Mommy's Husband

BORING

As I told you recently, it is very boring if a wife is never appreciated, alienated, and not privileged. I hope next year I can make money on my own.

"bang, I want to work. Remind again almost 2 years have been able to release *****??"

"you wes neng!!"

"would it be nice if I also work, so there's income?"

"i'm up to you, I don't want you to work, let me work. It's not appropriate for a wife to work, but if you make it up to"

A woman must want to be queen in her palace, why tired of wanting to work if our needs are met. Home rebahan, beautify yourself, care. Women want to seniorize all desires to be fulfilled. But what I've been up to all this time, misery, disappointment, everything I've hoped for is not achieved.

Every day I imagine working and working, wanting to have my own money without having to ask my husband. An understanding husband does not wait for the wife to ask, without asking already given by the husband. Like his thing the wife begs for treasure while the wife really needs a lot.

Slalu I told the husband, gave him understanding of his wife. So I can get permission from my husband.

"bang, if we work together later I want to buy this & that. And I'd love to buy a paddy field"

"it's up to you as long as the responsibilities of a wife look at you as a wife"

"iyyah"

Hearing fulfilled, I was not fulfilled to be a wife. Men are selfish, I'm really fed up and it's so boring to live this life.

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I plan to work in situbondo and leave rudi at my mother's house in bondowoso, I will transfer every bulla'qu (

n to them. I want to work 1 week can take 1 day off and I hope so.

"mom, later if I work I'll come here often?"

"yes, you work. Let me take care of your son"

I know all about me, the mother where my story is, the place where I'm really in a very down position right now.

Household life is not as easy as I imagine, we are really struggling per-economy. Where God tests us with our present economy.

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(god ease my fortune, I intend to work. Help me find a job)

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I pray for my desire, because I believe God will give the best for me. And I really hope to get the job and the job I want...

There are so many women out there who work hard for their families, seeing my friends and neighbors, when they complain of a lack of spending money, I was sad because I couldn't lend them money. While I am currently in trouble too, sometimes I complain (why time used to not have time to save a lot, maybe now I have opened a small business. I used to think only about foya-foya with friends, and now when the household is very difficult to get money) Regretting it feels like remembering everything that happened to me.