficult partner, happy to be with their partner. While I was often in my husband's house, we had different roofs, different opinions, the point was not in line. Sometimes I complain about my brothers.
"if he wants to work here, I would be very happy yes..even though the income every day is not great but it would be better if the husband and wife live together!!!"
"do you really want your husband to work what's in here??"
"yes, what the saying is not to eat side dishes, there is rice just as garem at the meal"
"how will I help you talk??"
"baby😊"
Today he came from situbondo, can't wait to do not work here? can accompany me, accompany me, every night must be both.
We've all gathered to talk to him about....
"Dek, if you work here is good, there will also be a wife and children. Your wife does not want to actually stay, she must be envious to see another household" said my cousin-in-law
"not that I don't want to brother, I'm already good at working in situbondo the income is good. I'll be ready for delivery later"
"is it better to ask your wife?!"
then he asked "do you want me to work here??"
He thought he was a madman, but his own wife asked him to. It is very difficult to teach him to stay in the household, anyway what harm he lives with his wife later there will be children that we have to educate.
"yes, tomorrow I go home first I want permission first the boss"
How happy I am, my husband is willing to sacrifice leaving his job for my sake.
The next day he came home, he said goodbye to his mother-in-law. I'm not getting pregnant because I'm almost old, so beware...
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Today is my husband's first day at home. He was invited by my brother's daughter-in-law, fortunately he wanted to work as a porters salesman. Today's opinion is quite large 110 thousand, but he's not happy that way, I feel burdened by him. Every night I come home from work I'm afraid he's too sapped.
Get 1 week he is not invited to work until 2 weeks off, we do not get income. Not working slama this week he has faltered again, I had to go to his boss's place it turns out they only work alone with my brother's daughter-in-law, annoyed to hear it. From here my husband wants to go back to situbondo, I can not forbid it on the other hand I also fret because the cost of birth will certainly be a lot.
"neng, 1 week has not been able to earn. 1 week of work 1 week does not cooperate lying, you want to keep kayak gini, continue, if I work in situbondo, it's still good we can save"
I can't talk, I can only nod my head. Even though it is good to work, even the disease is there.
Go back to situbondo, back again like the original 1 week new look at me, rarely will he stay 2 or 3 nights just 1 night like I'm his mistress.
Until I was pregnant, then I was in the shopping casik 120 thousand/1 week. I am not as lucky as other women, feeling happiness just not completely. When I want to be spoiled for my husband, my husband chooses to leave again and will not return.