Missing the Love of Husband

14. Don't want to be blamed

Alin clucked upset with Dery's words as if blaming himself was wrong, because all this time had poisoned the minds of their twins. Rafa and Rafi are old enough to know about their parents.

“Oh that? So because they're with me every day, so this is all my fault? You realize, for the last 6 months, what have you been doing? You're so busy with this woman you love, you've ignored them both!

They also understand how you behave to them, so it is not my fault, but you yourself!” point Alin right in front of Dery's face, make the man ride black. His hands clenched firmly, his jaw hardened and his face was red.

Dery was about to slap Alin in the face, but was hurriedly interrupted by Rafa the eldest.

“Enough Bi!” rafa shouted, his eyes nyalang staring at his abi, all this time he and Rafi were silent because his ummi was the one who asked. But if his abi already wants to do violence to women who have given birth to them by betting their lives into this world, then as a boy, they should not just stay silent.

“Rafa.. You know what adult affairs are, it's better to just shut up before your brother gets angry!” sahut Renata's.

“I know Auntie.. very know! Don't tell me we're still kids, Abi changed because he met Auntie right?” rafi's insinuation loudly made Renata look at him cynically.

“Rafi! Is that how you talk to older people? You're not really good at educating Lin's son, the one I'm proud of, is now such a backer!” cerca Dery felt unaccepted.

“Abi!! Don't insult Ummi like that! Did Abi forget who we are, and who ummi is?” sela Rafa again.

“So don't forget who you are, Abi just want you all back to our old house, that's all!” dery's face paled on his two twin sons.

“No, we are more comfortable staying here,” replied Rafi.

“Nak.”

“Already bi! Ummi wants to be alone, don't nudge him with this selfish Abi attitude!” feeling unaccepted by the child's words, Dery turned to Alin again and stared at him cynically.

“You see!! The results of their upbringing, insolent once dare to expel his parents!”

“I've taught my children well mas, don't ask how my parenting is, but ask yourself! Take a look at my words earlier, for the past 6 months where have you been? Your children are away because of you! Have you ever had time for both of them?

You just never want to take them to school all this time, so why are you even happy to pick up your son at the same school as your biological children! Don't you ever think that Rafa and Rafi feel the pain of seeing all that?” alin said in a calm tone but filled with emphasis.

“That's because I can't bear to see Renata who's tired of coming home from work, having to pick up Nimas again!”

“Then you don't feel sorry for me? For almost 6 years I've been dropping them off every day? You don't pity I'm also tired of taking care of my boutique?”

“Yes already mbak, you are so much better! You take care of the boutique just diem aja there, sit down doang, the rest of your workers who understand, if I will have to think hard, how our proposal can be well accepted by the client, if I have to think hard,” Renata says. Alin smiled bitterly, ‘Dare also he opened his voice on the sidelines of my conversation with mas Dery!’ inner Alin was upset.

“Renata is right Lin, you are why the hell, things like this are now a debate with you,” said Dery confirmed Renata's speech. Alin clucked in annoyance in heart. In this case alone Dery is not fair, how for other things.

“Terasuh mas. if you guys have finished mending out! I'm dizzy with your stories that seem to justify all of this!

I don't have time, want dinner with the kids,”

“You evicted me?”

Dery approaches Alin, and blocks Alin's hand firmly.

“I am still your husband Alin, don't force me to be rude to you, you are my mother my children!”

“You still think I'm your wife?”

“Of course!” answer with confidence, and without any guilt.

“Do not be rude on ummi ku bi!”

“Rafa!” snapped Dery annoyed.

“Please go mas!” Alin pushed the chest of Dery's field because he was feeling bored, until whenever this debate will never end.

Alin just realized, if Dery. man who so much he loved it, selfish and willing to win by himself, he justifies his affair and forces Alin to accept his honey.

How could it be, just imagining her sudha makes her heart hurt, especially if she has to undergo it. The nightmare that he had been afraid of finally happened, too. now he is ready to move forward, without Dery..

“You've dared to treat your husband like this Lin? This must be due to Rubina's influence right, she taught me to defy your own husband!” said Dery who seemed to not accept being treated in such a way by Alin.

“It has nothing to do with Rubina, everything that's happening right now it's because of you! Because of you!!” Alin who had been ignited by emotion also pointed at Dery's face. He felt anxious because Dery had not yet realized where his mistake was.

“Here is the mas, mbak Alin has treated you like trash, you still want to beg him?? Don't drop your pride for a woman who doesn't appreciate you!” timpal Renata's.

“Tuh horrified what your young wife said mas, why did you drop your pride begging me?”

“You'll regret Lin! Remember, you are no longer young!”

“Serah!”

Braaakk!

Alin closed the door of his parents' house very very hard, he took a deep breath and threw it away violently. After that he looked at the faces of his two sons.

Alin squatted before them with tears.

“Sorry yes. You have to watch things that you should not watch,”

“Neither mi.. ummi is not wrong.. Abi is far away from us! Sorry also because we have been rude to Abi. We forgot all the teachings of ummi, sorry ummi!” rafa said with his head bowed. Alin hugged his two sons.

“Had to be an ummi who is sorry, ummi can not love a complete family for you two, someday one day.. never imitate what Abi and ummi are doing now huh?”