
Abah, who initially agreed to the relationship between Ustadz Guntur and Nur, now opposes and makes Nur's past as a reason to reject the plans of Ustadz Guntur who will worship Nur.
The event only counts the days but now the plan has not been clear whether it can be implemented or not. given Abah has not been willing to give his blessing to ustadz Guntur and Nur.
This time it was like swallowing a bitter pill, Nur had to accept a reality that was quite painful.Nur had already dashed his heart to not accept the proposal from the Thunder Ustadz, which was not the case, but with consideration Nur re-opened his heart and believed that Ustadz Guntur was his soul mate.but now when his heart was open, he had to face rejection from Abah.
"Assalamu'alaikum Nur, Abah said you were told to meet Abah in Abah's work room" said santriwati
"Change? told me to meet him?" nur
"Yes, Abah told you to get there right away"
"alright, thank you" said Nur immediately to Abah's room
With a feeling of anxiety, Nur stepped foot in Abah's room, it seems that this time Nur knows why Abah called him. This must have something to do with the plans of the Thunder who will menghitbah. because the thunder ustadz yesterday ustadz Thunder had already told himself about Abah's rejection.although the Thunder ustadz still told him to be strong because this was one of the tests they had to pass.
The exam is certainly not easy because Nur's dark past makes him have to experience all this, but he also understands because as a parent, he certainly wants the best for his children.
Tok..
"Assalamu'alaikum"
"Milkahmur"
Nur came in and stood at Abah's table waiting for Abah to sit down
"Sit Nur" Abah said, her eyes looking at the chair in front of her hinting that Nur should sit there.
"Thank you Bah" Nur sat down
"Do you know why Abah told you to come here?
"Maybe I know that, yesterday, Guntur had told me about Abah who changed Abah's decision to approve us, but I do not blame Abah, Abah, I understand Abah's decision not to approve us" Nur said
"It's good that you understand" Abah said and took a deep breath
"My past is dark and my past cannot be justified, whatever the reason my past is wrong and bad Abah, but I have repented Abah, Allah has rebuked me for my sins in the past. InsyaAlloh now I really have changed Abah" said Nur with teary eyes
"Alhamdulillah if you have repented, Abah is happy to hear you have repented. As a fellow Muslim and as a teacher Abah is happy to hear your change, Abah said, Abah also saw as long as you study religious knowledge here.you are very solemn and very obedient but as a father.sorry ndok Abah can not allow you to marry. honestly Abah wants Thunder to have a sholihah companion and can support Thunder in preaching."
"I understand that I am not a woman who is good enough to accompany the Guntur Ustadz" said Nur
"I'm sorry Abah ya Nur, it's not Abah's intention to not believe the ordeal you did. Abah believes you have changed and Abah wishes you a good soul mate who can bring you good" Abah said
"Yes bah, Nur understood and Nur understood Abah's intentions. Abah Nur will leave home because if Nur here it might be difficult for ustadz Guntur to stop hoping from Nur" said Nur
"Nur, forgive Abah! Abah really does not mean like this, but Abah is just a father who wants his children to get the best soul mate. let alone you know, Thunder from small growing up without being accompanied by a mother. because his mother had been called Alloh first, therefore Guntur often thought immature" said Abah
"Iya Abah, Nur understood and Nur understood. Nur is also a mother who wants the best for her child. I no longer need to explain! Nur already knows what Nur should do. Please forgive Nur Abah. Nur make sure tomorrow morning Nur is no longer here"
Now that the tears that had been held back were no longer able to be held back, Nur came out of Abah's room with tears flooding his cheeks.
The santriwati saw Nur coming out of Abah's room with tears.
It reached the ears of Fatimah.
"What is true you guys say? if Nur comes out of Abah's room and cries?" ask Fatimah to santriwati
"Yes Fat, we saw Nur running from Abah's room crying and returning to her room" replied santriwati
"Do you know why Nur was crying?" ask Fatimah
"If that we do not know, only that surely we had heard Abah mention the name of Ustadz Guntur"
"Aren't they getting married? it seems that Abah also blesses them, but why suddenly Abah seems to change her mind" said santriwati
"You guys have been gossiping" said Fatimah
Fatimah tried to find out by going to Nur's room
"Assalamu'alaikum" Fatimah entered Nur's room
"Walaikumsalam" Nur wiped his tears.
