Midwife's Idle Police

CH 172S

Today Alan went to the office to face the leadership and apply for divorce.

Yes as a member of the Police indeed Alan can not origin divorced, as before marriage there are many circuits that must be passed, as well as if there is a divorce. many processes must be passed to be able to divorce because it is not easy for a member of the Police if you want to divorce.

"Mas Alan wait" said Nia after finishing facing the leadership of Alan in the office because the agenda today Alan and Nia mediated in the office.

"What's the matter Nia?" answer Alan briefly

"I accept your decision to divorce me, but can I meet Nana? at least even if we split up let me see Nana"

"I'm sorry Nia, but I can't let you meet Nana. If Nana meets you, she will definitely remember you again and it will be hard for her to forget you" Alan replied

"But I am her mother, the one who gave birth to Nana, how can you think of making Nana forget me" Nia sobbed

"It's better that Nana never remembers having a mother like you, instead, I feel as kasian as Nana if she knows she was born from a woman who has no morals like you" alan said with a cynical and hateful look

"Alan, how come Nana's my son. You can't separate us. She needs Lan's mother?"

"You said your mother? you forget, you yourself who have not wanted to be close to Nana, every Nana needs you, always you say you have to work, be busy or what.Where is your role as the mother who gave birth to her? keep on now all of a sudden you say she needs the figure of her mother? are you healthy saying that?"

"Alan, I admit it was all my fault, but now I want to learn to be a good mama for Nana. Please give me a chance to be a good mama for Nana" Nia whined

"Too late! it's over. Never try to see Nana again" Alan said

"I'm going to file a child custody lawsuit because Nana is a minor, and she should be with the mother who gave birth to her" Nia said, stopping Alan's move

And Alan came closer

"Your son's foster brother said? did I not hear wrong? just try you you make your demands, we'll see who gets Nana's custody. the court will also think twice about giving custody to women who have ignored their children and proven cheating with other men." Alan smiled with his lips.

this time there is no way for Nia to return to Alan, even now she realizes that she is a bad mother for Nana.

"What Alan said, the court would not want to win Nana's custody to a woman like me anyway if I could get Nana's custody, maybe I'll also have trouble raising her. Especially now that I don't have a job, how do I live Nana" Nia's inner self in a taxi

Even until the time the divorce process has been taken care of Nia has not dared to tell her parents about the divorce.

***

"Walaikumsalam Ni-Nia" Ane was surprised when she opened the door and Nia came

"One, I want to talk to you for a minute" said Nia

"Yes we've talked here" Ane pointed to the seat in the room, not allowing Nia to enter

After they sat down and remained silent for a while, Nia started to open her voice

"One, I'm here because I want to apologize to you for the mistakes I've made. I realize, you've been a good friend to me all along, but instead I accuse you for a problem that is clearly impossible for you to do" said Nia

"Nia, Nia, you know me for a long time.You know, I'm not a woman who likes to cheat on a partner. You know all that? as long as you know me, I've talked about men who aren't my partners?" ane replied

Getting a word from Ane made Nia look skinned alive.

Shame, that's how Nia felt.

"One, I'm sorry. Now I have no one. Alan will divorce me immediately, and Alan also forbids me from meeting Nana" Nia said in tears

"I think it's natural what Alan is doing right now. You should be able to accept it all. Because any man, any man, not only men I think women will do the same thing if betrayed by their partners, let alone look directly in front of their eyes." Ane quipped

"One I know I was wrong, but I'm sorry I regret it Ne, do I not deserve a chance to improve myself? why do you keep corrupting me? nur used to make mistakes, but you don't hate him like you hate me?"

"Nia, Nia. why you were never able to realize your mistake. Your case and Nur's different. When Nur made that mistake, Nur never accused me of being the first, Nur, the second Nur also when making a mistake was harming himself.and Saka was not married to you at that time.they were wrong, they were wrong, they sinned but at least Nur did not look for a scapegoat to cover up his mistakes, and you should be able to take lessons from what Nur had experienced, not even you doing things that exceeded Nur. from the beginning I heard you were on the wrong path. As a friend I've been trying to advise you, but what are you doing? instead you accuse me of the no-no."

"One, are you not going to forgive me?"

"I forgive you Nia, who am I not to forgive you, but is this now that my forgiveness is important? the main thing is not sorry from me, but sorry from Allah! have you asked forgiveness from Allah? have you repented? and do you really regret what you did? not sorry for being abandoned by people who used to love you, but sorry because you have committed a big sin" said Ane

And Nia just cried listening to what Ane said, because all that is true, until now she has not really regretted her actions for committing a big sin, he said, but just sorry for losing the people who used to be there for her.

Nia returned from the house of Ane by reflecting on all the words of her best friend. After a long time she never used her face.Nia now again took ablution water and pray.

After a long time, Nia left the prayer now her heart feels calm after returning to prayer and ask forgiveness from Allah.

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