Married to a Prospective-in-Law

Little regret

"And one more mas, take good responsibility for your future wife who will soon be your wife. Treat him well especially soon there will be children among you and you will be parents" said I immediately release the hands of Mas Hara who had held me.

And continued with eyes that were no longer able to stem my tears.

Fortunately the school is still quiet so the arrival of Mas Hara and your debate does not make questions among students about what happened.

And without me knowing it turns out there are people who are watching us from earlier especially me. That person is Mas Dera.

All day long I was not in the mood for my teaching activities. I'm not really excited but I can't show it in front of my students. Because I knew from the beginning that starting the job had to be consistent as well as professional and that's what I'm trying to implement now.

Although it feels heavy but a little treated with the funny behavior of friends who are almost the same age as me here yes although different age little because I am under them.

Moreover, Dera mas he seemed to understand what I feel and what I need at this time.

But behind the smile that I displayed in front of them there was a wound that I tried to bury aga did not appear on the surface and did not get to know others.

Huh finally the activity today goes smoothly even though there are some slight obstacles because it is not too focused. And this afternoon I was determined to tell my father and mother what happened to my relationship with Mas Hara.

I will be honest even if in addition to hurting myself will hurt my father and mother.

Because they also had hoped much the same mas Hara will continue this relationship but whatever it is I can not buy time again, sooner or later they will also find out.

So instead of them knowing from others, mending me alone told them.

" Eh buk Rara already want to go home" said Mr. Heru as the vice principal and happened to want to go home too. It can be seen with the father opposing the bag in the right hand.

"Yes sir, I'm going home" I replied with embarrassment because I was daydreaming while walking

"Oh yes ma'am, related to the letter of resignation of the mother may not be able to be granted in the near future, it takes at least three months so that the resignation of the mother can we process. Because I know for myself that the acceptance of teachers at this school is a bit difficult because the criteria are a bit difficult" continued Heru accompanied by stiffness at the end of the sentence.

"oh yes sir, gapapa" I replied with a smile.

"Bu Rara why the hell would you resign?, Is it because Bu Rara wants to marry and not get the cooperation of her husband?, Yes already my mother first yes. I'm waiting for my wife" asked Mr. Heru still in a joking tone.

" Oh yes sir, be careful" I replied with a forced smile.

Now I'm sitting at the stop in front of the school. And my memory goes back to the conversation with Mr. Heru earlier, I forgot the letter of resignation that I submitted a week ago.

Because after thinking about it I will serve fully to Mas Hara when married later.

But what happened at this time, there was a little regret for having hurriedly sent a letter of resignation. Once I had sacrificed this much while the end of our relationship ended tragically like this.

I don't feel my tears coming back to remember everything.

"Who are you waiting for?" A voice shook me and it was...