"Why are you?" tanya Fatimah sat down beside Nur
"It's okay, I'm fine" Nur replied trying to smile
"So the kids said you came out of Abah's room crying, what's the matter? does it have anything to do with your wedding plans and the Thunder ustadz?" ask Fatimah
"No, you don't have to worry. I'm fine. I'm really fine" replied Nur did not want to talk too much
Fatimah felt a little annoyed with Nur who was always unwilling to answer her question.
"Nur I was just curious about you, you used to tell me, if you are not interested in the Thunder ustadz.but why do you suddenly want to receive a proposal from the Thunder ustadz? are you starting to like Thunder ustadz now?" cerca Fatima
"Nur, you why every time I try to be your best friend it seems you always refuse to be friends with me" said Fatimah with a sad face
"Not that, it's just that I'm still not used to telling people about my problems.because not all of my problems should be known, right?" nur
"Well if it's like that. I go first. if there's anything you can find me" said Fatimah holding Nur's hand
Nur smiled and nodded.
Nur stood up to open the cupboard and took the suitcase one by one Nur packed his clothes into the suitcase.Nur finished packing his clothes looking around the room and sitting next to his bed.
His shadow remembered the first time he reached this boarding school.so many desires and hopes in this pesantren.one of them is the desire to be able to hatam Koran. but now again he had to leave because of men. but this time he went not to hide but he went to give the Thunder ustadz a chance to get a woman who is sholihah and does not have a dark past like him.
"Huf.... " Nur took a deep breath
"Nur's spirit, this is the best. It's time for you to be yourself again which is certainly better.this is nothing, I have to be a strong woman for the sake of Almira. yes I have to visit Almira often so that she can feel my presence, and it is time for me to return to being a midwife" Nur muttered with a smile
Without saying goodbye to the other friends Nur went to leave the boarding school, the plan of his departure is only Abah who knows. because deliberately do not want to make a rowdy and others wonder especially iftadz Thunder. Nur did not want ustadz Guntur prevent his departure.so how Nur realized what Abah wanted for the good of Guntur ustadz.he did not deserve to be the wife of an ustadz.
maybe his past will always be a barrier for him to open a new sheet.any man will definitely think twice if you want to ask for it.
After a long journey for approximately six hours, Nur has now reached the city of Semarang, a city that is so beautiful and full of pleasant memories during his college.
Nur decided to settle in this city so that he could often meet with Almira.
******
This morning Nur was looking for a house to contract which was not too far from Saka's house.not because he still hoped from Saka, but all that was done in order to be close to his daughter Almira. as a mother who has long been separated from her child, Nur certainly wants to be able to get back close to her child.
This morning Nur came to Saka's house
"Assalamu'alaikum"
"Walaikumsalam" said Tika open the door
"Mbak Nur" Tika was surprised then immediately embraced Nur
"I'm sorry if my arrival is disturbing"
"No mbak, of course not. where may be mbak Nur disturbing. Tika even happy mbak Nur here. enter mbak, I call Almira. surely Almira also happy to see mbak Nur here" said Tika invite Nur to enter
"Who is Tika" asked Risma ma'am who heard there were guests coming
"Nur. you're here"
"yes sorry aunt, if Nur's arrival has been disturbing. Nur just wants to see Almira" Nur was nervous
"Absolutely not Nur, why talk like that? auntie is glad you're here. Almira was in Farhan's guard room. Tika invited Almira here" said Risma's mother
Tika immediately invited Almira out to meet with Nur
"Almira see who's coming? mama's coming baby" Tika told Almira.
Nur approached Almira and smiled
"May you hug Almira?" nur's eyes glazed over
Almira nodded
Nur was happy and immediately embraced Almira. akirnya the day that awaited now becomes a reality. Almira was already not afraid of Nur and seemed to have begun to melt with Nur's presence.
They sat in their chairs and talked.
Nur also said that now he contracts in an area that is not far from their home.
"So now Mbak Nur is not in the boarding school anymore?" ask Tika
"Yes, I want to be able to get back close to my son Almira" Nur said
"Yes Nur, it should be like that" said Risma
"When can I visit Almira often?" tanya Nur is afraid that Tika will not be pleased, because Tika already considers Almira as her son
"Of course I can mbak, I am even happy. mbak Nur can often visit Almira. besides mas Saka this time also sailed long enough. Almira would be happy if her mother came here often." Tika smiled
Thank you Tik, I owe you so much"
"Mister, don't talk like that! we'll raise Almira together. mbak Nur mama Almira and I love Almira like my own son mbak. so we raise Almira together"
"When Nur's right, it's precisely the mama who should apologize. because your mama is so far from your child.mama knows what it feels like to hold back the longing for Nur's child. sasa's departure feels a heavy blow to Mama.
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