Mommy's Husband

UNABLE TO HOLD BACK TEARS

Not long working in Pharmacy, I was proposed by him happy in the mix, we did not have time to date another kayak only he attention at all to me. This time I really-seriously do not want to mess around again enough one person I love, I accept him as it is from the physical and circumstances he.

He ventured to my house, met both parents I want to meet with me thank God my parents agree because of the age that is ripe. My brothers were married, they were married at a young age. I was the oldest in the same old virgin brother and finally I was really ready to get married.

"when's marriage?" brother ponakan

"just a moment !!"

"the marriage splinter expires"

His words were indeed painful, if not the brother had already exhausted him.

The engagement plan will be in the formalization of all families agreed to hold small meetings.

We have prepared an event for the fiancee, all the extended family he came home, then we exchanged engagement rings and at that time the parents decided we were for betel, betel, honestly, I was still afraid because at that time I was still a virgin mostly after betel marriage was abandoned, but I could what my future husband was the age was dead, he is 27 years old and he is a big boy for me...

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The first night I was a virgin broke, really sick she made me really do it when I was not ready because I was really scared. Over time so common and almost amazing I was also addicted to ***, but he even disappointed me behind me he watched ML on his phone and that's a lot of full vidio porn I'm really in shock. Hp it actually has me, I bought him Hp because hp he was lost because kasian also we can not communicate, it turns out the cellphone I bought even full vidio porna. Even though I married her series I was still boarding, but I rarely stayed. Because I went home to my in-laws until he finished work.

My mind was mixed, disappointed yes, bete' yes, like feeling not appreciated being a wife, I went mad that time until I asked,,,, I know,,,

"why are you doing this with me, when I am your wife, cooking is not satisfied with me? all the passion I gave you?" I cried so much.

"just let men watch***, there are many men out there who like to see movies like ginian, do not be sensitive so girls kayak gini problem aja in big not shy what, do not be shy what, the inside is like shame, especially when heard by others. Ask the same om or other brothers, natural !! that must be !!" say it while angry...

Oh.....!!! it hurts so much in such snapping, the first time I rasain how to live the household!! although still not married SAH but I'm like this married person. And I think it's natural for a woman to be angry to see her husband collecting porn.

Living life is not easy to unite two different people to live one goal is very difficult, I get an inbox from his friend,,,, I,,,

"how do the goods already exist??"

I panicked what I meant, I got more angry with the stress of that time and I asked him to answer in a rude tone.

"don't be bad to think first, can ajh this online goods, wooden goods"

I don't think the answer is the same as the message. I could only cry and her parents knew that if I cried, she even snapped at me.

"yes I'm quitting my job, but get me a job, can you?!" he was angry while using his index finger at me.

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That night, he invited me to work around 21:00 AM local time, gathering at the same meeting shop. My husband was originally CS he was moved to another counter in the general section plus the goods driver, actually the mind was not calm because the average naughty general child part all, the, that night he was in front of me drinking, what liquid is that?! I went straight away, crying, angry already bleng with feeling, I was chased by being forced to go home to him, finally the neighbor there horrified me crying hysterically, mother-in-law asked him,,, he said,,

"why nangis kayak gini? buy what? or do you not obey him?!".

"kalo sampek parents I know, beware you know yourself the consequences"

A pressure for me, I'm willing to give in to fear of the threat.

***

the next day his mother asked,

"wasn't last night crying??"

Unable to these lips say, tears fall not felt, but I should be able to talk and say directly to my in-laws, he said,

"last night my brother drank drunk with his friend"

Don't know if his mother was surprised or not, the important thing is that I tried to say, I don't know what her mother is arguing about!!! as far as I know he said,,?

"that mother doesn't want you to be like a drunk next door neighbor and die, why must you get drunk like that?! there is no point, do not be shy parents.do not let you be angry as well, if you scold him because I ask this about you, you are already disappointed mother"

My heart is relieved to be happy, still able to arrange his son so as not to macem-macem again, anyway all for the future of us all...

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One year we were in a relationship, finally agreed to continue getting married. Plan month 2 of 2017 we will get married and hold a wedding reception, I also stopped working in because of the company from the center of bankruptcy, the Pharmacy store still needs my manpower and plans to find a replacement for a bankrupt company. Instead of rejecting the goodness of koko as taciknya but, I really want to be a wife and queen in my home, serving the husband well as the rules of Islam...

Just on Sunday, he was on vacation at my Bondowoso home, the next day he went straight back to work. I got a phone call from my mother-in-law saying she didn't come home all night, usually she likes to hang out at 00:00 p.m. And I got another call from a friend

"Mi, may we meet, anything I say is important just the two of us?"

Like a bleng mind, how did he talk like that, how important is it?!

''iyha, where did we meet?!"

"later I wa you, where is the location"

I was ready to slide when I was sick again, how many hours later I met the location with him.

"Mi, don't miss me?!"

"why mbk?"

"Didi, the police officer, he's now in the POLICE"

I don't know what to do, I'm just silent half-dead, shocked by what he said, I'm also confused to say what my parents are, and this is so embarrassing, and I can just shut up can't say what2. He hugged me, I could only cry....