Married With My First Love (Travel Story of Lantern Love And Scintillating)
61.Wants to hurry home
..."Hello my loyal readers..."...
..."Keep the spirit reading it..."...
After the incident from the beach a week ago, Tera decided to stay away from Seo Jun because she did not want to give hope to the man, especially after Seo Jun did more to him, she was completely inexhaustible,their relationship doesn't even work out clearly, but Seo Jun dares to go further.
Although Seo Jun had apologized many times, Tera insisted on not getting any closer to the man.
Because realizing his heart really can not forget Gilang.
...*...
^^^"Mas Gilang again what?"^^^
^^^"I hate my feelings right now, missing you when I'm no longer entitled..."^^^
^^^"I want to ask you how you are doing, want to know what you did yesterday, today, and tomorrow..."^^^
^^^"But I also hated this situation, I had to feel it all alone, complaining to the ceiling of my room about all my grief, asking your news to my mother..."^^^
^^^"Mas Gilang, you must have a new boyfriend there, you must be having fun with your friends again, right?"^^^
^^^"Why do I always feel I'm abandoned, why do I always feel like everyone is avoiding me, even though I'm the one who hurt a lot of people..."^^^
^^^"Mas Gilang, have you ever understood my circumstances and feelings, both past and present?"^^^
^^^"When you once tried to ask me now, did you ever want to know once, can I really forget everything..."^^^
^^^"Do you know, I even hurt one more person here, because I can't forget you..."^^^
^^^"I hate it all, I want to go home, want to see you, and say I'm not okay..."^^^
Tera wrote her dileptop notes.
His heart was agitated.
Because thinking about Seo Jun who a few days ago looks very sincere in love with her, and looks sad when apologizing to her.
Make Tera not heart, but he just simply amazed and can not love the man who is also chased by many women.
Tera had yet to dare to meet Seo Jun again, the call even his message continued to be ignored.
When he was ready, he would tell his current state and feelings.
Now added to his curiosity about the state of Gilang and what Gilang did, if he could he would immediately ask how Gilang felt to him at this time.
But everything she shuts tightly in her heart.
Not enough to be there, he was confused by the move of his mother in a few days.
Her mother had found a house around Sela's parents' house.
It is not an easy thing to get a simple and cheap house in the Capital City
They found the house thanks to the help of Sela who asked her parents to be able to find a house for Mother Tera.
Although the news he got from Sela, which they found was only a small house in the outskirts of the city that was left home by the owner, but Tera was very grateful to finally find a new place to live, but,and no longer a burden to the Gilang family.
The house could be entirely theirs once the payment was paid off.
Because Ibu Tera could not afford to pay it off right then and there.
Luckily the homeowner gives waivers, and they can pay a few more times as much as they can.
Because according to him, the money given at the beginning is enough to support them in the village for the next few months.
...*...
Tera's mother talked it all over to Jullie's mother and her husband.
And make Jullie's mother very sad about the decision Bude who had been accompanying their family.
But they can understand the wishes of Ibu Nur and also Tera who also want to be independent in the Capital.
Which Mr. Hermawan loves, why they choose a house far from their family home.
And Ibu Nur explained, that only the house that he thought was very cheap.
Since a few days ago, Ibu Nur had been wondering about the residents around the Gilang house, about the prices of houses to be sold.
But because all the prices did not make sense for Mother Nur who was only a domestic assistant, it was her choosing the house that Sela suggested to her.
...*...
Tera is confused, who will help her mother clean up their new home when moving later, while Sela is still abroad to finish her college which will soon be over.
Asking for Gilang's help is highly unlikely, he thought.
He doesn't even have any close friends besides Sela there.
Although his mother had told him many times that he did not have to worry, but still Tera thought very much about his mother, what if his mother was sick or even exhausted after living alone.
..."Arghh, I want to..."...
..."I want to stay with mom, I want to meet Gilang...!"...
He really can't stand being here any longer.
But the truth is there are still two more years left before he can return.
At the end of this year, he will graduate from college soon, and his graduation will begin early next year.
After that, he had to work first for a year at one of the companies that cooperated with the campus.
Thanks to the intelligence and ability of his brain when undergoing college, making him have to receive a letter of recommendation from the campus, so that he can work first before leaving the country.
Although making other students envious of him, but Tera felt that his cleverness made him have to be held back even longer, even though he was very eager to go home.
Now he hates his condition of being born too smart, in addition to making him always get a cynical look, he also has to be far apart from his loved ones.
^^^"Weird bases..."^^^
His heart grieved itself.
...*...
On the third Sunday in April, Tera's mother had moved into her new home, increasingly making Tera impatient to live together there.
His mother did not call him again until the afternoon.
Unsettled, Tera tried to call her mother.
Not waiting for long, his call was immediately raised.
His mother's voice sounded very exhausted.
..."Mom, why don't you call me ma'am from earlier?"...
..."I'm sorry, kid, it's just finished, and now it's cooking for Nak Gilang and Haris..."...
..."They there ma'am?"...
..."Yes son, would you like to see them?"...
..."No need mom, I just want to know the news of mom, what's finished cleaning the house, sorry mom, at these times, I can't even help mom at all..."...
..."No dear papa, my mother is lucky because there are those who helped my mother from this morning..."...
..."They don't work mom?"...
..."He said it was a holiday, not knowing they were honest or not..."...
^^^"We are really off kok bude, I came home to help bude,hehehe..."^^^
The sound of Silang sounded into Tera's ears.
He really missed that voice, but didn't have the courage to just greet him over the phone.
..."They took a vacation in Ra, so Jullie's mother and Mr. Hermawan also came here briefly, but hurriedly came home because you have to work, so Gilang and Haris are asked to help Mother..."...
..."Oh yes ma'am, mama don't get sick ya ma'am during the stay alone..."...
..."Yes son, the mother will be healthy, so you also have to be healthy, do not forget the way back here yes..."...
..."Hehe mom could have, oh yes mom is not afraid to live alone?"...
..."No dong Ra, the house is close to your friend's house, so you won't be lonely either."...
..."Good mom, I can't wait to go home, let's stay mom..."...
..."Don't go home before your college is finished, you don't have papa here, nak Gilang same Haris he said will often see the mother here..."...
..."Yes ma'am, they both how are you?"...
..."They're so good Ra, don't know what they're eating out there could be so handsome..."...
..."Hehehe I can..."...
The two people who were being talked about were laughing together hearing Mother Nur praise them.
Suddenly Haris asked for a mobile phone belonging to Mother Nur.
..."Bude, I can talk to Tera for a second..."...
..."Oh can son can, this is just use it first, mom continue cooking first yes, you guys just wait outside first while chatting with Tera."...
..."Bude..."...
Haris and Gilang finally move out so as not to disturb Tera's mother cooking for them.
Also because Haris wanted to ask Tera something.
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