Marriage to the Destroyer of my Dreams

Episode 36 Stop Blaming Yourself

In order to prove his determination, Jeffran immediately pulled the phone out of his pants pocket, then immediately contacted Shawn. Jeffran deliberately pressed the loud speaker mode, so that Jillian could also listen to his conversation with Shawn.

"Yes Jeff.." Say hello to Shawn across there.

"Shawn, I decided to punish Dhiva and his men myself." Reveal Jeffran without first chatting.

"Well good.. So what kind of punishment would you give them?" Shawn's voice sounded very hostile.

"I don't know what kind of punishment I'm facing yet. Do you have any advice Shawn?"

"Hmm, you can put them in a cage containing several lions, hang them over a pond containing dozens of crocodiles, put them in an aquarium containing hundreds of piranha fish, he said, giving poison that made them like the undead, shooting it right in their forehead or whatever. Whatever you want, I'll be ready soon.."

Hearing the kind of punishment Shawn mentioned, made Jillian shudder in horror. Unlike Jeffran who was just ordinary. He was not surprised by what Shawn mentioned, because the life of the mafia world is as terrible as that. Although Jeffran is convinced that Shawn is not a ruthless mobster who will punish him as he pleases without consideration.

Jillian shook her head, objecting to all kinds of punishment Shawn offered.

"Shawn, right now I can't decide the sentence. I'll discuss with Jillian first, what punishment I can give them. I'll tell you later."

"Okay, just let me know.. But tomorrow Drake and I have to go to Bandung before we go back to London. There will be a confidant of mine who will take care of everything."

"alright..Thanks Shawn, you've helped me a lot and Jillian." Jeffran sounded very sincere.

"Sister Shawn, I'm really grateful for all of Brother Shawn's help." Jillian chimed in and thanked her husband's cousin.

"Together, do not hesitate to contact me if you need help. From now on, I will put professional bodyguards to guard you. So don't worry about anyone doing anything bad to you." Shawn again replied to Jillian and Jeffran's thanks, before finally ending their conversation.

Jillian and Jeffran who had already moved into the lounge, continued their chat in the dining room earlier. Jillian and Jeffran seem to be still thinking about what punishment Dhiva and his men deserve.

"Jeff, you better leave them to the authorities. Let them receive punishment according to the law. Based on the crimes they committed, they'll be behind bars for a long time." Jillian said in the end.

"Are you sure of Jill's decision?" Ask Jeffran.

"Yes, I'm sure Jeff.. I don't want to get karma, if we repay it with an act that is too cruel. Especially if I am pregnant. We'd better leave it to law enforcement." Hearing Jillian's words, Jeffran nodded in agreement. Although his emotions towards Dhiva and his men were certainly still very burning in his heart.

"Okay, it looks like this decision was the best one. I also don't want anything bad to happen to our son." Jeffran said as he stared gently at Jillian's stomach. Refrain from touching let alone stroking it.

"Later I'll call Shawn again to tell you this." It was Jillian's turn who this time confused Jeffran's words.

Inside Jeffran's room, Jillian was already lying on a comfortable bed. Jillian had to agree to Jeffran's request to stay in her husband's room. Jeffran did not allow Jillian to enter his room at all, saying that Jillian's room was very dusty at this time. Though the intention of Jillian wanted to enter his room, not just want to clean the room. But also to change his underwear which is a little uncomfortable to wear.

Jillian looked at Jeffran who closed his eyes, lying on the sofa on the left side of the bed. Jeffran actually did not sleep, he just closed his eyes and tried to dispel the contents of his mind that kept thinking about Jillian. Especially imagining Jillian wearing sexy underwear in her sleeping pajamas.

'Shiiiit.. Why is my mind so perverted? Ah how do I get rid of it?' Jeffran's annoyance in heart.

"Jeff, are you asleep?" Jillian's soft reflexes made Jeffran open his eyes.

"Jy.. Jill.. What's up?" Jeffran's voice was stammered in shock by Jillian's sudden appearance before him. Jillian's slightly lowered position with a very close distance, triggering Jeffran's heart to beat faster.

"You look agitated Jeff.."

Instead of paying attention to Jillian's words, Jeffran's eyes were fixed on Jillian's cleavage which was seen peeping because of Jillian's lowered position. Realizing his error, Jeffran shut his eyes for a moment.

'Aaaah.. Why does it have to look so clear? You're making my head turn a little bit dizzy Jill.' Jeffran's heart in his heart.

"Jeff, what the hell are you doing?" Jillian, who did not understand what happened to Jeffran, placed the back of her hand on Jeffran's forehead.

"You sick?" In response to Jillian's question, Jeffran simply shook his head while still closing his eyes. Jillian sat herself on the edge of the sofa, facing Jeffran.

"Jeffs.. Open your eyes. You why?" This time Jeffran opened his eyes and sat himself next to Jillian. After being sure, Jillian's position was safe and did not bother her two eyes anymore.

"I'm okay Jill. You go to sleep again.. You need to rest." It felt like Jeffran was holding Jillian's hand, but his outstretched hand, he pulled back. This certainly did not go unnoticed by Jillian.

"Thank you Jeff, you came in time.. If you hadn't come, I would've.." Jillian's unfinished words, Jeffran immediately cut off.

"Jill, I should be the one apologizing. Because of me, you were subjected to Dhiva's anger and put you in danger. I'm sorry Jill, who hurt you again.." But Jillian shook her head strongly, disagreeing with Jeffran's remarks.

"No, it's not your fault Jeff. I was so grateful to know you were coming. Thank you Jeff.." Sincerely Jillian, reviewed the thin smile that calmed Jeffran's heart.

"Thank you too Jill, for not blaming me for this. Although it is very clear, I am the cause of all these problems." Jeffran lowered his head in regret.

"Stop blaming yourself, I'm really okay."

Cup..

A brief peck on Jeffran's cheek shocked Jeffran. For a few seconds, Jeffran only held onto the cheek that started to blush.

"All right, I'm sleeping.." Jillian who misbehaved because Jeffran did not react and said anything, stood up from her seat. In fact, Jeffran was calming his rhythmically racing heart.

"Jill.." Jeffran's hand that had been trained to hold back, now seemed to be presumptuous to pull Jillian's hand. Jillian staggered and sat on Jeffran's lap.

Two pairs of eyes look at each other so deeply, like a mirror that reflects the contents of the heart. Jeffran who was as strong as his power to suppress the overflow of love, seemed to have been unable to hold back. Until a gentle kiss was placed on the lips of Ranum Jillian.

Cup..

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