
At Alan's house
"Where was the story said that you had lunch with Ane and Amar?" ask Alan
"Dear, we ate together this afternoon. Amar is now grown yes, and it seems our daughter has the same feeling of Amar. from earlier mama noticed it looks like Nana stole the same view of Amar" said Doctor Anggun smiling
"What is ma? are they still small?" alan
"They are not little children dear, they soon pass High School, it is natural that they idolize the opposite sex" said Doctor Anggun
"Nana, how's it going today?" alan asked when he saw Nana and Rara watching television
"Well pa, earlier Nana also got a brochure about Akbid's pa, near her home aunt Ane. can't Nana go to college there?" Nana gave Alan a brochure
"Nana, how many times have you said, don't go to college there, son!" alan
"Why really pa? why can't Nana go to college there? that's already A accreditation you know, why still can't?" grouse Nana
"Papa says no yes no no. Please don't force papa" said Alan passed
Nia sighed violently and leaned her body against the sofa
"Sister, you should listen to papa, it is not good to argue with your parents" said Rara
"You know what Ra is, the little boy knows what" Nana said, passing by and into the room slamming the door
In Nana's room dropped her body in a mattress
"Why did you always forbid Nana from going to college there? though Nana wants to study there.in addition to college there is good.the campus is close to the house of aunt Ane. who knows can often meet _arrgghh... " Shouted Nana who initially wanted to smile so angry because she remembered the rejection of her father.
"I won't give up anyway.I want to go to college there" he murmured again
***
"Ra, sister Nana why? ask the Graceful Doctor
"Come on ma, it seems angry that papa did not allow brother Nana to go to college in an akbid close to the house of aunt Ane" answered Rara
"Huh.. they are just as stubborn, how do you love.sure to follow grandfather to Surabaya?"
"Yes ma, Rara has thought ma. anyan_" said Rara cut off
"Why baby, anyway?" The Anggun Doctor looked at Rara
Rara shook her head
"Darling, if you want something to tell your mom, just say it don't hesitate.what's the matter, baby?" ask the Graceful Doctor
"Rara doesn't want Nana to think that mom and dad love Rara more than you do" Rara said, lowering her face
"Darling, why have such thoughts? mom and dad both love you and brother. It makes no difference. You're our son. Why do you have such thoughts?" The Anggun Doctor did not understand Rara's thinking
"Because my brother once said that he did not like Rara, since there is Rara. mama and papa more attention with Rara" said Rara
"But mama do not reprimand Nana yes, Rara does not want if sister Nana misunderstand again" said Rara again
"Astaghfirullah things adzim, so brother Nana once said like that to you, until you want to live with your grandfather in Surabaya?" The Graceful Doctor did not understand the thoughts of his children
"Yes ma, but other than that. Rara did want to accompany grandfather ma. kasian grandfather himself there. Promise to ma! don't scold my sister about this" Pinta Rara
***
The next day at school
"Amar" Call Desi and Amar stop his steps
"You are so bad, why did you love my mother yesterday" said Desi
"Amar did not answer and passed
"Mar, Amar" cried Desi but ignored $by Amar
***
Dret...
"Assalamu'alaikum Ne"
"Walaikumsalam Wawa, Hi.. How's it going? I miss you so much" said Ane
"Sama, I'm also very confused with you. It's been almost three years yes we did not meet" said Wawa
"Yes, when to go back to Java. already miss"
"InsyaAlloh next month I'm back in Java"
"You mean you can move to Java or just go home on holiday?"
