Married With My First Love (Travel Story of Lantern Love And Scintillating)
55.Tera's request to Jullie's mother
In his room, after being ushered home by Seo Jun, Tera cried again while hugging a pillow in the mattress.
It turns out that loving at once must leave people which means it is the hardest thing.
If it would hurt like this, he would choose to never have a relationship with anyone. Her thought.
His head hurt from crying for a long time.
After feeling better, she went to the dorm kitchen and cooked instant noodles.
Although he felt very devastated, but he should not starve.
Lucky this afternoon, there was no other student besides him.
So he immediately cooked the noodles and brought them back to the room.
He sat at the study table, stirring up his already almost swollen mienya.
With still restraint from continuing to cry, he forced himself to swallow food.
And still not realizing that her phone was on because Jullie's mother was still trying to call her.
After eating, he looked for his bag that he threw with origin when he arrived.
And found him with his shoes at the door.
He reached into his bag to pick up his phone, then sat back down at the study table.
After opening her phone screen, Jullie's mother's name is seen calling her up to twenty times, from video calls to regular phone calls.
Tera feels Jullie's mother knows the truth, this time she will accept the anger of her mother's employer, or will ask her relationship with Gilang.
Feeling guilty, he sent a message.
...Lanterns; "Sorry ma'am, I was on my way home and my phone is given silent mode, so I did not hear..."...
...Jullie's mom; I'm sorry Tera, but I can call you, no one wants me to ask?"...
...Lanterns ; Yes ma'am can..."...
Tera's phone is ringing.
Tera immediately picked it up.
Jullie's mother, who accidentally made a video call to see Tera's face, shocked Tera and hurriedly distanced the camera from her front.
..."Hello mother..."...
..."Hello Tera, are you all right?"...
..."Yes ma'am..."...
..."Want to see you for a minute, son?"...
..."But I haven't had a shower, ma'am, hehe."...
But his lies can't fool Jullie's mother.
Jullie's mother insisted on seeing her.
With a heavy heart Tera pointed the camera at his face and slightly put his phone a little far ahead.
Jullie's mother was shocked to see Tera's already swollen and red eyes.
Tera had been crying for hours.
But Jullie's mother tried not to ask.
..."What are you again, baby?"...
..."Mom, I just finished eating!"...
..."You're not in college?"...
..."That's ma'am, I let you go home first because I'm not feeling well."...
..."You sick?"...
..."Not even ma'am..."...
..."Oh yeah, mom didn't bother you, did she?"...
..."Uh no ma'am, I also no longer have any work."...
..."Okay, then it looks like it's going to be a long time, so I'm asking for your time to accompany me."...
..."Yes ma'am..."...
..."Emh confused mom should start where ya...!"...
..."Start with the easiest, ma'am, hehe."...
..."Then, mommy will ask...Since when has Tera been with Gilang?"...
...Uhuk......
Instantly Tera seemed to be choking on a hard rock.
..."You know what?"...
..."Yes Tera, mom already knows after you guys have broken up, you know how the hell, there is something important so never tell the same mother..."...
..."I'm sorry ma'am, because all this time I've been secretly not even know myself like the mother's child, but now I try to keep away from Gilang ma'am."...
..."I mean, I won't bother you anymore ma'am."...
..."Why that?"...
..."I don't deserve..."...
..."Says who?"...
Tera remained silent as she stared at the ceiling of her room.
It seemed like her tears would not stop coming out today.
..."Who says baby, hemh?"...
Tera.
..."Dear Tera, mom will not be angry with you if you are dating your daughter, but now mom seems angry because you have made Gilang cry to not want to get out of her room."...
..."Mas Gilang's...!"...
..."Yes Tera...He said he was cut off with you."...
..."Sorry mom..."...
..."No papa Tera, but I just want to know your real reason, why can you even think about ending your relationship, if it's just a small matter?"...
..."Sorry mom, I am also confused, I love the same mas Gilang, I also do not want to like gini, but I also do not deserve to mas Gilang, I am here in addition to busy college, also have to be busy working part time, but I also do not deserve to work,and that makes me rarely have time to be able to every day connect with gold..."...
..."But for such a matter can you not talk about it well, are you sure just because of the problem?"...
Tera nodded again.
Jullie's mother could clearly see his face trying to look tough.
..."Sorry ma'am, actually I also feel not good enough for mas Gilang, my life until now is still very difficult, I am ashamed ma'am, ma'am,I'm ashamed that until people find out that Gilang has a girlfriend of her housemaid's son..."...
..."Oh my...Tera, why can you think like that, you are a mother's family, you don't want you to think that's not it, if Gilang just chose you, why should you be ashamed...!"...
..."But ma'am, for now, I can't hold on..."...
..."Why son, tell Mother what is your reason, so that Mother can love the same understanding Gilang, Mother is afraid of him until sick because of your thinking, and you can not love a clear reason."...
..."I want him free ma'am..."...
..."What do you mean, sweetie?"...
..."I have to love Gilang time ma'am, I do not want if the Gilang mas continues to wait for me and do not have the freedom to enjoy his youth, as long as he awaits me, he waited for me,I also want him to have a chance for his friends, or even have another girlfriend there, as long as I am the same as Gilang there is nothing to do, I really like the same mas Gilang from the beginning,but I don't want to be selfish and let Gilang wait a long time."...
..."But you're not papa Tera?"...
..."Maybe now it's really heavy mom, I don't even have a friend to tell the story here, but because Mom wants to listen, I'm a little more relieved, I ask you to tell me the same, Gilang, to say the same,later if my life has been better, and I've worked, I will meet Gilang mas again."...
..."Tera baby...!"...
..."You are, how can you think like that, you don't even have to bother working if you want to get married immediately if you graduate college later...!"...
..."But I also have to succeed mom, I have a mother that I have to be happy, I also have to obey my father's request, to be a person who can boast parents, to be happy,I also can't forever depend on living with my family, while I also have a family that needs more finances, and so far I've been indebted to my mother a lot,I just want to be able to repay all of my mother's kindness, even though I don't know when..."...
Tera shed her tears that she had been holding back.
"Thera..." Jullie's mother couldn't hold back her tears as the little girl had now become wiser and more mature.
..."Sorry my mom."...
..."No dear, Mother also apologizes for not being able to make your child understand your situation."...
..."You have grown up once now, Mother is actually embarrassed because she has not been able to educate Gilang to be independent like you, so now she grows up to be a child who likes to think about her own situation, he said,all this time you must have difficulty facing him who is always hard on his wishes."...
..."No papa ma'am, though tired but I love the same mother's son,hehehe." Tera tried to laugh to comfort herself....
..."I ask you please ma'am, tell me the same mas Gilang, if I still love him, I hope he can understand the same situation I am now, oh yes ma'am, ma'am,please take good care of the Gilang mas also yes ma'am, I promise I will meet the same mother as the Gilang when I go home later."...
..."Yes Tera dear, you are also fine there, so hopefully later Gilang will mate with you, Mom also promises to take care of him for you, take care of yourself yes son..."...
..."Yes ma'am, thank you..."...
..."Then I'll hang up the phone..."...
..."Yes ma'am, salam to my mother yes ma'am..."...
Their calls are cut off...
Tera felt a little relieved after telling Ms. Gilang.
Although his chest still feels tight.
Tera laid down her already very tired body and fell asleep into the night.
And so did Gilang across there...
..."Thank you to those of you who have been patiently waiting."...
..."Pray it can be crazy up soon and do not make curious..."...
..."Thank you..."...
...❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️...
