
So gini Ra, mas mas mas apologise in advance. mas ga tau have to say from where. but mas know and fully realize that this must mas say also" said Mas Hara who I only responded with a frown on the forehead, because I was thinking where this conversation was going.
"again sorry Ra" I saw Mas Hara gulping as if she was struggling.
"k we're a gonna me marry Ra"
pyaarrr....
I accidentally dropped the drink on the table. And I can see the contents of the glass that I guess is the dragon fruit juice is lying helpless and dirtying the cafe floor.
An employee at this cafe came in probably intending to clean it up.
"I'm sorry for this mess, but I'll be able to clean up later. And for this chaos all let me be the tough answer mbak" said mas Hara who was embraced by the mbak mbak mbak and soon passed from before us.
And I still can't get a word out.
"By,....
Immediately I applauded Mas Hara who had not had time to touch my hand.
"What made you do this to me?" My words were cold and accompanied by teary eyes.
Not only my cold words but also my hands because I could feel the warm hands of the Moon grasping my hands as if giving strength to me.
"I think you two need some time to talk about all this Ra. I'll wait outside and for the mbaknya also let's wait outside. Give them time to expand everything" said the Moon and was not spoken by the Yal Yel but he stood up and followed the steps of the Moon.
"mas don't know where to start explaining where Ra is, which surely won't be able to hide this from you. Sooner or later you will know also later" said mas Hara in a soft tone and lowered his head after the Moon and the woman was sitting at a table outside the cafe.
"So if I don't hear your conversation accidentally like this you won't be honest with me?" Ask me and only in reply mas Hara with a difficult gaze I interpret the meaning.
"So what does it mean that you invited me to a more serious relationship back then? Why would you give me hope if you would finally do something like this to me? Hiks Why mas? Wh why? Hiks" I can no longer contain my tears.
"sorry ra ma...
"It can stop you from saying sorry. I'm tired of hearing that what I need right now is an explanation not an apology that I won't know how many more times you'll say right"
Looks mas hara surprised when I say you without any frills mas her, because all this rage whatever I, never I omit the word mas.
"what caused this to happen? you know how hard we fought and survived to get to this point. Then how could you do all this mas. what because all this time I can not be what you want mas?. but why should the road like this mas. " I said in amazement and I don't care anymore about the situation around.
"i Tau this will all be painful for you Ra. But this all has nothing to do with what you meant earlier.this is not as you imagined and this is also beyond your will. And if you can choose mas also will not ever want this to happen "say mas Hara lirih.
"this isall....