
"Ane to be honest right now my heart is upset because of the Thunder Ustadz" said Nur
"Ustadz Thunder? who is ustadz Guntur?" ask Ane
"Ustadz Guntur was the son of Kiayi in the boarding school where I was studying religion. And incidentally Ustadz Guntur only returned after studying religion in Cairo for four years there, it's the first time iftadz Guntur came home and started teaching here.After several times meeting with me, suddenly Ustadz Guntur conveyed his desire to invite me to ta'aruf to his brother. and some time ago Abah asked me to come to deliver a message from ustadz Guntur to invite me ta'aruf but at that time I refused it. I thought with me rejecting it, ustadz Guntur would give up but it turned out that Ustadz Guntur came to see me and asked me for a reason why I rejected it, seeing the Thunder Ustadz who was very hopeful of me I finally told the truth that I had children out of wedlock and I also had time to be treated in a mental hospital because of depression and even my papa also died because of it I. I told all that to the Thunder Ustadz." Nur cried
"Then do you now regret having told all about it to Ustadz Guntur?" ask Ane
"No Ne, I do not regret it at all but that is the problem now.when Ustadz Guntur already knew the truth about me. he still wanted to make me his wife. not that I am not grateful and not that I do not want to marry an ustadz like her, but I am ashamed Ne, I am ashamed of myself. I am just a sinner who will forever never be worthy to accompany an ustadz like him" Nur said
"Then, what kind of husband do you think deserves to be your husband?" Ane put emphasis on her question
"I don't deserve any man Ane, I'm dirty, I'm a sinner" Nur cried
"Nur stopped you keep acting like that, you have already repented and we are all witnesses that you have truly repented. don't continue to punish yourself with mistakes that you have regretted. we have all made mistakes, but that does not mean our lives must stop because of these mistakes, instead we must go forward and correct the mistakes of the past by becoming a better person. and maybe Alloh deliberately sent Thunder messenger to be your husband in order to guide you to become a better person always positive thinking to Alloh Nur!" said Ane advising
"Tadi ustadz Guntur also said the same thing as what you just said Nur"
"Why then do you doubt? when God sends someone who can bring you into good? do not waste what Allah has sent for you, because the opportunity does not come twice Nur"
"I will try to pray Istikharah Ne, if indeed with Istikharah prayer my heart is more confident with Ustadz Guntur then I will consider as you said earlier" said Nur
"Alhamdulillah, I'm glad Nur heard it. and I hope that Guntur ustadz is a soul mate who deliberately sent for you. I want you to be happy Nur" Ane smiled across the phone
"Astaghfirullah. " muttered Fatimah shut her mouth who had eavesdropped on Nur's conversation since then.
Fatimah walked into her room, still not believing what she had just heard.
"So Nur had a child out of wedlock? and ustadz Guntur wants to marry him? how could he think of marrying Thunder ustadz after he had committed such a great sin? and how could Guntur ustadz still want to marry such a person? no. No this is not true. this cannot be allowed" Inner Fatimah shook her head
"Fatimah, why are you talking like this?" santriwati asked who saw Fatimah dumbstruck and unconscious when called
"I'm sorry, I didn't see you guys" Fatimah said
"How to see, you're still dumbassing from earlier.not even consciously going to bump people"
"Yes? I'm so sorry, so sorry" said Fatimah smiling
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After three days in a row Nur performed Istikharah prayer, now his heart is like being moved to receive a proposal from ustadz Guntur.
Her heart was increasingly convinced that accepting the Thunder ustadz to be her husband was the right decision because she could learn a lot from the Thunder ustadz and the main one would be Alloh. because marriage is one of the sunah in the teachings of the religion that Nur.
Crossed the road when Nur was going to class, Nur accidentally passed by the Thunder ustadz
Ustadz Thunder stopped and answered his greetings
"Walaikumsalam" ustadz walked back
"If the last day is still valid" said Ane and Ustadz Guntur again stopped a little to look at Nur
"Like the advice of ustadz Guntur, I've been praying Istikharah and my heart" said Nur stopped for a moment
Ustadz Guntur closed his eyes waiting for the continuation of Nur's words
"My heart is incantated to accept ustadz as my life companion who InsyaAlloh able to guide me to the path of the Alloh ridhoi" said Nur
"Alhamdulillah" replied the Thunder with a smile
After the learning is completed ustadz Guntur menmui Abah in his work room
"Assalamu'alaikum"
"Walaikumsalam" replied Abah who was still focusing on the Document in front of him
"There is something that Guntur wants to say" said Guntur
"What's the Tour? say" said Abah seeing Thunder
"After Thunder spoke with Nur and explained to Nur about Thunder's desire to ta'aruf with him. Nur finally returned to answer and was willing to accept Thunder Abah's proposal" said ustadz Guntur seneng and smiled happily when conveying Nur who received his proposal
"Alhamdulillah le, may this be a good start for you. if you have decided it should be good intentions immediately done.it is not good to delay the good intentions that have been agreed" said Abah
"Iya Abah, the plan is next week if Abah does not mind, Guntur wants to invite Abah to convey the desire of Thunder to propose Nur in front of his mother."
"InsyaAlloh Abah does not mind. during Nur's study here it seems he is also a pretty good and diligent child" said Abah
"Thank you Abah" Thunder kissed the back of Abah's hand
News Ustadz Guntur will menghitbah Nur next Sunday was quickly heard in the ears of the santri and santriwati, and made many hearts santriwati who feel heartbroken. because of ustadz who became the dream of the santriwati will soon become the husband of Nur. and this news also to the ketelinga Fatimah who was not less shocked with other santriwati.
"No this is not true, ustadz Guntur should not be married to a woman like Nur, a woman who already has children outside marriage" Inner Fatimah shook her head.
Fatimah thought of a way to stop Guntur's ustadz plan that would kill Nur as his wife.
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