Married With My First Love (Travel Story of Lantern Love And Scintillating)
32.Not just like
Although everything feels heavy, Gilang does not give up.
It was wrong because it was too blatantly disliked the girl who now always bothers her mind.
He still hoped the Lantern would accept him, even though their current state was highly unlikely.
Two days ago after kissing the head of the Lantern, Gilang really could not sleep quietly, how could the person he once hated so much that could fill his heart at this moment.
They were too young for such a thing, but it was too difficult to let the feeling continue to grow without any certainty.
Gilang's age has reached nineteen years.
The lantern had just passed her eighteenth year of age.
They are just teenagers who find their first love in the midst of such a big difference.
Gilang who was unaware of the difference kept trying to be able to tell his feelings to Tera.
Lanterns that fear if their parents know the truth about their children, feel Gilang does not really understand him.
"If only he was not my master, maybe since the first time I entered this house, I have told the truth, even though rejected I was okay, as long as it makes me able to breathe a sigh of relief.
"For three years, I've endured liking people who he says hate me, and now may be intent on playing me, but I can't lie to myself, I love, I love,I'd rather he act like that, than continue to act like he hates me so much, but is afraid I'm going away"
"Can he wait for me, so that I can establish myself to be the same person as him."
"For now, just being able to like it secretly I'm happy enough, even tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I'm caught, it's okay, I just need to stay away."
"If I could, if the right time had come, I'd just like to ask for one chance to say it all, even though it would be a mess later, but at least he knows,that I ever made him the most important person in my life."
"Although one day, there is a man who has filled his heart, may he not forget that I was once part of his family."
"Hope I can keep this secret alone until I can get over it all."
"Lantera"
The lantern's blue book is back in full.
Although still without mentioning the name Gilang there, but anyone who will read the book, will know clearly who he means.
The book she ends up taking with her every time she leaves the house, fearing that her mother reads it, or is found by Jullie's mother.
...*...
Today he will still go to tutoring as usual, also still working at the cafe "Happy Fun" which looks more crowded every day, he will stop working later this year.
He still behaved as usual when he met Gilang inside the house, for fear that their parents were suspicious if they were silent and did not fight as usual.
This morning, after helping his mother cook in the kitchen, and preparing breakfast for the Gilang family, he was ready to enter his room, because his mother's work was done.
But it's not Gilang's name if it's not looking for a chance to see Tera up close.
He accidentally got off late from his room, and let his mother's father leave for the office first.
After his parents left, he went down and went straight to the dinner table.
..."Bude, I want some white milk."...
..."Oh yes, son Gilang"...
Nur's mother asked Tera to make milk for Gilang.
Though just now his feet will step away from there so as not to see Gilang, but the young man actually deliberately menjajaji.
He obeyed his mother's request.
..."Thanks Lantern."...
..."Same with Gilang."...
..."You don't have breakfast?"...
..."No, later, the Goldfish first."...
..."I've been sitting here eating with me, dude is also here eating together."...
..."You guys ate first, dude finish this first yeah."...
..."I want to go to the room first, not take a shower."...
..."Don't take a shower, you're good."...
..."Good, that's why Gilang thinks I'm an antique."...
Although they eat at the same table, but that does not mean then make the status of both of them become the same.
The lantern is still just a maid's son at Gilang's house.
And Gilang is the youngest child of this rich family, who will get all his wishes easily.
Lanterns are well aware of it, and make him even more afraid if they continue to force themselves to still like Gilang.
He ate reluctantly, making Gilang continue to stare at him silently.
..."Woy, hurry up and eat it, after this you take the dirty clothes in my room."...
..."Eh yes mas Gilang," Tera who was shocked by Gilang's shout made him answer quickly, even though taking dirty clothes up there is not his job....
..."Uh but right, usually the Gilang mas who brought down his own dirty clothes."...
..."Tera, you this if asked to recite, you want us to be angry with mother nak Gilang if lazy." Mother replied....
..."Listen to bude."...
Tera nodded, it was true, he just had to obey whatever the family said, but in his opinion, Gilang only deliberately pranked him.
Gilang who had finished eating, returned to his room, to take his bag and then left for college.
The lantern was also finished with his meal, then prepared to wash the dishes, but his mother asked him to immediately take Gilang's clothes, for fear that Gilang would lock the door of his room if he had left.
Tera said again, he went up and knocked on the door of Gilang's room.
Gilang, who was neat and ready to leave, opened the door, drawing Tera's hand into his room that looked messy.
..."Mas Gilang's."...
..."Hust."...
Tera leaned behind the door of Gilang's room, unable to get out because the door leaf of the room was held tightly by the handsome young man in front of her.
..."Mas Gilang what the hell."...
..."Please shut up like this for a second, if you think I'm opening the door."...
Tera finally complied, letting the fragrance of Gilang perfume stick to his body."
"Especially this, just two days ago he was playing a kiss carelessly, a few months ago also swerving haphazardly, now what else, this man's love makes his chest pounding even more." he thought.
Gilang took off his handle from the door, then again hugged Tera firmly, making the girl unable to resist.
Tera was silent, there was a different feeling in her heart, she did not even want to be angry, but wanted to continue like that for longer.
But Gilang took off his embrace as Tera began to feel comfortable.
..."My room, if you're done coming out, don't sleep here."...
Tera nodded.
Gilang left him alone.
His face was flushed even though it was still that early.
...*...
..."Bude, so I asked Tera to clean up my room, which is okay, so maybe she's a little long up."...
..."Oh yes son Gilang, what's wrong, son Gilang carefully set off."...
..."Ready bude."...
Gilang smiled to win this morning, he drove his bike happily to his campus.
How are the lanterns up there?
Instead of immediately cleaning the room, he was busy staring at the handsome face of Gilang displayed on the bed.
"Mas Gilang why the hell ,why the more I want to stay away from you, want to forget you, you even make me can not be far from you, because you know yes, I like you, I like you,but since I'm a girl, I can't possibly tell you first, I have to wait until when, so that I can be your kayak, if I too was born a rich man,I definitely don't care about anything, I would have told you a long time ago that I didn't just like you, maybe there was love, or love, or whatever it was,but since I'm just your maid, I need to be more patient, even though I don't know how long I can have that patience."
Tera spoke at length expressing her feelings to the photo of Gilang who seemed to smile at him.
After waking up from his daydream, he finally cleaned up Gilang's room and left the neat room with a face that was still slightly flushed.
...Falling in love with your first love is fun, although the journey is not easy.....
...*****...
