Missing the Love of Husband

Chapters 10. Heart-set

Time passed, not felt since the incident I met with Mas Dery at the cafe at that time, he never contacted me again or asked me back to him.

It's been a week, and maybe soon the summons will arrive.

The kids are also used to the absence of Mas Dery on our side. They look happy.. But I don't know what's in their hearts.

This morning.. I'm off to the morning boutique, I'm planning a weekend tomorrow I'm gonna take my kids to visit my other store out of town.

“Morning Bu.. There's a letter for Mom!” said one of the employees there. Ika immediately gave it to me, I saw the cover read from the religious court, it looks like the first trial will soon arrive..

schedule's tomorrow!

I called Rubina to let her know that tomorrow's the first hearing.

After telling Rubi, I immediately tendered my body to the chair there.

You're actually fine without me.. You don't even feel lost, tomorrow's the first step of our separation, may I be strong and may my life continue.

Braak!

Suddenly I heard the sound of my room being forcefully opened. I saw that Mas Dery was standing in front of me in anger. His eyes were red and his breathing sounded very rough.

“What the hell are you mas?” I asked, I immediately stood up and shocked.

“You are nothing huh! why can this subpoena come to the house?” Dery threw the letter in front of me.

“Alleta? yes that's a sign I want us to split up!” I answered, I saw Renata standing behind my husband, whether when he was present, even when he came to me Dery had to take him!

Mas Dery came closer and blocked my hand with a strong moment.

“I told you, I don't want to part with you Alin! you heard hah!!”

“Then I was forced to airily accept Renata?”

“Iya! what a hard.. Renata can only accept you!” he replied lightly, Renata who was standing on the back of Mas Sery smiled wryly.

“He can accept because at this time his position he is the culprit of our problems, he you love mas!! I've freed you to live alone with him & then why are you still making things difficult for me???”

“Lin I don't want my household to fall apart, I just ask for your understanding, that's all!”

“Which understanding? understand if you remarry? it's not sane you mas!”

“Mbak.. Please lah.. Mas Dery does not want to part with your children, I can not see Mas Dery constantly moody, I do not have the heart.” Imbuh Renata, basic... The two of them are the same, wise sage advised, even though he was the source of his problems.

I feel more and more furious made it.

“But you can destroy my household Renata!”

“Alin! watch your words!” dery shouted in defense of his second wife.

“Mas, if only you felt the pain you gave me.. I'm sure you can't hold on... If only.. Everything you do, I give it back to you.. I'm sure you're more fragile than me!

But I'm not gonna do that.. I'd rather just walk away from your life.. Choose to go from the shackles of this painful relationship..

Long ago.. I'm so hard at defending everything, I'm still trying to see what's wrong with me. What's less than me that you don't care anymore...

But it wasn't all my fault.. You're the one who's dissatisfied and can't bow your gaze to another woman..

Please release me! don't nullify me again!”

Mas Dery fluttered, I saw he started to bow his face, after which he looked at me intently.

“Mbak.. Mas Dery is your husband.. Why are you so brave?” I looked back at Renata with sharp eyes, didn't this Renata understand my feelings as a fellow woman.

“I used to be obedient to him, I prepared all his needs.. Looks beautiful in front of her, but real all that is not enough, she still walked away from me.. And now further away, even he forgot the direction to go home, because he had found a new stopover.. So what should I defend, right again? Me and the kids need his attention, but you took all of Re.. Even Dery's paying attention to your son, right? as for our son he ignored!” I couldn't help but shed tears, now all of it is asking to be heard, not wanting to come back.. I just want to take out all the burdens I've been holding.

Dery's eyes were glazed over, he wanted to hug me, but his hands were held back by Renata!

I chuckled on the side of my tears at the sight, funny.. It was as if I was the third of them.

“Travel.. Mas Please.. They'll fix everything.. Mas will be fair to you.”.

“Udah the hell mas, he's so cocky.. He feels able to stand alone without you beside him.. So what are you trying to do like this, you're a boy... Don't lower your pride in front of this woman,”

“You listen to me.. So please both of you get out of here!” I turned my back to the two of them, so it hurt..

“Travel... I won't stay silent, tomorrow at the trial, I'll tell you that I still love you! I don't want to part!” I heard their footsteps were already away.

I immediately fell to the floor, I cried so badly... Until Nisa and Ika came to my room in a hurry.

“Mother is okay?” I do not understand his words.I am still swept away in my cry that feels very sick, why... All this has to happen to me?

My 15-year marriage should run aground like this, Mas Dery.. You have so much heart..

“Mother should be strong.. Remember Mom.. There's still Rafa and Rafi who need Mom.. If you take this, what about them?” nisa's words were able to stop my crying.

He's right, didn't I promise not to cry.. Didn't I want to get out of Dery's car quickly?

I need to be able to sort out my feelings, so as not to revolve around relationships like this..

“This Bu drink first.” Nisa offered me a drink, I took her and drank it straight away.

“Sorry Nis.. I..”

“Nothing ma'am.. Humanely if we are sad.. Especially with what my mother experienced.. But let's not forget the same one who gave destiny, he knows which is best.. For Mom's life, and Mom's future later!”