
Flashbacks
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"Dear as if I wasn't on Polwan's list" Ane told Tegar
"Why baby?" tanya Tegar who knows Ane really wants to be a police officer
"Papa and Mama did not give permission" Ane replied sadly
"If papa and mama want it how? " tanaya Tegar
"Papa and Mama want me to be a midwife" Ane answered briefly
"It doesn't seem like a bad thing dear papa's idea" Tegar gave Ane a boost
"But it's a pity to know from the first I want to be Polwan" Ane grumbled
"You want to be a police officer just because you like his uniform, pack my uniform" tegar
"Iiihhh...." Ane cram
"So Midwives are also good, baby, a lot of you my friends and brother leting who is his partner Midwife.until someone says the police are the dream of Midwives" Tegar story
"Well what if baby?" ask Ane
"If I'm up to her darling want to be anything. So Bhayangkari I'm also not papa. goda Tegar while rubbing Ane's nose
"Yes, I also can not refuse the desire of papa and mama" replied Ane lethargic.
"When is the registration planned?" ask tight
"my dear tomorrow" replied Ane
"I'll drive you, I'll be out of service tomorrow!" tell Harder
"May, tomorrow I wait seven o'clock. don't be late afraid of his misfortune until his semarang!!" said Ane
"Yes dear.." replied Tegar while rubbing Ane's head covered with hijab.
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Tok.dok....
"Assalamualaikum" Tegar said his greetings and knocked on the door
"Walaikumsalam" replied Ms. Vina. Ane's mother
"No Hardcore, let's go in." take Miss Vina
"Sit down son, I call Ane first" Ms. Vina invited Harder to sit down
"Ne, son Tegar is waiting in front" Bu Vina approached Ane in the room
"Yes ma, keep Ane out" said Ane
Shortly after, a well-dressed Ane came out
"Ma, pa. Ane went to semarang first yes" said Ane berbitan with Pak Edi and Bu Vina
"Yes, be careful son" replied Ms. Vina
"No Heartbreak - don't speed!" said Mr. Edi
"Yes om, Insyaalloh aunt is safe" said Tegar with a smile and then goodbye and shake hands with Mr. Edi and Bu Vina
After arriving at the Midwifery campus Duta Husada. Ane who was accompanied by Tegar registered himself and took a series of entrance tests Akbid Duta husada
A week after registration there is an announcement of admission of new students and one of the accepted students is Diane inscription
Inter seneng not seneng, but this is still what must be lived.even though Ane's heavy heart continues to undergo his lecture.
The beginning of her college smooth romance is also smooth, of course, although it must be LDR (long distance relationship)
Dretta.dett..
Shake hp Ane there is an incoming message
"(Darling again what, I'm kok kangen ya kumu)" chat from Tegar
"(Again learning, baby.yeah, I also miss)" bales Ane
"(Well, when do you get home? I'll pick you up?)" chat Hardcore
"(Saturday afternoon dear)" bales Ane
"(Okay...I pick up ya, later play to the boarding house I first want?)"
"(Lho dear now kos? how I just found out)" Ane was curious
"(Yes, just yesterday started the cost.so don't be tired on the road if you leave the office)" explained Tegar
"(Yes, I'm doing a lecture tomorrow morning)" Ane ended her chat
At the cost of Ane feels strange why Tegar arrived - arriving at the cost when the distance from home to the office is not too far actually
"Hi.malah dumbfounded" surprised Nia patted Ane's shoulder.
"Eh.iya, this again thought of Rigid when arriving at the cost" replied Ane
"Want a new mood maybe" replied Nia
"Eh...How long have you been dating?" ask Nia
"Three years" Ane answered
"Olderly yes too" said Nia
"But a faithful man yes even though he has become a police officer, said Wawa
"Yes we know the police are flat playboy" continued yeni
"Yes, because Me and Tegar had been dating for a long time from High School before he became a police officer we have been dating" explained Ane
"You're lucky Ane, I've only been dating for a month with the police have been playing cheating on me just "grunts Nia
The awaited Saturday arrived, Ane is currently picked up by Tegar at his new boarding house in about four days
"Here come in" asked Tegar
"Emang can girls get into the boarding of guys" Ane stepped in doubt
"May, come in" asked Tegar
when Ane set foot into the room, suddenly Tegar closed the door
"Why should it be closed? open it!" said Ane felt uncomfortable having to be in the room together with Rigid.
