Married to a Prospective-in-Law

I'm sincere

"Have been mbak, good luck to you guys. Besides I've let go of everything" my lie to calm the woman in front of me.

"Bec...

Call Mas Hara and for the umpteenth time I throw my face away to avoid her gaze.

"Ra, once again I'm sorry. And I hope you get happiness after this and people who never disappoint and make you sick like this" said Mas Hara lirih and I could hear that at the end of his sentence was very clear while holding back crying.

I took a deep breath and then I exhaled slowly.

"Definitely mas and once again congratulations to you and please take care of him not to let this happen again" I said back with teary eyes. Because it hurts so much to see people who have spent a long time with us now he has been together but not with us but others.

"I certainly can and I beg to Strengthen me, Lord" my do'a in my heart.

POV Hara's

How sinful and guilty I have hurt and wasted this woman before me. Now it feels like I don't deserve to call her my woman anymore I'm too mean for her to be so good. I'm sorry Ra, I know hundreds or even thousands of words sorry won't be able to heal your heartache and restore everything as before. I deeply regret everything that happened but as a man I have to remain responsible for what I have done. Hopefully you will soon get a man who is certainly better than me. And rest assured that at any time you will remain in a position in this niche of the heart and no one can replace. Because I'm sure I'll never get a figure like you again until whenever it is and whoever it is.

And at the same time.

POV Yelsi's

And he was able to carry himself and act as if he was fine. Although I know there are injuries that he tried to cover up even though it was not so obvious. It all adds to my guilt to the woman I estimate is still under me. I'm sorry Rara didn't mean to hurt your feelings but I couldn't back down either. Because of the fate of the child I'm pregnant with now. It's not my intention to take away happiness or whatever you already have. Again, I'm sorry, I'm powerless with this situation.

"Yes, let's eat Ra first. You must have not eaten" said mbak sindy wake me from daydreams and strangely I also see the same thing happening to the couple in front of me.

"Eh come on, yes I haven't eaten yet" said I try as much as possible.

"Yes, Har, we want to eat first. Look at that Rara laper already wanted to eat from earlier" said mbak sindy exploded towards me.

But I knew he was just trying to melt the mood.

"Ih mbak do know best, let's eat" said I answer guyonan mbak sindy.

Shortly before I left the wedding, I again floated a glance towards her special bride to her groom.

I promise this is my last look at Mas Hara with eyes like this. I'm sincere. Even though it is still in the process of trying.

I intended to continue the steps that had stopped earlier, but my steps stopped when I felt a hug that turned out to be from....