
Today the doctor contacted Saka to tell her that Nur was allowed to go home tomorrow.
Tonight, Saka tells Tika that the doctor has given Nur permission to go home.
"Alhamdulillah mas, means Almira can be with her mother again" said Tika
"But the problem is where are we going to take Nur home? her own mother did not want to know about Nur" Saka felt confused
"Had to be here, I'd be gone soon" said Tika
"No dear, don't go! I can't lose you. I love you" whined Saka
"Mas, I'm sorry. I won't be able to heart out. let me go" Tika said pulling the blanket and preparing for bed.
Saka continued to look at Tika's sleeping back behind him.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry I have to go. I love you, but I won't be able to share my heart. It's hard for me to leave you and Almira. there's no place for me anymore" Tika's inner self shed tears and wet her pillow
Saka realized that Tika was crying
His heart felt very guilty.when he had found the woman he really loved he had to let go because of the sins of the past.
This morning Saka invites Tika and Almira to pick Nur up at the hospital.
Along the way there are no words that come out of the two. The journey feels quiet and lonely. Almira who also adds silence with sleep, as if understanding that her parents are not wanting to talk.
Arriving at the hospital Tika and Almira wait for Nur to be parked.
Saka completed the administration and invited Nur to the room which was almost a year in his place.
"Nur" Call Saka
"Saka" Nur who was neatly using the hijab turned to the source of the voice.
"You're ready to get out of here" asked Saka closer
Nur only smiles
"Why? " ask Saka
"I don't know if I should be happy or not, I tried to contact my mother but there was no answer. It seems like the number is no longer reachable" Nur said trying to keep a smile
"Nur actually I've met your mama" said Saka hesitated
Nur smiled and looked at Saka
"Mama won't see me again, will she?" said Nur while continuing to show a smile on his lips
"Your mom seems to be still angry, but you don't be sad, you come with me to my house" said Saka
"No Saka, I can't go to your house" Nur replied
"Then where are you going?" ask Saka
"What's definitely not your house. Can I meet with Almira?" tanya Nur hoped
"Of course I can. Almira is currently outside with Ti." said Saka stopped fearing Nur was hysterical again
"Do you know?"
"Yes I already know everything, at first I did have a feeling of sadness, but now I was grateful. What would Almira be if Tika did not want to take care of him? it could have been that time Tika did not want to know and told you not to care. I'm sure that at that time Tika told you to ignore me and Almira. surely you will obey Tika."Nur
"I'm sorry Nur, I made your life suffer like this" Saka lowered her face feeling guilty
"I do hate you, feel you are playing me. Even if allowed, I want to kill you" said Nur made Saka stunned by Nur's words
"You have nothing to fear, I will not do all that I want to but I will never do such a heinous deed, I'm too stupid to be a woman.I am too glorifying love to end like this. from the beginning I knew I loved the wrong person but I closed my eyes. I don't care if my love is wrong, maybe this is a Godly way to remind me that my love is wrong." said Nur
Saka did not expect the change that happened to Nur, now it seems Nur really can calm down and can control his emotions.
After a long chat, Saka invited Nur out. in the parking lot Nur saw Almira who looked spoiled carried Tika.
Slowly Nur approached Almira, her tears dripping down her cheeks.
His hand rubbed Almira's back gently and stroked Almira's hair.
Almira who realized there was a stranger nearby was crying hysterically.
Seeing Almira cry made Nur's heart like it was sliced, the yearned child cried hysterically nearby and hugged the woman who was not her mother tightly.
"This is mama son, Almira baby, this is mama.mama you son" said Nur sobbing
"Hua... Hua.. ante let's go, don't want to, don't want to do it" cried Almira hugged Tika and tightly
"Almira dear, calm dear, calm yes" Tika rubbed her hair gently
"Here you are, calm down.don't cry anymore" Tika held Almira away from Nur to win Almira
"You are patient, Almira if you meet people who are not yet known at first it is like that, but later if you are used to it he will want to be with you" said Saka trying to comfort Nur
"It hurts, it hurts so much to see the child I was born with not wanting to see me, my own mother and son not even wanting to meet me. am I still worthy to live in this world" Nur said staring at Almira who was trying to calm Tika from a distance.
"I'm sorry, it's my fault" Saka said
"Nur"
Nur and Saka looked towards the source of the voice
"Ma. mama" said Nur approached his mother and knelt at the foot of Elsa's mother
"Ma, forgive Nur ma, forgive Nur. Nur sinning. Nur has made mama and papa suffer. forgive Nur ma..!"
"You are indeed a stupid child, why did you first give birth to a stupid child like you" said Ms. Elsa clear liquid also flowed in the corner of her eyes when she said it all.
"Do you see the results of your actions? your papa, the papa who loved you so much died fighting for your pride. Now you are also a mother, you know how the pain that your mother and your father experienced all this time? the insults of the neighbors, the scorn of the family we all feel because of your mistakes and then you stupidly become a weak and crazy woman just because of an irresponsible man. now you see because of your stupidity your own son does not want to be with you and choose another woman to be his mother."
Nur realized his mistake could only cry and beg for forgiveness for himself.
"You're also a mother, you know how it feels to be away from the child. That's also what you actually feel. Mama feels very disappointed with you but any anger mama with you. will not be able to change the fact that you are still a mama's child" said Miss Elsa hugging Nur
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