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"m-mas a-do you not want to ask for your rights?" rara asked stammeredly at once by subduing. After he gathered consciousness and already looked fit again.
"mas will not force Ra, mas will wait for you to be ready" replied Hendra gently with a smile.
"i-i....
"do not be forced Ra, I understand you" replied Hendra still with a smile.
"but I'm right ready, and you deserve that too" replied Rara who was now able to see Hendra's face with a reddened face.
"are you really ready?" ask Hendra to tease Rara.
"iya-iya. I'm ready" Rara replied stammered at first but firmly at the end.
"then we pray first yes" said Hendra still with a smile to see Rara who shy meow.
After saying a greeting that signifies the end of the two man worship, Hendra immediately turned his body to his wife and was immediately welcomed by Rara as usual but tonight Rara always lowered her head when in the face by Hendra.
"about that, Ra mas won't make you Ra, it's seriously not a figment but it's from the heart. So you do not need to be burdened with it. mas will wait until you are really ready. ok so do not think about it" said Hendra rubbed the head of Rara who still kissed Hendra's hand with reverence for a long time.
hearing the words of Rara's husband raised his face to see Hendra's expression.it seemed there softness and also firmness at the same time.
"mas also as a normal human being would need that, so I don't want to mas looking for it in other women let alone just 'scrambles. Lagian mas have been patient enough all this time" answered Rara sage. not denied that she was so amazed by the actions of her husband who always put forward her comfort and it was enough to prove that Hendra was serious with their marriage.
"but can I ask you something?" rara said sanctions as well as doubt whether Hendra will want to answer his questions.
"please Ra, you are free to ask anything to the mas. as long as you can answer it. And please do not consider a stranger again yes, mas want you to behave to the mas as you to the father or mother. because now you are the responsibility of the mother. so if there is something that makes you uncomfortable just say to the mas. later we will find a solution together. ok" Rara seemed to have gotten the answer to her question before she conveyed it.
"so what did you want?" asked Hendra back to the initial topic.
"mmmm.... So it's mas, is mas serious about this marriage?" rara asked in a soft tone that was barely audible.
"why are you still asking about that Ra? does your attitude not reflect seriousness?" asked Hendra who had now changed a little disappointed with Rara's question.
he thought Rara could have concluded that his actions and all the attention so far were proof of his seriousness, it was not.
"sorry, I was just asking. I need certainty anyway. I want a once-in-a-lifetime marriage, regardless of the tragedy behind our marriage.I hope we are two people who are both fighting for a common cause. And after a legitimate bond between us, I've tried to open my heart. Because as people say, "not marry the one you love but love the one who marries you". And I'm now trying to do it mas" said Rara at length which made Hendra speechless to hear the explanation of aang wife. He was so stunned to hear every sentence because according to him it contained a very deep meaning.
"thank you, and I hope that together with you heaven will be closer to me. Please guide me, rebuke if I make a mistake" Rara immediately scattered into Hendra's embrace.
"let's try to be with Ra" said Hendra with a soft voice that only Rara could hear.
"i'm really ready to be your whole wife" Rara looked up at her husband.
Now he is truly sincere if he carries out his duties as a wife.
"Goodbye, now follow the mas yes we read his do'a together" said Hendra who made Rara blushed because of the affectionate call from Hendra for the first time.
"Bismillah, Allahumma jannibnaassyaithoona wa jannibi syaithoona maaraazaqtanaa" said the second half-whisperingly.
instantly the atmosphere became awkward after the recitation of the do'a. Both Hendra and Rara were wrong.
"mas open his mukena ya Ra" permission Hendra who is possessed by Rara.
after his Hendra immediately carried Rara to the contest which would be a witness to the surrender of the two.
Hendra immediately laid Rara down gently and carefully with a smile he overcame Rara's body. both are equally hot cold because it can be denied this is the first experience for Rara and Hendra although not the first experience but for the first time he touched the person he loved.
"you won't regret it, will you, Ra? are you really ready?" asked Hendra who was still making sure and made Rara sebel immediately he pursed his lips because he was so embarrassed now even in question.
Hendra was so fond of his wife's natural pink lips but before that he gently kissed Rara's old forehead.
It was a long night between the two of them. Nights decorated with shades of sahdu are witnesses of them performing the worship of husband and wife.
At first Rara was so scared because she had heard rumors about the first night but slowly Hendra convinced Rara.
although at first Rara had shed tears that made Hendra want to stop their activities because they did not have the heart with the wife who was in pain but in the end ended up sweet with Rara who felt sick and stiff all over the body but there is happiness that cannot be explained.
Both of them are now sleeping so soundly after the worship they carried out until dawn.
Sayup sayup Hendra heard the chanting of Adhan who echoed forcefully he opened his eyes even though it still felt heavy. Smile again expands on his full lips see his tiny wife who looks tired on her beautiful face. with disheveled hair and bright lights that friends add to the beautiful impression of the wife that makes Hendra not bored to look at her.
Pity to see the look of Rara but could not be fooled that he was so happy because his wife was still so awake and that was evidenced by their activities a few hours ago.
"Ra wake up baby, already entered the prayer time.we pray first and then later resumed again......