
"One thing is for sure Ra, never think that this is all a deliberate occurrence let alone a desire to. But Ra no matter what our circumstances will be mas will still hope we will have the opportunity to be together and rest assured if we do not have the opportunity that you will occupy one of the spaces in this heart and no one can take your place" continued Mas Hara in a hoarse voice and I could see she rubbed her eyes.
"It hurts if what we aspire to and what we want cannot be realized especially after a long wait" I said in my heart.
The silence was gripping as we kept quiet and occupied with each other's thoughts.
"Responsible, as a woman, I do not want you to be a man who runs away from what you have done and becomes a cowardly man. I first mas" immediately I stood up from the seat and grabbed the bag located on the table. Had Mas Hara intercepted by holding my hand but soon I tepis. Even the call was ignored.
I just came out with all the stuffiness in this chest. And soon I was greeted by the Moon with a face that illustrates the sympathy of a friend.
When I got to the car my tears broke in front of the moon. Somehow I described how broken my heart was right now and the Moon did not have a word out of its lips. He just let me cry by giving a hug in silence.
I can feel that the rubble on my back never stops.
After a little middle and still in a state of silence in the car I turned back to the cafe fig and I could see the woman had gone inside and was sitting in the place I was sitting.
"Where does Ra still want to be here, we go home or have other plans" Moon asked.
Please take me wherever it is Lan, just don't go home" and my words are only nodded by the Moon.
In the middle of the journey appeared the name of the father, maybe they were worried because the day also wanted dark because it had entered Maghrib. But I could not answer my father's call until the end of my phone was taken over by the Moon.
"Assalamualaikum Ra, I haven't come home yet. Why aren't you, okay?" Say father's persistence without listening to my reply first.
"Eh yes om waalaikumsalam, sorry om this month who picked up the phone om because Rara again shower om" said Moon by lying at the end of his sentence.
"Yes om he wants to nginap said, had already been remembered loh om not to forget his permission uh it turns out to keep forgetting, hehehe" laughter Moon sounds strange in the ear probably because it covers his lies.
"Oh yes it's the Moon, gapapa let's just calm Auntie"
"Hehehe yes om"
"Yes already yes want your Moon if the story should not forget the time yes. Remember you also need time to sleep tomorrow you're still working" Dad warned in a joking tone.
"Hehehe yes om, Udah ya om assalamualaikum om" after hearing a reply from Father Moon also turned off the call and continued the journey back.
After about 2 hours of turning around the Moon's path turned towards me.
"Until when we're twirling like this is clear Ra, it's late and we don't have a place to go yet" said Moon still patient with my composure.
"Ra we go to the lake where we used to. If you're not strong, just let me" my advice then.
"Ok Ra we go to the lake, but let me just take the car not nyampe an hour there" and I only reply with a nod.
After we got there we were sitting on the grass right when we came here during High School, nothing changed from this place.
It did not feel like we had been here for a long time and while being cool to enjoy the atmosphere of the lake so calm suddenly there was a sound
"Rb ...