
How all the plans that we have compiled will only be a mere discourse and will never be real.
And what am I going to tell my dad and mom how should I start the conversation later. They've been so eager to see me get married. Without realizing it, my tears had come down and washed my cheeks.
There was a handkerchief waving in front of my face and it came from the cold man whose presence I had forgotten earlier. How shameful I was to cry in front of him like this.
"why?" ask her who has no sympathy at all.
"i I'm not why napa, my eyes suddenly flickering "I answered judes while covering up the shame.
"Yok Ra, we go home this is too late at night" said the moon that turned out to be nongol. I only replied by nodding my head in agreement.
"Yes, we go first. Thank you for accompanying Rara here as long as I go to the bathroom" said Moon to the cold mas. Uh wait did he say he was accompanying me here, ooo so he hasn't come home because he's waiting for the Moon to be ready from his bathroom. I know it's mending him go from there.
"Hey Ra kok even bengong ayok. Let his mas also go home "said the Moon awakened me who was daydreaming.
"Yes already Why also do not go straight home using the show waiting for everything " I said I rented because I did not know why if it was close to him that the carrying ilfeel continued and I immediately walked towards the Moon car was scattered earlier without waiting for the Moon.
And without Rara seeing it turns out that there is a smile that is very faint even the Moon just does not realize it.
"I'm sorry, Rara is still that, especially now that she has that problem. So a bit labile his emotions" said the moon is not happy.
"Ep...
"Woy Lan, hurry up" shouted Rara who was indeed not there gracefully graceful when again angry or upset.
"Ndeh. sorry, mas, if that's what we first "samit Rara. And in reply a nod and a faint hint of smile by Hendra.
"For so long Lan " spray Rara when the Moon has arrived in front of her.
"You have no patience, people want to talk too. Eh you're screaming "answer the Moon by rolling her eyeballs.
During the trip we just kept quiet and when I turned to the side of the Moon was smiling with a smile of its own. It can't be in this child.
Plastered
"What are you doing Ra?" Ask her with lips.
"You're the one who's why. Why are you smiling at yourself?" I said back to sewot.
" You can't, so I'm happy with the cake. I again turned my memory to the mas mas that was. Cool aja he is very charismatic let alone had a smile beehhhh melted the heart adek bg" said his words that made as if my chin was dropped so surprised by what he said.
"Geez Lan, don't tell me you're tempted by that cold guy" I said in a nod
"That's why he's not cold but cool and mature" he said with sparkling eyes.
"Udah deh Lan, there will be his kasmaran. Now just focus on driving let us arrive safely "
"It's a bawel."
And finally we continued our journey to the Moon house.
After the bathroom, the moon was asleep. Indeed, he first took a bath, maybe because it was tired so he immediately fell asleep.
I laid my body near the moon. And get ready to sleep and wade through the sea of dreams.
But soon my memory returned to the incident this afternoon where the end of my relationship with Mas Hara was so tragic and my tears flowed back without being in command. So much hope and wish for me to live with Mas Hara and live a relationship called marriage with her. How many plans have been reflected in my mind if they become valid in a sacred bond. But it turns out that all of it turned out to be just wishful thinking without ever becoming reality.
Yes, it turns out that the word that makes the pain is our own hope
My tears were breaking and I could feel the pillow I was using was wet with my tears. I even bit the blanket so that the sound of my crying would not disturb the Moon.
And foolishly I had the intention to enter a place where I had never thought before to set foot in that cursed place.
I remember the woman named Reni. Instantly the gratitude slipped into my heart. I'm luckier than him. Reni is having a very serious problem.
Well I'll try not to grieve anymore because the problem is just dust grains for those who are much more complicated the problem.
Tapii....