Married With My First Love (Travel Story of Lantern Love And Scintillating)
53. In the third year, we broke up
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Late in April, the third year of Lanterns spent his time in the Country four this season.
Today is the toughest day for Tera for the next few years.
His relationship with Gilang began to stretch, they have rarely reported each other let alone just a stale base asking what or where.
Not without reason, Gilang only gave time to Tera to think well, but in fact Tera was very difficult to digest everything.
He seemed to give hope to Seo Jun who over the past year always followed him everywhere.
And let Gilang wait for certainty across there.
Tera also thought of giving Gilang a chance to choose or find someone else who was more worthy of him.
Tera did not want them to hang on and continued to harbor mutual suspicion and unwarranted jealousy.
I don't know what they think until every week just fuss over unimportant things over the phone.
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Tera's cell phone rang on her study desk shelf.
Gilang's name appeared on his cell phone screen.
Tera reluctantly picked up her phone so as not to make any noise.
..."Hello mas Gilang..."...
..."Hello Ra..."...
..."Why mas?...
..."I'm bothering you?"...
..."No mas, just a wonder tumben call this afternoon."...
..."I want it to be like you?"...
..."What mas?"...
..."Is your relationship now the same as the man who always chased you?"...
..."No mas, he's just a friend, I told you the same mas Gilang...!"...
..."You still mean he's always following you around?"...
..."Mas, I want how again, I've said many times with him so as not to follow me, but he never heard me, so now I just aja."...
..."Ra, do you like him?"...
..."Not mas!"...
..."If not, please stay away from him..."...
..."How do I, he knows where I live, he knows where I work, he knows my campus, because he just graduated from there, so what do I have to do?"...
..."It's up to you..."...
..."Mas Gilang's..."...
..."Why?"...
..."We're breaking up, we're gonna have to break up."...
..."Meaning you?"...
..."I'm tired of mas, I'm really tired of kayak gini continue,mas Gilang more often accuse me of the no-no, but Gilang always ask me to make away from all the men who are close to me, he said,do you think I intentionally got them close to me,hemh?"...
..."Lanterns...!"...
..."Mas Gilang realized, if the mas is selfish, very selfish to make me sick..."...
..."Tera what do you mean?"...
..."Mas think I don't know, if mas Gilang still often nganterin Jihan coming home until now, I think I don't know if Jihan likes the same mas..."...
..."But Ra..."...
..."What is mas...?"...
..."Jihan is my friend from High School, just so if I help her, I never think about her assortment, while you, they all just know you, but you can't refuse them, either,and can't get away from them."...
..."And I have to move from here to get them?"...
..."Mas Gilang, from today on we break up, I am no longer anyone who is in Gilang, so from now on, do not ever contact me,I'll try to hate it as much as Gilang kayak mas hate me when I first came to the house of the Gilang mas..."...
..."Oh yes one more, do not ever relate our problems with my mother, let my mother work a little more there, and after that, my mother will get out of the house of goldfish,I'm the same mom I won't bother you anymore."...
..."Tera, but does it have to be like this?"...
..."Mas, I'm sorry, but I also mutusin you, because I do not want the burden of my mind is increasing, my life has been very difficult mas, with you always like this even make my life more messy."...
..."From today, you are free to go anywhere, want to go the same as anyone, want to be the same Jihan is also not papa, I do not care anymore..."...
..."But Ra, please don't believe me, I'm really sorry if you're always suspicious, don't like gini dong Ra, I love you, I don't want to break up with you?"...
..."Sorry, but this time I'm really not strong, I have to leave you once again, because I have to organize my life for the better,I'll meet you if my life and feelings are better."...
..."I sent you not to seek better, but I just gave you time, to make me, to enjoy our youth well,do not let us just continue to live a relationship like this until bored and do not have time to be friends with anyone."...
..."Let's just say we rest again, later if the fatigue is gone, we meet again, but maybe it will be long."...
..."So please let Gilang enjoy our rest time well." Tera began to refer to Gilang as "You."...
..."Tera..."...
..."Sorry, but Gilang, there is no reason for me to survive at this time, so hopefully Gilang is always healthy there..."...
..."I hung up, good night, Gilang..."...
..."Tera..."...
...Tuut Tut......
That afternoon call is over.
There will be no other calls after that.
The lanterns are tired of facing everything.
He really wanted to take a break from everything that made him tired.
He came home early today, not caring about college assignments.
And just ask his classmates to allow him on the grounds that he will go for treatment.
After arriving by the side of the road, he immediately boarded a bus that would take him somewhere.
He patted his chest and held back his tears from spilling.
Until the bus pulled over the first bus stop, the plane did not go down.
The bus drove back, taking him further and further away from the center of his campus.
And when he got to the second half, he decided to go down and step with a sling.
He walked on foot and without feeling until the edge of the Han river.
Because almost everyone is still on the move.
Tera stood staring at the calm river.
If he doesn't remember his mother, he might have done something he never wanted to do.
Tired of holding back her tears, she ended up crying alone there, under the blazing sun.
He decided Gilang, but he who felt very devastated.
He who leaves everyone, but he who feels lonely.
It's really unfair.
Because he cried for too long, he did not realize his phone had been shaking in his bag.
Satisfied with crying, she took the phone from inside her bag.
Seo Jun called him many times.
He disregarded.
And once again the phone he just bought vibrated back.
Kimi called.
Surely the boy was busy looking for himself in the canteen.
..."Kale Kim..."...
Tera voice raspy.
..."Hello Tera, where are you?"...
..."Dikantin is not there, diperpus is not there, I asked your classmates, he said you came home because you want to seek treatment, you are sick, why not tell me the same?"...
Kimi is really similar to Sela.
Makes Tera miss Sela and want to tell Sela everything.
Her tears fell again because at a time like this, she had absolutely no place to lean.
..."Ra, you heard me, right?"...
..."I-iya Kim, I heard." His voice is getting louder....
..."Are you really sick, Ra?"...
..."No Kim. I just want to do it myself."...
..."Can't Ra, you know where I am?"...
..."Kim, please let me be alone first, I'm not papa."...
..."But Ra, I'm afraid you're why-why...!...
Not yet Kimi continued his words, Seo Jun appeared in front of him to ask Tera.
Kimi gestured with her hand so that Seo Jun would not speak.
Kimi then turned on the loudspeaker of his phone.
..."Hello Ra, you still hear me, right?"...
..."Yes Kim, I heard, I'm not okay, I just want to calm myself for a moment."...
..."Yes Ra, but please tell me where you are now, if there's anything I can go straight there."...
..."I'm on the Han Kim River..."...
..."Geez Ra, you go all the way there, you can be late back to college!"...
..."No papa Kim, I've had permission, so today I didn't go to college until the afternoon."...
..."Yeah, you're fine there."...
..."Yes Kim, thank you..."...
..."Yes Ra..."...
Kimi disconnected the phone, Seo Jun who was still standing in front of her thanked her and ran out of the campus building.
He's following Tera.
He did not go to college there, but occasionally he visited Tera on his campus.
But today Tera ran away from her class, making her have to walk a long way to meet Tera in the Han River.
Seo Jun had already reached where Tera was standing alone.
Her tears still wet her cheeks.
Seo Jun became pity to see it.
Without being asked she suddenly hugged Tera and calmed her down.
Tera did not refuse, but did not return Seo Jun's embrace either.
He just continued his crying until his face was hot.
After regaining his composure,Seo Jun took off his embrace.
Take Tera home as the day gets hotter.
Seo Jun held Tera's hand that looked tired from crying for too long.
Seriate...
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