"Alhamdulillah husband has been mutated to Java, this we have started to take care of what we have to bring home"
"So you can move to Java? wah will often collect our dong" said Ane
"Yes InsyaAlloh. uh.. Yeni has moved too?" ask Wawa
"Yes, Yeni has moved to Java as well. only we have not met.he is still busy" replied Ane
"Yes, next month just meet up together" said Wawa
"Okay, I can't wait to see you. Oya Riki what class is it now?" ask Ane
"Riki is in 2nd grade now and InsyaAlloh will soon have a sister"
"You seriously don't want to add another child? you're an only child, bang Arif's only child. This Amar also wants to be an only child?" ask Wawa
"Hehehe, maybe, I'm the same bang Arif there is no kerarah language there anyway"
"Not yet if that, but it doesn't exist. Amar aja already want to graduate High School but do not have a sister, meaning there is no added intention" said Wawa
***
At night Ane began to think about Wawa's words about her sister to Amar
"Bang"
"Yes dear" replied Arif who was in front of his laptop
"Have you ever thought about having another child, not after Amar's birth?" ask Ane
"Why suddenly ask like that?" arif said to stop his activities
"There is nothing bang, just the thought of Wawa's speech just this afternoon asking if Amar does not want to have a sister. This Wawa already pregnant again you know bang" said Ane
"Actually not a brother does not want to have children anymore, but honestly after what you experienced when you gave birth to Amar, brother indeed there is a little fear if you are okay. because of that, my brother felt that Amar alone was enough." explained Arif
Now Ane knows why her husband never said he wanted to have another child.
maybe because of the fear of losing her.
Ane just smiled and tried to understand, even though she herself had actually not thought of having another child after giving birth to Amar.
***
Is that you son? is that really you? it's been a long time since mom observed you from afar without daring to approach you, my son misses you, but you're ashamed to meet you. It's better that you never know me as your mom. mama doesn't deserve to admit you as a mama's child" muttered Nia sobbing from inside the taxi looking at Nana in front of the house
"Let's go, baby" said Doctor Anggun
"Come ma" replied Nana holding Doctor Anggun and Rara followed behind
"Nana baby, you seem to love your stepmom very much, should be the mom who is currently taking you to school, but because of the mistakes you make, you should stay away from you forever baby. but imprisoned.mama realized dear, actually our most precious treasure is family.mama regrets ever wasted you and your papa" muttered Nia hurt her tears
During this time for five years after he came out of prison, Nia always peeked at Nana and Alan from afar.His heart missed them but what power he did not deserve to be called mama.
****
"Ma, mama there's an event to meet with aunt Ane when? Nana wants to come if mama meets Aunt Ane" said Nana
"Not knowing dear, lately polished teeth again rame, can not be left" replied doctor Anggun
"Yes, you'll go home by yourself! mama can't seem to pick you up."
"Yes mom, Rara will go home alone" replied Rara
"Later home from school can Nana not stop by Aunt Ane ma?" ask Nana
"Can you just a few days ago meet my dear aunt Ane? you want to go there again?" ask the Graceful Doctor
"Yes ma, Nana wants to ask about college in akbid kayak how?"
"Darling, papa has forbidden. follow the word papa ya! don't fight papa" said Doctor Anggun
"This mama why the hell? so follow me like papa, what's wrong if Nana wants to go to college there?" grouse Nana
"Nana, papa must have his own reasons.why forbid Nana to go to college there.whatever papa does, which is certainly for the good of Nana" explained Doctor Anggun
"Killness? what kindness ma? Nana does not understand why papa like that" said Nana annoyed
After delivering Nana and Rara to school, now Anggun doctor leaves for the hospital.
"Assalamu'alaikum ma" said Tasya who is now an adult
"Tasya, how are you, baby?" the Anggun Doctor hugged Tasya
"Tasya well ma, Tasya kangen same mama. how many years have we not met ya ma?"
"Mama is also kangen dear, all this time.mama always trying to find news about you.but like swallowed by the earth, you just disappear, even you change your mobile number"
"Sorry ma, I'm sorry Tasya" Tasya said sobbing
"Yes, we have spoken in the room of the mother" said Doctor Anggun
**
The Graceful Doctor Room
Tasya misses her dear mother, and Anggun Doctor accidentally cancels all appointments with patients.
"So where have you been all this time?" ask the Graceful Doctor
"After papa out of the hospital, we decided to return to the city of P. but because papa. has not worked forced our house to sell for the cost of papa therapy and for the needs of life. we moved to a smaller house. Tasya actually wanted to see mom, but Tasya heard that mom was married to Om Alan, so Tasya broke Tasya's intention to meet with mom" said Tasya
"Tasya, you should have told mom that if you need anything, don't even run like this.
Yes you are a child mama.even though mama is married to om Alan.do not mean mama will forget you" said Doctor Anggun
"Where do you live now?"
"Tasya lives with Tasya ma's husband"
"You're married, baby?" The Graceful Doctor was stunned
"Yes ma, Tasya also has one child" he replied