Married to a Prospective-in-Law

How is the end of all this

Give me your address, next week I'll visit your family and talk about our wedding plans" I said in a tone I can't explain how I feel right now.

"Then what about the woman you mentioned earlier, it is not the impression that I am the destroyer in your relationship" he said with a face that returned down.

"for that you don't have to think about let it be my business. For sure we can't take much longer to finish this" I said in a desperate tone.

Yes despair, how not to despair for all that I have been through with Rara and for all that we have planned from far away will only be a discourse without being able to be implemented.

"Well mas then this is my business card and if you want to come tell me first let me tell my parents and can prepare everything " speak with a tone that is lighter than before.

Maybe the heavy burden was lifted with the solution of the problem.

"Yes, for tonight maybe enough of our discussion. Let me take you home it's not good for a woman alone to come home let alone it's been a very night in addition to your condition" and she can only nod her head.

Our journey was covered with silence and silence. I'm busy with my thoughts and he's probably with the same thing. After traveling for approximately fifteen minutes, we finally arrived at a minimalist house that looked simple but so comfortable to live in. Yes that is the first impression I get when I see this Yelsi residence.

"Thank you, sir, for taking me. Sorry it was night so can not offer mas to stop by" he said as he opened the car door.

"Yes, equally" I answered briefly.

I want to calm my mind and get some rest. Arriving at home the situation is so quiet to welcome the understanding that I am just a child so never feel the crowded atmosphere when returning home. I went straight to my room to clean myself up.

After the shower I intend to call Rara because only she can be a medicine and tranquilizer at a time when things like this.

I'll grab my phone and call my lady. Yes to me Rara will be my woman. But not answered, yes opposite I was wrong why I also called at a time like this. Surely my woman had slept because the day was so late especially had she had felt a very concern over the incident that befell her mother.

I try to close this eye hoping to throw all the turmoil in the heart and also immediately closed so that it can carve a sea of dreams that are certainly more fascinating than the mortal world.

But the pieces of the incident with Yelsi came back to the surface starting from the fateful night incident to the recent incident at the cafe that made my head feel like it would break soon.

How I'm gonna deal with all this. How do I take responsibility for what I have done. Although the mistake is not from me a hundred percent but still as a man I can not immediately run away from responsibility. Moreover, Yelsi woman who does not know anything has been dragged so far into the pit of this problem and now she is pregnant with a child from me. Of course I can't just ignore it.

Not to mention how I delivered it to Rara. I won't be able to look him in the eye and tell him all the truth. I also won't be able to see him slumped over the news I've arrived at.

Or what if....