
"Is papa really like that Ra?"
"Yes, but what's the matter? how come papa tumben talks like this?"
"I'm sorry papa ya Ra, papa apologise. papa is not a good papa for Rara" said Alan
"Pa, what's the matter, pa? papa's okay, right?" Rara is confused by her father's suddenly changing attitude
"Papa apologise, baby, papa did not expect that it turned out that papa's attitude like that" Alan felt regretful with his attitude all along. He did not think that all this time he had been unfair to his daughter.more precisely, Alan felt Nana needed more affection because the mother did not want Nana to be sad about her past. but Alan forgets that Rara also needs the same affection even though Rara grew up with both parents.
***
One month later
"Amar wait, I want to talk to you" said Vita trying to prevent Amar from returning home after a night in the hospital
"What's wrong?" Amar stopped his steps and looked towards Vita
"Amar, there's something I want to talk to you about, it's not like if we go later. I want to talk to you about something" Vita who never stops pursuing Amar's love
"If you want to talk right now.say what's wrong? I don't have much time, because I have to go back to Surabaya immediately" said Amar who did not want to waste time
"Amar, can't we just talk for a minute over a drink or breakfast first?" asked Vita expectantly, this time Amar would accept his offer, but again Amar refused Vita's wishes
"Sorry Vit, but I must immediately pack my things and immediately return to Surabaya" replied Amar regardless of Vita and stepped back. But Vita's not her name if she just gives up. Vita continues to follow Amar and tries to persuade Amar to go with him this time.
"Just this once Mar, let's talk casually for a second. Why do you have to rush once?" Vita suspects Amar wants to immediately meet the woman he likes, even though Vita is not so sure. because Vita never saw Amar along with a woman except a little girl who felt impossible if it was a woman that Amar liked.
Because Vita was so persistent to persuade Amar, Amar finally accepted Vita's invitation to have breakfast together and breathe the cool morning air in Malang.
While waiting for the food to come, Vita tried to challenge the woman who was rumored to be close to Amar.
"Amar, are you really with a woman?" ask Vita
"Why?" Amar who was focused on his phone screen was not so clear with the question asked by Vita
"Ranu says you're in love with a woman, is that true? or just gossip?" Vita looked at Amar..
"Why really? I don't have to answer your questions, do I?" Amar with his flat face
"So you know, right? if I have a taste for you, I like you Mar" said Vita expressed her heart for not wanting to regret
"This is the order" as the service delivers food
"Thank you mbak" replied Amar immediately scooping food and put it in his mouth without answering Vita's confession.
"Let's hear what I'm saying, right?" back Vita asked Amar who was very engrossed in his eating
"Yes I heard" Amar replied casually
"Then?" back Vita asked
"Then what do you mean? you want to like anyone that's your right, has nothing to do with me?" amar replied that he did not care
"What is your heart really made of? you know I like you, how can you say it has nothing to do with you?" Vita's upset
"I'm sorry, but I don't like you. I already like someone" Amar replied
"Who? who are the people you like? do I know him?" back Vita asked
***
Arriving in Surabaya the first time Amar went was to meet Rara
After almost an hour waiting in front of the school finally awaited out of school
"Rara" Call Amar and Rara tries to find the source of the sound
"Sister Amar" Rara was pleased and immediately ran over to Amar
"Sister Amar has finished his practice?" asked Rara who could not hide her happiness to see Amar standing in front of her. One month more did not meet with Amar makes Rara realize that there is less when there is no Amar. and somehow Rara felt happy when she saw Amar
"Sister is the same as Kangen?" amar Goda
"Ck. what the hell sister, who is missing" said Rara who was still embarrassed to admit her feelings
"Good?" Amar gives Rara a helmet
"Where are we going, brother?" ask Rara
"Let's go up first"
Rara also according and now Amar launched his favorite moge to a park on the outskirts of the city
Both get off the bike and walk to the bench at the park.
"Tumben brother took Rara to the park?" ask Rara
"Yes big sister wants to talk seriously with Rara" Amar stared fixedly
"Kok Rara so deg-degkan gini huh sis?" said Rara holding her chest, Amar also smiled at Rara's funny behavior and rubbed the shoots of Rara's hair without taking her eyes off
"Ra, actually all this time brother has been lying to you? aunt Anggun and Om Alan never told brother to take care of you" said Amar, whose heart was beating fast as if he wanted to jump from his place
"I mean brother? brother lied to Rara? but why should you lie to Rara?" Rara looked at Amar waiting for the reason Amar lied
"Silver likes Rara" said Amar confessing his feelings
Degs..
All of a sudden, Rara felt her heart was insecure due to the rapid throbbing. For the first time in Rara's life there is a man who expresses his feelings for Rara.
Rara who was confused did not know what to answer, immediately her brain was filled with many questions
"So, you gotta be kidding me, right? Rara did not believe what she had heard
"Serious brother and sister don't joke. Brother likes you" Amar stares into Rara's eyes
"Ep.. Rara is confused kak" answered Rara innocently because she was confused to answer what, on the other hand Rara felt there was less when she did not see Amar, but on the other hand Rara does not understand what love is or just a sense of habit that suddenly disappears.
"You don't have to answer now, you're not in a hurry" said Amar ruffling Rara's hair to unravel the tension. Amar knew at this time Rara was very confused by the statement that was not made by him
At home Rara pondered what Amar had just said about her feelings.
Happy Reading ^