Married With My First Love (Travel Story of Lantern Love And Scintillating)
64.We're over (Jihan )
A few months after meeting with Haris, Jihan became a frequent pick up Gilang at his home when Gilang was not staying at the hospital.
Actually, Jihan's only purpose was to see Haris even if only briefly, because Haris had to go to his father's office.
Gilang realizes Jihan's change after meeting her brother.
Making him hope that Jihan will soon leave him, so that he can be free soon and can wait for Tera to return calmly.
...*...
Until the end of this year, Jihan really wanted to break up from Gilang, because from the beginning, she did not really love her high school friend, even though she liked Gilang, because from the beginning, she did not really love her high school friend,but it seems like they will only be suitable if they become friends only.
And only realized when he met with Haris.
Although not sure how Haris feels about him, but at least he tried to approach the handsome young man who is almost similar to Gilang, because this time he felt that his feelings were different.
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This morning after picking up Gilang at his house, and driving him to the hospital, Jihan invited him to chat for a while in a parking lot that was still quiet.
..."Lang, wait..."...
..."What's up Ji,gue wants in..."...
..."Wait a minute, sorry yes so let's talk in the parking lot kayak gini..."...
..."No papa Ji, why?"...
..."Lang,gue apologizes equally loe, because all this time I'm not really in love with loe,gue love equally loe, but like we fit into a friend..."...
..."No papa Ji,gue also apologized because all this time can not be happyin loe..."...
..."Loe still love the same ex who left you out of the country?"...
..."Do you know where Ji came from?"...
..."From Febri, he had the same story, he said you had a girlfriend, but broke up because he was out of the country..."...
Gilang tried to remember, because he felt that he had never told anyone about his relationship with Tera.
..."Loe lied about Febri?"...
..."Hemph, how hard is loe dikibulin?"...
..."So you know from whom?"...
..."Brother Haris..."...
..."What, when?"...
..."When yes,gue forget.heheheh..."...
..."When did you talk to him?"...
..."No live chat, Kak Haris stories via message chat."...
..."Bener-bener ya loe, so much the same kepo my business, btw..loe like yes same him"...
..."I really like,heheheh..gue sorry Lang, I think I'm really in love with Kak Haris..."...
..."Good, so I don't have to pretend like you are, hehehe..."...
..."So all this time you're not sincere with me?"...
..."Emhh, I mean, you no longer need to pretend to be a different person every time you meet loe, you just want to make you seem the same to me, because all this time I was afraid to make you disappointed, because I was afraid to make you disappointed,but I don't think that's who I am..."...
..."Okay okay okay..gue knows..."...
..."So now I'm free, right?"...
..."Haha yeah Lang, Chloe's free of me, but we're still cool, right?"...
..."Yes Ji, thank you for being so good with me..."...
..."Together Lang, Chloe don't look for a new boyfriend again yes, Chloe wait aja ex-loe back, time can turn back, hehehehe..."...
..."Can aja loe, oh yes, zealous yes pursue love my sister, my advice anyway, Chloe should be more aggressive, hahahaha..."...
..."Woylah, not only Lang, here and there I also still have shame tauk..."...
..."But when I shoot, Chloe doesn't have any shame?"...
..."I also tonjok loe Lang,yaa anyways loe sok very handsome, even though still handsome brother Haris everywhere"...
..."Lang, already, including the work deh sono,gue males really ladenin loe kalo retek kayak gini, want him to like or not the same me, at least I have struggled to get him, he said,if he likes me too, better.hehehe..."...
..."But fighting alone is sick, Ji, Chloe don't fight too hard, fear heartache loe entar, even I'm the loe salahin later..."...
..."Ceileh..sok experience really yes, so all this time you fight alone, hahahaha?"...
..."No dong, my ex also fought a lot, but finally waver too, time away like this, then this time I have to fight also for him, although yes I do not know how the future, even though I do not know,but honestly I think I still do not deserve anyone for now, you can not be part of someone else, because I am still busy Koas, and have not had a job."...
..."Haduh Lang, secretly as soon as you get older yes now..."...
..."No, you can think like this because all this time I did not understand the same situation of others, so it seems natural, if others do not like me, and choose to run away from me..."...
..."Hemmh, who is patient Lang,gue believes that you are really serious, still want to fight, ex-loe would want to go back with loe..."...
..."Yes Ji,thank you..."...
..."Okay Lang, he's been hunting in there, let's graduate quickly, and can work quickly..."...
..."Umh, if I go in first Ji, then be careful..."...
Jihan waved at Gilang.
For some reason after ending his relationship with Gilang he even felt relieved, not feeling sadness at all like other couples who had just broken up.
He kept thinking of Haris who used to contact him in short messages.
Although never once chatted directly, but Jihan felt something different when mentioning or even just remembering her name.
Haris once said, to maintain his relationship with Gilang, but in fact he could not, and now even let go of Gilang.
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..."Brother Haris..."...
..."Yes Jihan, what's the matter?"...
..."Sis, today I'm the same Gilang is over, we broke up well, I just realized that all this time, I can only consider him as a friend..."...
..."Why is it like that?"...
..."Don't know, brother, I even felt relieved after breaking up with him..."...
..."So you haven't loved Gilang?"...
..."Don't know Sis, I love Gilang, but it feels like to have him is impossible, how long have I just been obsessed with him?"...
..."It could be, too, how did you feel then and now just as cross?"...
..."In the past, I liked her, very much, but when dating her, I was not happy, but for fear of making her disappointed, I survived..."...
..."When you broke up, what did he say?"...
..."She's the same, so I guess all this time, she took me in, for pity, she also seems to still love her ex..."...
..."Maybe it's like that..."...
..."Then you feel the same as me?"...
..."I like the same brother Haris, but I like the same brother Haris is different, used to like Gilang, everything is normal, but his curiosity is also very strong, and now after meeting Kak Haris, he is very happy,I myself was surprised by how I felt that was not clear, if I see Mas Haris, it feels like I want to hug aja, so happy..."...
..."No lie..."...
..."No brother..."...
..."Yeah, well, we'll see you at the city park, can you?"...
..."Could sister, could be so..hehehe..."...
..."Do I pick you up or do you bring your own car?"...
..."I've got a car, brother..."...
..."Yeah, come back to work, I'll call you..."...
..."Okay brother..."...
Jihan did not care about the people in her father's office who looked at her with a strange look, because she played her cell phone while continuing to laugh until she was in her study.
...❤️❤️❤️...
