Married to a Prospective-in-Law

Can't be honest yet

Not to mention how I delivered it to Rara. I won't be able to look him in the eye and tell him all the truth. I also won't be able to see him slumped over the news I've arrived at.

Or what if I hide this from Rara.

Ah but wouldn't it be more painful later let alone know from others not from me directly.

I don't know how to solve all this. Wrestling with various kinds of unconscious thoughts slowly I began to enter the subconscious and fall asleep under the dim lighting of a sleeping lamp.

But my sleep was disturbed by the sound coming from my phone. With a lazy movement I slide the green button up and stick the phone to the ear but still with my eyes closed, just the instinct I follow.

"Assalamualaikum mas" My lady's greeting across the street. I still deserve to call her my woman I don't know the answer.

"Mas, hello, assalamualaikum" the remark revived me from daydreaming.

"Yes dear waalaikumsalam" said me with a distinctive hoarse tone of waking up.

"Astaghfirullah mas has not woken up at this hour, O Allah" he said with a sewot, but I enjoy it all and I like it.

"Udah woke up Ra, now the proof has been talking to you" I replied with a chuckle.

"Ihhh mas is not what it means. The clock is still awake. It must be ga dawn prayer and will be late to work later" his connection with the same tone. And I can imagine how now his mouth must be monocular. I chuckled to myself imagining it. This is how if you have heard his voice all broken in the heart at the same time ignored.

"Mas hello" he said because there might be no answer from me.

"Yes dear mas is still here enjoying the beauty and the sweetness of your chirping this morning" my dreadlocks that certainly can make the hue on his cheeks arise.

"How come I am a bird what?" Ask her in an increasingly quiet tone.

"Add ga clear mas, already now mas shower and immediately get ready so it is not too late to the office"

"Ready ma'am boss, get it done" made him chuckle at the end there.

"Oh yes, I forgot, why did you call me last night?''

"Oh that e e insomnia mas last night relapsed" replied nervously as I had not thought of what answer I would give.

"I'm sorry Rara is sleeping. Coming home from the hospital I immediately cleaned myself and went to sleep" he explained at length.

"Dear dear gapapa kok mas ngerti. Oh yes Ra mas can not take you today yes because maybe mas will be a little late to the office "

"Yes mas, besides I was ready from just now just have breakfast again then leave if you wait mas can-can I come late"

And I reply only with the oddity.

"We close first Ra let mas shower continue to be ready and go to work deh"

"Yes, Rara closes Assalamualaikum "

"Yes dear Waalaikumsalam "

The day went by quickly and it didn't feel like 3 days from the last night we talked to Yelsi.

But until now I have not been able to determine the attitude to this problem. And these three days our relationship was a bit tenuous with Rara because after we called that night.....