Married to a Prospective-in-Law

Chronology that night

I know this will all be painful for you Ra. But this all has nothing to do with what you meant earlier.this is not as you imagined and this is also beyond your will. And if you can choose mas also will not ever want this to happen "say mas Hara lirih.

"this is not all my desire Ra, I was forced to take responsibility for it" he continued.

"What makes you talk like this, can you please explain as much detail as possible "reply you with a still cool tone.

I heard that Hara inhaled oxygen and then took it out violently, but I had no interest in reprimanding her.

"So about a month ago, when we had a project out of town. At night we had a meeting with a client. Shortly before the meeting was ready, mas bjsa felt something strange with the body of the mas, the longer it felt more and more delicious. Until finally the mas stopped the activity, but in the middle of the journey mas accidentally collided with a woman who previously did not know. Never know first meet Ra. Somehow the real incident mas can not remember clearly Ra. What is clear is that Yelsi had shouted and rebelled in order to escape from nafs* binatan* mas" he explained with a very visible face of regret but my tongue was still clumsy to give a response.

Until finally in the morning before the mas wake up with a slightly dazed state especially after the mas turned to the side..." Mas Hara paused his speech and looked me in the eye but soon I threw away the view with teary eyes as if imagined the incident that was told by the Hara mas.

"Look at a woman with disheveled hair who turned her back then the memory of the mas directly returned to the events last night and piece by piece the incident began to cross over the head of the mas. Mas immediately went to the bathroom and left the room but before that left a business card and some amount of money. " His breath was heard again

"that's what happened between us Ra, and at that time mas at all never thought that the consequences of these actions could have made her pregnant" and I was of course surprised by Hara's explanation and my crying was not contained anymore.

"Don't cry Ra, I'm fragile when I see you like this. Mas really love you Ra and until now mas will not be able without you Ra. So many events that we have passed together and you remain loyal to be beside the mas. You can always accept mas no matter how good the situation mas with a bad state though. But mas also never thought will face such a complicated problem Ra, try to give advice for mas what should mas do? what Ra? what's?" his words were a frustrating tone.

I just kept quiet with a cry that hadn't subsided. It's too hard for me to accept all this.

" One thing is for sure Ra, never think that this is all a deliberate occurrence let alone a desire to. But Ra no matter what our circumstances will be mas will still hope we will have the opportunity to be together and rest assured if we do not have the opportunity that you will occupy one of the spaces in this heart and no one can take your place" continued Mas Hara in a hoarse voice and I could see she rubbed her eyes.

"It hurts....