Married to a Prospective-in-Law

Destiny

"Ra I want to talk to you for a while yes" said someone who came from behind me and that person is a friend who is also close to Mas Hara.

I reply with a nod and a smile.

"Bun Rara went there first and sindy"

"Yes, let's go, enjoy this event yes" she replied and her gaze implied that I should be strong.

"You are so beautiful Ra" said sindy, starting the conversation after we sat in a corner.

"Bak can, mbak also no less beautiful that. The proof is maybe sold out and be a mother" mbak sindy just smiled.

"Ra has heard the story of your relationship. Mama is sad too. But I knew you were a strong woman"

I just smiled and then sighed hoping after that it became calmer.

"We need to talk about it again. It's a happy day don't ruin the mood" I said ending with a bland laugh to cover this heartache.

"Bak knows you're trying to be strong Ra. And I salute you too" inner sindy.

"Oh yes, he said he wanted to talk. What do you want to say, mbak?"

"Oh yeah I know it's a little heavy for you. But Hara has a desire to chat together, so consider this your last chat for both of you. But that's also if you want. If not also mbak ga maksa" smile mbak sindy reflected at the end of his sentence.

After thinking for a while I nodded my head.

"Bolebak but with a note mbak must come and also talk in front of his wife" said I looked at mbak sindy.

"I don't want to cause prejudice to people. Now I'm no one mas hara anymore. And besides, there is a heart that must be taken care of Mas Hara so that she does not get hurt" I said while looking down.

I heard sindy's breath.

"God strengthen my heart. I'm sure I'm capable of dealing with all this "my words in my heart are now like a mantra so often spoken.

Hara immediately stood up from her seat when we were close to where they were sitting.

"Where is Yel, all is safe, right?" Ask Sindy when we're in front of them.

"So good" replied the woman gently.

Thank goodness I was at least relieved if a woman like this accompanied Mas Hara.

Sindy's mom nudged my arm because I was just quiet from earlier.

"Eh yes congratulations yes mbak, hopefully lasting until death separates" said I who try as sincere as possible.

Indeed I am not willing, but more to how I make peace with the situation.

I'm sure as time goes by there will be a time when I see Mas Hara I will feel ordinary.

"I'm sorry, ma'am, I don't want to ruin all the plans that you've arranged neatly" she said, re-awakening me from daydreams.

"Maybe it's a path of destiny like this mbak, there is nothing to regret. " Say me as I speak while holding a lump of water ready to come down from hiding.

"I'm sorry again" said the woman, crying.

Ms Sindy also appeared to rub the tip of her eye.

"Have been mbak, good luck to you guys anyway I've let go of all that" my lie to calm the woman in front of me.

"Bec...