
"Why should that woman? among so many women why should she?"
"Where's wrong? if I were close to Anggun? I think I'd really like to be close to anyone, why do you have to ask something like this?"
"I know, you just want revenge with me, don't you? that's why you approached ex-wife mas Sigit?
"Revenge? what do you mean? I'm close to Anggun has nothing to do with you" Alan replied
"If not for revenge, why should Sigit's ex-wife? why not another woman?" nia raised her voice
"What's the deal with you? wanting me to be close to anyone is my right, it's none of your business anymore.remember, we're no one anymore.so I'm warning you not to interfere in my life anymore" Alan explained
"Yes, I understand but because you. mas Sigit became angry with me. because this looks ridiculous Alan.why should your husband be angry with you? what relation? doesn't make sense?"
"Because you approached his ex-wife Alan"
"They're divorced too, right? what right your husband decides who can approach Anggun. Me and Anggun are both single, we are free to be close to anyone, that's our right. So you and your husband should be it, you and your husband, focus on your own family. don't think about us. We are moral people, so we know what can and what can not be done"alan's words made Nia feel ashamed because of the sin she had committed
"Alan, I know I sinned, and I have been rewarded for every sin of mine. My life is now far from happy. I suffered Alan, and maybe I deserve this suffering. I've hurt you. there's no man as good as you. Now I realize, I'm the dumbest woman in the world, the woman who wastes men as good as you. if I could turn back time.I would never let go of a man as good as you.I would be grateful for the grace that Allah gave me. But I know, it could not have happened. rice has become porridge.I can only accept my fate which is now far from the word happy" said Nia wiping her tears that fell down her cheeks
"Why not happy? didn't you get what you wanted?"
"At first I thought like that, I think by marrying mas Sigit I will be happy.in fact it is not like that, after marrying my life like in hell there is only suffering. every day my in-laws and stepchildren are incessantly getting me in trouble, and now that they find out about your relationship with my husband's ex-wife, they hate me even more. they assume we're working together to get his ex-wife's fortune" Nia said
"Huh.. does not make sense to your thinking. have I ever driven someone based on his property?" alan
"Yes I know, but that's their thinking and therefore they hate me so much. Every day I'm treated like a maid there. That's why I beg Alan. I know asking you to come back with me is very unlikely. Because that's at least help me, please stay away from Sigit's ex-wife, so that they don't hate me more. I beg Alan."
"Silly, what a ridiculous request, and are you not ashamed to meet me for such an unreasonable request after what you have done to me, you ask for something for your happiness? looks like you really aren't in Nia's right mind"
"I know, maybe I'm crazy, but that's all I can do to keep my house. I've failed to build a household with you, and I don't want it to happen again at home now.I beg Lan, not with ex-wife Sigit!"
"You've just come home, and I'm sorry I'm not a superhero who can help you" Alan said
"Alane. Nana how are you" said Nia stopped Alan's steps
"I guess you've forgotten Nana, you don't have to worry! Nana is very good and much better when away from you" Alan said with his lips
"Forget your crazy idea, lest Nana have to suffer from seeing you, a heartless and immoral mother" Alan passed
Nia looked at Alan's back, not sure what was on his mind.but actually Nia missed him a lot.The man who once loved her sincerely, treated her like a queen. but Nia knew expecting Alan back was also no longer possible for her after what she had done all this time, and all Nia could do now was struggle to maintain her household with Doctor Sigit. therefore Nia willingly lowered her pride in front of Alan so that Alan would stay away from the Graceful Doctor.
Nia thinks Doctor Sigit is angry to see the relationship of Alan and the Anggun Doctor for fear of being mistaken for exchanging partners, even though what is thought by Doctor Sigit is not like that, it is not like that, Doctor Sigit was angry to see the relationship of Alan and the Anggun Doctor because of jealousy not because of people's thoughts.
"That was your ex-wife why did you come here, Lan? ask Arif
"He asked Alan to stay away from Anggun bang" Alan replied
"Asking you to stay away Graceful? what does this have to do with Nia. You're divorced?"
"Nia said her relationship with her husband was hot because her husband thought that Nia and I were working together to get the Grace property" Alan replied
"Hahahaha..why night is like a gini soap opera story, working together to master the treasure.there are only their thoughts" Arif shook his head.
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Nia who took a taxi to Alan's house residence hoped to see Nana even from afar. because her instincts as a mother made her want to meet her child, especially after her miscarriage. Nia misses Nana the only child Nia has.
"Pak stopped in front of the house" said Nia pointed to the house with green paint with a fairly wide home page
Nia opened the car glass. looked at the house with nanar, if she did not follow the eve of na*su that is misleading.maybe she still feel happiness in the house, where everyone is very appreciative not like the new husband's house.that's what Nia is in mind.
"Grandma, Nana wants to feed the fish" shouted Nana running to the fish pond in the house.
"Yes be careful" cried Beautiful Mom
"Nana, it's you son. It's really you" muttered Nia from inside the car looking at Nana who was feeding the fish.
"You've grown up baby, beautiful. mom miss Nana. have you forgotten my son's mom? I'm sorry, son! mama is a bad mama, mama can no longer accompany Nana in every growth and development of Nana, because of the mistakes you have done.mama hope one day Nana can forgive mama."Nia murmured with tears flowing down her cheeks.
The mistake that must be paid for by losing all his loved ones and falling into suffering.
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