Mommy's Husband

DISAPPOINTED AGAIN

After I realized, it was hot, wanted in the fan, wanted to move pain and a burnt back like that.

In the room only my mother who always accompanied me, my husband rarely ever busy with his cell phone.

3 Days in the hospital, all patients were told to learn to lie down and walk. "Ampunnnn..tega once ni nurse, want to tilt aja hard"

"let's learn to tilt first, later fitting learn the way.not usa males, here the nurse is also cesar not only you"

The nurse is fierce or is she menstruating anyway??? though in this room the average age is still young, like the ones who complain about this and that. Today the patient must be obliged to go home fortunately my child's weight is enough to adapt and be told to take it home. Thank God, the child that I want to achieve, I pray that God will give me a boy and I want a child to my two girls, how happy if one day my little family is complete.

Today I will go home, I will be the mother who will take care of and raise her. My husband was preparing the letters that the hospital nurse requested.

Riding in my brother's private car, we all went home, my husband was alone on a motorcycle. I leave it to my husband to buy milk first for the baby's milk because I'm afraid I'm not out. Then we got home safely, everyone gathered there was already a new guest in my house everyone asked. Just until the baby wants to breastfeed but has not been able to come out of the water, forced to be formula first because the baby's milk is starving.

During the hospital, my mother-in-law did not visit because I knew where the house was like what, until 1 week there was still no news from the situbondo house. I don't know in question or not because hp during the birth in the hold of the husband, the husband even asked me "your brother no one wants to look, even though it is deket once to the hospital?" I guess it's not wrong with me. Kok back usually his mother why until now did not come to see his grandchildren even my brothers were asked.

Got a new week of nongol in-laws, all bustling coming to the house until rent a car everything. In-law and youngest sister nginep in my house only 3 days, continue viralnular my husband part wants to work again even though I still need him. At my husband's house kayaking strange every morning prayer he woke up going to the bathroom was soaking wet, I suspected he must have seen strange vidio again behind me, If it was really like that I was really disappointed with him, I could only cry if he really did it behind my back. When I was asked the mother "why cry??" I can only answer "his former surgery hurts so bad" I have to cover my husband's disgrace, because he used to do it until the end of our skull again.

There was a brother-in-law coming from situbondo, that day after the Eid al-Fitr holiday my husband came home to visit his parents. And my mom says the same mbk-in-law.

"ndok, Rudi sir is not at home here, but his wife is still kayak gini, slalu want to go home"

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I forgot my son's name, he is (Ramadan Rudiansyah ahmad) a very beautiful name in my opinion, I am happy, even though it is very hard to be a mother. Who usually sleeps soundly awake when going to breastfeed, sick & sore when in Asi by the baby's tongue. Now that I feel how to be a mother, it's amazing that mothers raise their children.

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My brother-in-law came home, you know my husband was angry from his house, I think he will not find out he still lives 1 night in his own house, what an inconsiderate husband.

"don't talk to me behind my back, if you don't like to say, don't report this to someone else"

I really understand what he said, surely my brother-in-law told him.

"i didn't know you were talking"

"no need behind me, I'm not just a niaf silaturrahmi what's wrong with my own parents??"

"well, I'm sorry on behalf of my mother"

I felt he was selfish, but my parents only wanted his daughter to be happy with the child she would change, but it was wrong. He just wants to work in his own house, but only the birth wants to stay again.