Missing the Love of Husband

Missing the Love of Husband
Chapter.35 The Arrival of Dery



“Who's daydreaming?”


“People through Bu just now, don't see ya.. ya already!” he said again, now Putra back in his initial mode flat, expressionless, while his eyes are still staring at the streets.


Alin just shook his head looking at the behavior of the Son like that, his sense of humor is really ugly. Alin took a slow breath.


“So we go directly to the house Bu?”


“Iya sir!”


The son nodded then there was no meaningful discussion again until he arrived at Alin's house.


Once they arrived, the clock was already showing Ashar's time. The son glanced at the watch in his hand, then approached Raka.


“Ka, I can pray gak?”


“Udah enter Ashar yes. can, we just congregate if so?”


Alin, his two sons including Rafi and Raka followed the congregational prayer led by Putra, his Surah reading was very good.. although Rafi was a little limped because of her knees and elbows that began to feel stiff in motion, but she still carried out her obligations as a Muslim.


Tok.dok..


Right after they said their greetings, the door of the house was knocked, Alin went to open the door, without removing the face he was wearing.


As soon as the door opens,


“Where's Rafi?” ask Dery without saying hello


“Still care you?”


“Dragon speak you yes Lin, Rafi is my son so it's natural that I worry about him?”


“Worried you said? then where were you, when Rafi fell and needed help? you're at the loh mas place! can you leave your child lying there!” alin replied with a fairly high intonation, Raka who heard Alin's voice immediately saw what happened, to make her sister angry, as well as the Son. Although no words came out and asked Raka, but Putra still saw the lower floor.


Yang Raka knew, all this time Alin could always reduce his anger, if he got out of control like that, it could be certain that the person hurt the people he cared about the most.


before Raka walked over, her phone rang a sign there was an incoming message.


[Hi mas's.. Remember I don't?] Raka immediately saw the profile of the sender of the message. Apparently renata.


‘You did contact me! you're sneaky!’ Raka chose to leave the message alone without any intention of replying.


“It's not that easy! you hurt our son! you realize it?? you can take both of them to the hospital, either Nimas or Rafi! but you chose to leave Rafi there, where your heart is! he's your son, your flesh and blood, you can beat me you can betray me, but don't ignore your own son!”broken is an emotion that has been held back since.


Raka was already trembling withholding her fist that she was about to lay down to punch Dery, but the Son forbade her.


Actually Putra also wants to give a fist for a man who is not good at being grateful like Dery, but he must be able to refrain from doing things that are out of bounds. Considering he's nobody there.. Only the guest overhears the debate from the ex-husband.


Dery choked, Alin's words just like a lump of rock popping into his heart. Several times he tried to swallow his Saliva. During his marriage to Alin, this was the first time he heard Alin yell that loud.


“Alin..” call Dery as gently as possible, he still wants to persuade Alin.


“Go mas, don't show your face in front of me again!”


“Can't do that, They're my kids too. You have no right to forbid me from meeting them!”


“If you feel you have a child, your attitude is not like that, you used to promise justice if I would accept Renata right? but what now?? your son you just ignored! I'm not telling you to ignore Nimas, if you can't choose both then take the second.. It's better than you to let your son lie helpless there!?”


“Alin! you were not in my position at the time, I was like this because you were desperate to separate, even though we can live together, Rafa and Rafi still have a complete family, he said, they don't lack my affection right.all because of you Lin, you who are selfish just thinking about your own feelings! sok-sokan felt heartache in honey, all because he was not used to it!! I always said that, right?” said Dery at length, he forgot that he had started to talk sweetly to Alin. Now it's back in its original mode.


Alin squealed and pursed his lips. After that he shook slowly. It turns out this is the nature of the husband who married in the last 15 years.


“15 years ago. 15 years I lived with a lying husband like you! 15 Years I have devoted my life to accompany you. What do I get? you knit that lie with the pretense that you love me, consider me a lucky woman to have been with you! I'm drowning with a falsehood you created yourself, can you imagine me?? it hurts me, it hurts to know that my husband never loved me, he loved another woman, and then you easily asked me to accept Renata? you assume with me receiving Renata everything will be fine, so?”


“Why go wide everywhere? I know Lin, deep down in your heart the deepest you still love me right? so can you shake off all your egos for our kids?” Dery's still trying.


“You're sane? you forgot your hand slap that is still felt today? because what?? because you accused me of cheating on Renata!!”


“I saw the photo myself! where could Renata lie!”


Hearing her sister was once underlined by Dery, making Raka could not hold back anymore.


“Enough Dery!! Keep away from my sister!! one more step you're moving closer to Alin, you know for yourself, you think Renata's a good woman?? ah I forgot, a bucini forgets that he is blind and deaf!” sahut Raka's.


“Mas!! keep talking to you, don't interfere with my household with Alin!”


“We have split up! don't forget that.”


“Tell me Raka to not interfere in my affairs, know what she is about Renata?” reply Dery.


“I know, even before you were alone!