Missing the Love of Husband

Chapter 9 Zayn Arrasyid

“Zayn's... Zayn Arrasyid!”

I'm trying to remember who this guy named Zayn is, I think.. I haven't known a man named Zayn in years.

“Sorry.. I don't know who you are, sir.. But how can you recognize me?” I asked her, she chuckled, like my question was just a cuteness to her.

“Obviously you don't recognize me, because you refused before you met,” replied, which makes me even more clueless, the man before me is quite handsome, his height is also good, which makes me even more clueless, I'm just shoulder-high, his handsome face is like a young man from the middle east, his brown eyes are coupled with pliable eyelashes, also his thick eyebrows like connected to each other, very handsome.

Astarghfirullah's.. I unconsciously praised other men, even though at this time I was still the legitimate wife of others. In a hurry, I lowered my gaze.

“What do you mean Sir? I really don't understand!”

“You are the son of Mr Ibrahim right?”

Yes, Papa named Ibrahim, how could he know again, I'm getting curious.

“Iya true.. But I really don't know you sir?”

“Alin? We hurry up.” Rubi called me from behind.

“Eh yes.. Sorry Sir.. I have business inside.. Excuse me first!” I immediately cupped my hands together and left the man there.

“Who was that? seriously very much talking.. Bull again!” rubi Oceh.

“What the hell is Bi.. I don't know who he is, suddenly he knows my full name, plus papa's name too.. Weird right!”

“Means he knows you Lin.. ”

“Yes but I don't know him!”

Rubi just put his shoulder up, we immediately made a divorce lawsuit. When finalized.. We went straight home, they said.. The subpoena will arrive in a week or two. I hope this process won't be complicated by Dery.

After that.. Rubina and I decided to have lunch together at a cafe not far from Rubi's office, because after that he would return to his office.

But one sight, spoiling all my hungry mood.. Who else if not Mas Dery and Renata, they looked so friendly, laughing.. Joking.. Like no burden at all.

“That's Dery Lin? So she's her lady?”

“Hemm, his name is Renata!”

“Beauty you everywhere Lin.. That woman is only thick make up, I guarantee that she is innocent, must be her face ugly!”

“Huust.. Rubi, don't talk like that.. However she was the woman of my husband's choice, she ruled every heart wide Dery, while I.. I'm just stuck in the corner of my heart...Nothing more than that!” I replied calmly, I was a little upset to see that Dery was there with his second wife, but somehow, my heart was fine..

Am I used to seeing that? I don't feel pain like it was before.. Is the hope of being with Dery gone from my heart?

Or he's ready to set it up again..

I don't know...

But let.. We will be separated soon..

“I'm fine Bi.”

“Travel.. You here?” the baritone sounds like...

“Mas Dery?” I saw that she was in front of me, the woman's hand never came off, clinging to the firm hand of my husband, she felt proud to be with someone else's legitimate husband, I threw my face away, she felt proud to be with someone else, so as not to continue to see the intimacy, first.. I always do the same thing when we go anywhere, even Dery mas absolutely not allow Me to take off his hand, did he also do the same with Renata?

You idiot! of course he would do that.. Renata is a woman who is so loved by Dery, it is certain that he will do the same thing, even more than that.

“You're having lunch with your friend?” ask her.

“Ya.”

“Yes already, I'll be back to the office again!”

I don't understand his words.

After they really left.

“Yeah Lin, that's your husband and his second wife doesn't have a heart at all huh? there are people like that!” Like Rubi was furious with Dery's behavior.

“Let Bi.. soon be an ex, hopefully this divorce business is over!” I don't know.. I want to be free of my husband.

“Yes but he's already overdue iih, but also his second wife.. Nempel mulu kayak caterpillar Bulu no! proud that she is with someone's husband!!” rubi said again, like here Rubilah is more furious with Mas Dery than I am, maybe I am used to it, this heart is immune to it all.

“Bi.”

“It's a good thing you're fighting divorce, if I get a model husband like that, I've given him Lin cyanide coffee! Let's all ko'it!”

“We can be angry, but can not darken the eyes .. Everything has been outlined Destiny for us, God has arranged everything well, we just run the process!” answer me wisely, sometimes I feel tough.. Though in my heart there are still sembilu wounds incised by Mas Dery, I am also angry, disappointed. Heartache.. But what can I do, when I find out that Mas Dery loves someone else, then I have to cry roaring to ask him back??

I think I would be foolish to act like that, not to fight for nothing if we wanted to fight to climb the summit with someone, but me and him chose a different path, he said, we're going to hike alone, right?

Maybe some people will choose to stay, and fight for their husbands, but for me.. If he has dared to put another woman's name on his heart, it means that he is also ready to throw me out of there.

“Yes but I sprained Lin with Dery's attitude! You didn't run over his second wife?”

“For what Bi.. With energy and thought, I thought about the future of the children now!

Also free, my mother-in-law, also supports Dery's actions, she considers if I am not happy, if until I divorce her child, she said, I have to get breastfed to accept that Dery's married again..

Funny yeah...Though he is also a woman, but he can not understand the contents of the hearts of other women, for him as long as our needs can be met, the problem of husband adding wife is not a big problem for them!”

“Not her first Mother Dery it's a real pity yes same you!”

“Entah is Bi.. It's been.. Let's eat fast, I haven't prayed Dzuhur.. You also have to go back to the office, right?”