Married With My First Love (Travel Story of Lantern Love And Scintillating)
43.For My First Love
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..."Good morning,emh Good Night, or Good Afternoon,my first love..."...
..."Whenever you find this book, and read the last page, I'm definitely no longer around you."...
..."Oh yeah, I want to thank you for telling the truth, and for accepting my feelings."...
..."But I feel, no one can afford a long distance relationship for quite a long time."...
..."And maybe I'm not good enough to live it either."...
..."Actually, if you don't take me for granted, maybe I'll be fine now, and until later....
..."Oh yeah, you're the one who said you like me, even though I actually like the same first."...
..."Before I wished everything was fine and going as usual, but since a revelation made everything change, then there was something I had to do again afterwards....
..."Decide then leave you, or survive without anything certain."...
..."Just so you know, waiting is not an easy thing..."...
..."Maybe in the first year we will feel a feeling called longing, but a few years later, are you sure everything can still be the same."...
..."We're going to meet a lot of new people after a few years, and it could just make feelings change"....
..."Then after that we'll lie to each other to cover up everything we might not be able to avoid."...
..."Maybe you are my first love, but it is not impossible that we will fall in love with different people later."...
..."Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you, if actually I don't like the same meeting that should end with a farewell."...
..."I also forgot to say, if I don't like relationships that don't know where to take them."...
..."So, maybe I should make the right decision so that I don't get disappointed too deeply later."...
..."But if one day we're reunited, and you're still alone, I promise I'll meet you with a better feeling..."...
..."But if you marry first, please don't tell me, because I will hate you so much."...
..."I was always selfish, because I always felt inferior..."...
..."Aah, I was wrong..."...
..."But I hope you can understand a fool like me..."...
..."One day when we meet again, I'll tell you all about me, how I was when we weren't together."...
..."Sweet greeting, from Me..."...
..."The one who always loved you."...
..."15 FEBRUARY."...
..."*04;30 AM*"...
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Exactly at four in the morning, Gilang who overslept while letting Tera sleep in his lap, woke up because he felt his body was exhausted.
He woke Tera.
..."Ra,wake..."...
..."Geez, what time is it?"...
..."It's still four in the morning, there's still time for you to go back to sleep."...
..."Yes, thank you for waking me up."...
..."Uh..."...
..."Mas Gilang will be noon nganterin me, right?"...
..."Sorry Tera, I can't..."...
..."Why, I don't want to, but Gilang is glad I'm gone?"...
..."No Tera, if I could ask you to go nowhere."......
..."But why don't you want to banter me, even if it's just for a moment?"...
..."Raa, if I go to the airport, I'm afraid even nahan you there, then you don't go..."...
..."Yes, I've already joined Gilang I aja yaa..."...
..."It can't be Tera..."...
..."Anterin that's why."...
..."I'm trying to."...
..."Yes I've been down."...
The lanterns are back down...
Luckily, his mother was still sleeping.
He would no longer carry the book, he said he would start a new chapter in the Land of the People.
Half an hour playing the pen while continuing to flip through the pages of his book..
Finally he took the time to write some sentences aimed at Gilang.
She was about to cry, but it was still too early, so she kept back her tears that would soon be spilled when she was leaving later in the afternoon.
In his room, Gilang kept thinking about his days without Tera later.
Just imagining it has made it frustrating, let alone having to wait until six or seven more years, it could be crazy for him.
While thinking, whether he should drive Tera or just stare at her departure from the window of her room, she fell asleep even though it was early morning.
The lantern, unable to sleep until morning, woke her mother to make breakfast, though it was still six in the morning..
..."Oh my Tera, it's still early in the morning."...
..."I'm hungry mom, I've had a hard time sleeping, looking for food but scared, hehe."...
His mother rubbed her eyes and looked into the eyes of the lantern panda.
They sat in their beds staring at each other.
Mom and this will be separated soon.
There were no lies in their eyes, both of them harbored deep sorrow.
After her husband left her and Lantern a few years ago, Lanterns will now go far away from her, though they will return one day, but still, left alone in this big room, he said, made Nur's mother's heart feel sliced..
It was too early for them to let go of the grief, so Lantern immediately stood up and invited her mother to immediately cook anything that could fill her stomach this morning.
While they were cooking together, the time without feeling already showed seven o'clock passing.
Jullie's mother and her husband approached them in the kitchen, because Mr. Hermawan was about to leave for the office.
Tera hurriedly walked up to him while bowing her head.
..."Sir, I ask that you often make a fuss at your father's house, forgive me also because it often does not work well, and now even want to leave your father's house..."...
..."I also thank you to you for accepting me and my mother at home, and making us like a family father, one day I will definitely be the good of you, even though it can not all."...
Jullie's mother instead laughed at Lantern for being too honest.
Mr. Hermawan approached Tera and patted Tera on the shoulder.
..."Both lanterns, but if you want to repay my kindness, do not half."...
..."Eh you mean, so I have to how sir, I said earlier, can't all, hehe."...
..."Hahaha, you're this..."...
..."Hehe sorry sir..."...
..."If you want to repay my kindness, later after you become a successful person, you must be my daughter-in-law."...
... The Huk Huk......
The lantern to the choking of his own saliva heard the joke of his master's father.
His mother was still in front of the kitchen.
..."Why, don't you want to?"...
..."Hehe, what if I want sir?"...
..."Good thing, you just choose Haris or Gilang, because it's impossible if my first child, is too old."...
..."Hehe but then, sir?"...
..."Haha yes son, not now, eat it from now on you should try to be a person who is ready to work hard if you seriously want to be my daughter-in-law, but keep this a secret from my children."...
..."Hehe's good sir."...
Tera greeted Mr. Hermawan with respect.
But the good man is still only his master.
..."You are well in the country of people, take good care of yourself..Oh yes I am almost lateif that is what I am first..."...
..."Yes sir."...
Mr. Hermawan left them without breakfast, because he did not like to eat too much when it was very early.
Jullie's mother did not come to the office because she had to take the lantern to the airport later in the day...
They had breakfast together this morning.
And become the last breakfast lantern with the Gilang family.
It may be repeated in a few years.
Gilang who was still sleepy ate without making a sound even though his eyes barely stopped staring at the lantern.
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