Although they date long but they date within normal limits, hold hands only rarely what else kisses at all never.
Plaque....
Ane's voice slapped Hardcore
"What do you want to do" cried Ane
"One we've been dating for a long time, it's only natural that I want to kiss you?" a loud voice held the cheek that had just been slapped by Ane
"What do you mean? Ane was astonished by the change in attitude
"I mean what?" we've been dating for a long time baby.what's wrong if it's just a kiss?" stern
"I'm sorry I can't" said Ane leaving the boarding house Tegar
Since the quarrel Ane and Tegar look far away.the two rarely communicate even though just asking the news was not.
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"Ne, the final tumben - you've never been telphonan? tanya
"Yes, it looks like Tegar is angry with Ane" Ane replied
"Why angry? Nur tried asking again
"Last met the one I picked up, I was invited to play at his boarding house there he wanted to kiss me. I kept slapping" explained Ane
"Wkwwkwk.....what? just because you want to kiss and hold you slap? nia Sahut
"So you've never kissed? Yeni comes closer because she feels funny with Ane's behavior.
"Don't you, should a date have a kiss?" the courtship should take care of each other" said Ane annoyed
"Ane, One, I think that dating a kiss is a natural thing indeed Ne" said Nia
"Even so for me is not natural, because if love is to keep it really halal.if dating must be chirping or what it means is lust not love" said Nia
"Okay.deh..bu ustadzah" goda Nur.
Because love is true to keep not destroy, keep him halal to be yours.do not let our loved ones fall into sin.
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Ane who felt sad with a cold attitude Hardcore since the incident Ane slapped Hardcore
Ane tried to contact Tegar via telephone call but was not answered, sending a message was not reply.
"Does our three-year relationship have to end like this?" ane's Germant in the Heart
"Am I just going to get to the cost of Tegar" Ane thought
After thinking Ane decided to try to find Hardcore at the cost
"Tock...
Ane knocked on the door
"Assalamualikum" Ane was still knocking on the door and greeting
Clamps
Key sound is opened
"Walaikumsalam" answered the woman whom Ane did not know opened the door
"Who are you?" ask Ane wonder
"I" had not finished answering Ane's question, a loud voice came out of the bathroom
"Who's dear?" said Tegar while drying his hair with a towel. had not realized there was Ane there
"Darling...?" said Ane confused and looked towards Tegar and then this woman who did not know him.
"What y'all? said Ane disconnected as if hesitant to continue his question
"Yes we are dating" said Tegar lightly without feeling guilty
"Why does it have to be like this Hardcore?" ane began to shed tears
"So this is why you haven't called me in two weeks?" said Ane increasingly softly sobbing - sob as if not to believe
what he saw
"You're the one who rejected me" said Tegar
"Three years Hardcore.Three years we were together, you know what I look like." said Ane.
"Just because we've been dating for a long time, is it wrong that I just want to kiss you?"
"Wrong Hardcore, wrong! we are not halal" said Ane still with sobs
"Emang you are not really dear to me" said Tegar
"You turned Rigid, you're no longer the Rigid I knew you used to be. That love keeps Rigid. if you want it to be that way, you're not the Hardcore I know,
it's not love but lust, and I'm sorry I can't be a slave to your lust"
We're done here, thank you for ever being in my life" Ane said, ending her relationship with Tegar
Since the incident Ane and Tegar have been completely finished, there is no more communication between the two.
And from that moment on, Ane chose not to be close to any more police men
because in the eyes of Ane Hardly changed since becoming a policeman