Married With My First Love (Travel Story of Lantern Love And Scintillating)
35.Read the lantern book
Saturday morning, I didn't say anything.
He's not going anywhere, and keeps shutting himself up until noon.
He even missed his breakfast.
Yesterday out of annoyance at Lantern, he didn't even want to see the girl today, despite the many things he wanted to ask.
..."Tera, you can ask for help delivering food to Gilang's room, from the morning you haven't seen him down for breakfast." Jullie's mother, who did not leave for work that day, waited for Gilang to come down, but until lunch time she did not show up, making her mother have to ask Tera to bring her food....
..."Yes ma'am can, while I prepare first."...
Tera was busy preparing lunch for her youngest employer who was holed up there.
The tray already contains rice and some side dishes, also do not forget Tera brought the fruit that he had first cut.
Although afraid to see Gilang who seemed still angry, Tera still stepped up to Gilang's room, at the request of Jullie's mother.
...Tok tok.....
Tera knocked on the door with great difficulty as it held a fairly heavy tray.
..."It's not locked in."...
Tera finally complied, she opened the door of Gilang's room.
Gilang is still under the blanket.
..."Why bude, the dirty clothes I brought down last night."...
Gilang did not even take off his blanket and thought Tera was Nur's mother who would take his dirty clothes.
..."Mas Gilang said anyway, like a child, I'm tired of going up here with this much food, even though I'm the assistant mas Gilang, but about bringing food here it's not my job, I'm afraid,because that place is down there."...
The lanterns nagged again.
Gilang immediately sat down while taking off his blanket.
..."You're doing here."...
..."If it wasn't your mom who told me to bring the food here, I wouldn't be here either, which is what the rickety food brings."...
..."What did you say just now?"...
Gilang blinked his eyes because he was still not fully conscious from his sleep.
..."Mas Gilang recek,nyebelin, not clear, like a small child, angry, weird, why?, mas Gilang want to be angry, please, I'm not afraid."...
Glazed again made astonished by the behavior of this girl, although it looks very irritable to talk, but once he rambled, he seemed not to want to stop.
..."It's finish."...
..."Not yet, when you're done eating, bring down the old meal yourself." Tera's voice began to shrink on its own....
He then came out leaving Gilang who was still confused.
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The lantern, whatever he thought until he spoke so much to his master.
If only it wasn't Gilang, maybe today he would have been asked to leave here.
The lanterns cursed itself, while clearing the rest of her mother's work in the kitchen.
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It was two o'clock in the afternoon, Lantern who was also on vacation from the lecture, decided to study in the reading room.
Before going upstairs, she met Jullie's mother in the family room who was chatting with her mother.
..."Emh ma'am, um Gilang is gone or still up."...
..."I think it's still on top, why Tera?"...
..."No ma'am, I want permission to read the room, but afraid if there is still a Gilang mas above, then I will even disturb him."...
..."Loh why, can you guys learn together if indeed he is still above."...
..."Sorry ma'am, it was me who asked Tera not to go up if nak Gilang was still on top, fear that my son was even disturbing the mother's son who was learning."...
..."Uh yes ma'am, I'm sorry."...
..."Uda Tera, up there, if there is still a mass Gilangnya, have to be quiet if for example he is noisy."...
..."Hehe yes ma'am, if so I go up first ma'am."...
..."Yes Tera."that both mothers are at the same time....
The lantern went into the reading room, he was safe, because Gilang might still be in his room.
He was carrying a backpack that also contained his Beer book.
Unknowingly he took out his secret book along with the other books he had borrowed from the reading room.
He then ignored the book scattered on the study table, and decided to record what he needed, he always translated another foreign language that he had learned,because the foreign language was only translated into English, he wanted to still be able to record the meaning in Indonesian even though he already knew just by reading it in English, so that more seems to still love Indonesia he said.
Just taking a note of one sheet, his mother suddenly appeared there and asked him to immediately buy laundry soap that turned out to be exhausted, while his mother had to immediately wash dirty clothes that had begun to accumulate.
..."Sorry son, even bother you to learn, mother forgot that the laundry soap was running out."...
..."No ma'am, just re-record the necessary."...
..."Yes already, mother asked for a moment please, son, then the mother again filled the water into the washing machine, so could not get out....
..."Yes mother."...
The lantern followed his mother down, then went out to buy soap in front of the supermarket there, while buying other necessities that were also almost exhausted.
Jullie's mother always entrusts people who work at home to buy kitchen needs that run out, because she is rarely at home.
The lanterns returned home and helped her mother wash.
..."Tera, I don't think you're helping me out here, what's your lesson?"...
..."Nothing ma'am, it's not important really, later if the finish can be continued again."...
He completely forgot his beer book.
Up there, Gilang who was preparing to bring down his former lunch, saw the reading room that was not closed.
He wondered if Tera was inside, while holding a tray that had no food, he slowly went inside.
There were no people, only books scattered, and lantern records were still open there.
Gilang's view is fixed on the blue-covered book tucked between the story book and the textbook from the reading room.
Out of curiosity, he opened the diary that had looked obsolete because it was opened many times, and it was clear that the book belonged to Lantern, the name was plastered with the letter Capital on the first page.
Gilang open one by one sheet, until it reaches the last writing.
The writing inside there is a lot of bitter mention of the girl's life.
Gilang also noticed something strange in there, although there was never any writing that mentioned his name, but somehow he seemed to see his name on every page of the book belonging to the girl who had now captured his heart.
The last writing is a writing that explains clearly Tera's feelings to him.
Tera loved it from the first time she came to her house, she seemed to smile happily, because her first love did not clap one hand.
Finally he also realized that Tera's inferiority that made him afraid to accept love from anyone, including himself who is always called the employer by Tera.
Gilang even too late to realize their differences, because it did not occur to me that love must be separated by something that does not make sense as Tera thought, because it did not occur,the most reasonable thing according to Gilang today is only about the distance that will later separate them.
Although they are honest with each other about their feelings, but later also one of them will go far somehow.
But that doesn't mean he should also be selfish by forcing whatever he wants to do, including trying to have Lanterns properly.
He took Lantern's book into his room, because he had not finished reading properly all the contents, and did not believe what Tera wrote there.
Gilang really could not understand the way the girl's mind was even ahead of her departure out of the Country.
He even forgot the tray that contained dirty dishes, and instead locked the door of his room, sat down on his bed and returned to read the book Blue Lantern.
She feels guilty, but out of curiosity she becomes unconcerned if Tera returns and searches for her book.
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