
Alan felt dizzy thinking about Nana who said she loved Amar, while Alan knew exactly, that Amar never looked at Nana more than his parents' best friend's child. Alan was only fretting, if Nana got too swept up in his feelings. Alan didn't want Nana to have heartache.
"What are you doing, honey?" ask the Graceful Doctor
"Dear Nana, Nana has dared to say that she likes Amar. I'm honestly afraid she will be hurt. because I know, Amar never saw Nana as a special woman" said Alan
"Here dear, do not need to think too much. the name is also a teenager, get used to admiring the opposite sex. do not need to be too thoughtful.later also if there are others, will change again.get used to the love of monkeys." said the Anggun Doctor smiling
"Hopefully so dear, I don't want Nana to be hurt" Alan said
"Have we slept through the night?" said Anggun Doctor pulled a blanket over his body
Alan flung his body beside the Anggun Doctor and hugged her from behind.
"Love you" whispered Alan in the ear of the Graceful Doctor
"Me too dear" replied the Graceful Doctor smiling and closing her eyes.
Now the two are in the dream world hugging each other and giving warmth in the same blanket.
The next day, Alan woke up first and woke his wife up for a congregational dawn prayer.
Because this weekend, After dawn prayers Alan invites his wife to jog around their residence.when until the park is not intentional the two met with Nia who was actually on that day Nia was waiting for Nana. because usually every morning Nana will go to the park.
"Alan, the Graceful Doctor" murmured Nia
"You're that woman, right?" said the Anggun Doctor pointing at Nia doubtfully
"Yes, she's Nia, Nana's mother" Alan said
"Kok you around here?" ask the Anggun doctor
"Sorry, I don't intend to appear before you. I just miss Nana. I want to see Nana." replied Nia
"Why do you want to meet me? isn't it enough that you hurt your heart and left me? do you want to embarrass me again? I don't want you to show up in front of me. I don't want anyone to know that my real mama is not a good woman.I don't want people to know that my real mama is an ex-convict" said Nana shed tears and wet her cheeks.
"Nana, don't say that, baby! although how she is still the mother who has given birth to you" said Doctor Anggun mengingtinkkan
"Nana, forgive mama son. mama is wrong. mama has committed a sin that was never forgiven.but mama regrets son, mama regrets have died you" cried Nia broke
"I regret you said? did Nana not hear wrong? how can you say sorry after what you have done.I am ashamed to be born from a woman like you" said Nana running
Nia wanted to chase after him but was stopped by the Graceful Doctor
"Nia" said Doctor Anggun stopped Nia's steps
"Let Nana alone first! don't press him. Don't force him to understand you right now.let him calm down first, slowly I'll try to talk to him."
Nia complied and dropped her body to the ground, crying and holding her chest that felt tight.
"I know what you're feeling right now, but you can't force what's on your mind right now on Nana. if at this time Nana is still angry with you. It's natural.he's just a child, he's just a child, who will definitely feel disappointed when knowing that the mother who has given birth to him in this world left him with another man. So please do not be selfish.give Nana space! resolute Doctor Graceful
"I think, what Anggun said is right. it's good not to meet Nana first. let her calm down first" said Alan
"Honestly, I am ashamed, I am a bad woman who has damaged the household mbak Anggun.but mbak Anggun can be heartened to take good care of my son" said Nana sobbed
"You don't have to say it all. I did it because I did think Nana was like my own son. It had nothing to do with you. we should forget all that, then let it pass. We do not need to reveal it again, just take the wisdom behind it all. because I am sure that every destiny that Allah gives us is certainly the best.I am not not angry with you, instead I want to thank you. the pain that you and Sigit gave to us is sweet" said Doctor Anggun
"You deserve to be happy, because you're good people" Nia replied smiling and passing away.
"Actually I feel sorry for his condition, but what is obtained at this time, it is all also because of the results of what he did himself" said Doctor Anggun
"Dear, we should just go home, I'm worried about Nana" Alan said
At Alan's house and Anggun's doctor, seeing Nana in his room.
"Honey, papa know what you feel, but you should be able to make peace with the situation. forgive your biological mother.he has regretted it" said Alan
"True what your father said Na, it is not good for a child to hate the mother who has given birth to us. regardless of what mistakes have been made.he tetep biological mother who has given birth to you" said Doctor Anggun rubbed Nana's back
***
The next day Nana went to Ane's house and asked about Nia.
"So you know everything?" ask Ane
"Iya Nana already knows everything aunty, honestly Nana felt embarrassed by aunty. Nana does not think that Nana's biological mother is like that. is it because of Nana's mother's past, aunt does not want to support Nana's feelings for Amar ya aunt?" ask Nana
"Nana, why do you have to have such thoughts? this has nothing to do with your mother's past. Nana you and Amar it's too early to discuss the problem, aunt wants you to learn right.don't think no-no" said Ane
"But Nana loves Amar aunty, please don't make the past of Nana's biological mother an excuse for auntie" Nan said
"Nana, it looks like aunty has to go. because aunty there is a meeting bhayangkari. sorry ya na, do not think aunty kicked you out. but auntie does have to go to om Arif's office for a meeting of bhayangkari" said Ane
"Well aunt.then Nana went home first" said Nana pamit
After Nana came home. Ane contacts Alan and Doctor Anggun to discuss Nana's problem.
At a diner now Ane, Arif, Alan and the Graceful Doctor meet.
"Alan, I'm sorry but I hope you won't be offended by what I'm going to talk about" Ane said
"Yes, what's wrong with Nana?" ask Alan
"How do you know that Nana likes Amar?" tanya Ane looked towards Alan and the Graceful Doctor in turn
"Did Nana tell Ane's sister to challenge that?" ask Alan
"Yes, this morning Nana came to the house and considered me not to support her feelings for Amar because of Nia's past. Alan, ma'am Anggun.we have been close and have been like his own brother. I do not want because of this problem a well-established relationship will be fractured. I reiterate, I do not want to interfere with Amar's feelings. Anyone who will later be paired with Amar. I will accept it. I will not match Amar with anyone, Amar will not be, let Amar find out for himself who will be his life companion. anyways Amar is still in college. I do not want to mess with Amar's mind. So I ask for help to love Nana understanding about this" said Ane
"Yes Ane's brother, Alan understood all that" Alan replied
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