Missing the Love of Husband

Chapter.44 Visiting former in-laws

There is a saying that if the fruit falls not far from the tree, there are also those who say that the first madrasah of the children is the parents .. what we do to them is also what we will get in the future.

as parents we are obliged to educate them in a good way giving abundant affection, care and love. We should be able to make the house the most comfortable place for children to return to.

What Dery did A few months ago still sticks clearly in Raffi's mind, though on his lips he says he's okay. If the matter of them is not cared for and noticed it can still be a benchmark for those two who have started to grow up. They can still think that maybe Abinya is busy with her work, but what if the parents we expect her attention to pay attention to others in front of our own eyes.

It must hurt not, we as biological children like stepchildren and stepchildren like biological children.

“Darling, you why?” alin asked when he saw the change in the look on the face of his second son so discussed about Abinya. Alin thought, what happened a few months ago left a tremendous imprint in the heart of his son certainly as a mother, Alin felt sliced heart.. the child that they should take care of with all their heart is given a possible wound If he himself who experienced it he will feel pain.

“Nnothing Umi, only If I can be honest it feels a bit strange if we meet Abi or the same grandmother again,” replied Raffi trying to cover the anxiety in his heart, he did not want Alin to feel bad for them.

Now they have arrived at the hospital parking lot, once down from the car it turns out that Deri is also already there.

“Rafa, Raffi.. Yes Allah Abi kangen very much the same you two. You go to bed now?” Dery ran around his two sons, intent on hugging them to release the longing in his heart. But his arrival was not welcomed at all by his two twins. Rafa is seen putting on an unpleasant face while Raffi looks much more moody even more moody than before he met Dery. I don't know what the boy felt but surely his heart was not ready to meet the man who played his father.

Alin was stunned to see the scene in front of him.. It was only in her mind that separation was impossible. If her husband had not betrayed her. If only her husband had not fallen in love with her past, maybe now their household will be very happy. But what is the power of all if it is meaningless now everything has changed and is no longer the same.

Seeing the rejection of his two sons Dery undoes his intention to embrace them.

“You're angry with Abi huh? Especially Raffi, sorry if Abi ever hurt and ignored you including Umi.. Abi is really sorry dear but now, Abi is really sorry.. You guys don't miss Abi?”

“We met grandma first Bi!” rafa answered, switching the conversation.

“Ah yes.. grandma already misses you Maybe with your presence her heart will be comforted. so grandma there is a spirit to heal!” dery said after her. But the two children did not respond at all, they were busy with the sound of shoes that stepped on the ceramic floor of the hospital.

Dery glanced at his ex-wife, Alin looks so beautiful this morning. Plain navy dress, equipped with a wide pasmina with floral motifs. Long time no see, his ex-wife looks much younger than his age of more than 35 years.

Alin accidentally caught Dery's wet look at himself. He feels so uncomfortable.

As soon as he arrived at his former mother-in-law's room. Ms. Lisda seemed to develop her smile as soon as she saw Alin and her grandchildren.

“Grandmother's grandson.” Rafa and Rafi immediately hugged their grandmother, no doubt there was a longing there. But looking at her grandmother's attitude before this, making the meeting was like there was a chunk of rock that was like separating their distance.

“Mother conditions are like this, Lin! doctor says he will be amputated .. It feels like the mother's spirit to heal is no more.. I'm sorry about Mom's attitude.. I know Mom was wrong.” Bu Lisda's words stuck in the throat. It was hard to continue that conversation. Guilt enveloped Ms. Lisda's heart. If he could repeat the time, he would very much like to stop his son from getting married again.

“It's Mom, it's all over.. Don't lose the spirit to heal.. Optimistic tets aoke .”

“You want to say sorry Mom, right, Lin?”

“Alin already sorry Mom, already do not discuss it again ya Bu..”

Ms. Lisda smiled bitterly, although Alin said he had forgiven her but he knew, her mistake could not be as easily forgiven as that.

“Still you have permission for the children to look at the mother.”, continued Bu Lisda again. He looked at the twins in turn. The twin faces dominated Alin's face more than Dery's.

“Although Alin and Dery are divorced, the children are still his granddaughter Mother and his son Dery Bu, there is no way Alin is blocking Mom and Dery from meeting them.”

“Iya Lin, mas know you are good at positioning yourself, especially if we get back together. mas sure_”.

“Mas, there are children here. ” Reprimand Alin.

“Nek, grandma cepet cured yes. we can not be long here Nek, the time from the cottage is only half a day, After this We want to buy personal needs first before going home. ” continued Rafa, continued Rafa, he knew where Abi meant to talk that way.

“You want to go to the mall, this grandma still hurts loh. You guys have to leave grandma alone here.” asked Dery, Dery, like he objected that Alin and his children went from there.

“Already the rules of the cottage are so, they can be more than saru days.if the end of the semester..if an ordinary day like this can not! you're here anyway, mas!”

“But I will have to work Lin, you do not be selfish so dong, this is my mother.grandmother's children and will be your in-laws again if we refer!”

“If we refer, right? did I ever say I wanted to?” the cold heat of anger in Alin's heart heard Dery blatantly so in front of his mother and her children.

“Ck! Alin ,Alin.. forget your ego it. mas know you are still love mas!”

“Dery! let them go! Alin.. once again thank you because you have been pleased to visit mother..if you are not busy sometime may I meet you again?”