Marriage to the Destroyer of my Dreams

Episode 25 Can't Take It Off

The nuances of the room with walls and equipment dominated by white gold accents, are very interesting for Jeffran, who first set foot into a woman's room. There is no pink color that is generally the choice of most women. Jillian's taste was fairly simple, because of the lack of decoration on display in her room. There is not even a collection of cute dolls or displays that women usually have.

The walk in closet in Jillian's room was not too spacious. The cabinets were mostly filled with simple clothes. No collection of branded handbags, shoes or jewelry is of fantastic value, although Jillian's parents are more than capable of fulfilling Jillian's wishes. Now, even after marriage, Jillian's person remains the same.

Jillian let Jeffran walk around every corner of her room, while she chose to take black pajamas from the closet in the walk in closet, then walk to the bathroom.

"Jill, would you like to stay here?" Jeffran, who had just returned from the balcony of Jillian's room, looked questioningly at Jillian who had just arrived at the bathroom door.

"Yes.." Answer Jillian briefly.

"I came here to pick you up, Jill." Jeffran seemed to object to his wife's plan.

"Please Jeff, one night only. I haven't been home in a long time and met Mama and Papa, I miss them so much." Jillian's facial complexion looked clear, making Jeffran unable to force her home. Though Jeffran had prepared a romantic dinner plan as well as some gifts in the apartment, by asking Liam for help of course. But it seems that the romantic surprise, forced to delay Jeffran until they return to the apartment later.

"Hmm, okay.. But tonight, I'm staying here."

"What's? You go home, Jeff. We can't sleep in the room. Papa and Mama will also be suspicious, if you sleep in the guest room."

'That's my goal, Jill. I want us to sleep in the same room. In front of Papa and Mama, you can't possibly refuse to sleep in the room with me Jill.' Jeffran was busy monologuing in his heart while commenting on his triumphant smile.

"Jeffs.. Why are you even smiling? Didn't you hear what I said?" Jillian looked upset.

"Jill, you don't see outside the rain falling so much. Complete with lightning, Jill. Can you tell me to go home?" This time it was Jeffran's turn to put on a hardened look, so that Jillian would feel unbearable and allow him to stay.

"Hmm, okay.. But you will sleep on the sofa. I'm in bed." Without hesitation, Jeffran nodded in agreement to Jillian's terms.

"Ok Jill, I agree." He answered with his most handsome smile.

'Sleeping on the floor is fine, as long as you can stay in one room with Jill. It's better that one bed, I'm definitely very grateful.' Jeffran suddenly chuckled amusedly, after monologuing in his heart. Making Jillian frown in surprise.

"Jeff, you're making me cringe. From that moment on she smiled and chuckled to herself. Don't you think you're crazy, Jeff?" Jeffran again chuckled in response to Jillian's words just now.

'I have gone mad. I've been crazy about you, Jill.' Jeffran said in his heart.

"Oh yeah, I'm gonna take a shower. If Bi Rasti delivers food, just keep it on the table."

Jillian stepped into the bathroom, while Jeffran sat on the sofa until Bi Rasti delivered hot food and drinks 5 minutes later.

The food and drinks on the table are quite appetizing. But Jeffran chose to wait for Jillian to eat together. In order not to get tired of waiting, Jeffran again circled the corner of Jillian's room that he had not seen.

The blue net captures an interesting object on the nightstand next to Jillian's bed. A frame showing a photo of Jillian and Jordan, her late sister.

Slowly Jeffran took the picture frame and looked at it with a sad look. The sadness of losing had re-emerged in his heart. Although not too close to Jordan, but Jeffran very fond of his sister.

'Jordan, I miss you.. Are you happy there? Forgive me, for not spending much time for you. But you know that I love you very much.' Jeffran said in his heart with eyes that began to glaze over.

Seeing Jillian's beautiful smile in the photo before him, there was one feeling that suddenly appeared in Jeffran's mind.

'Does Jillian still love Jordan? Can he love me, without being overshadowed by his feelings for Jordan? Moreover, their relationship has been deeply rooted, to produce a child. Can I replace Jordan in Jillian's heart?'

Jeffran was still busy with a barrage of questions in his mind, as Jillian walked out of the bathroom. Jillian's face looked fresh, her wet hair was wrapped in a white towel, and her clothes had changed the pajamas she was carrying earlier.

Jillian was a little surprised to see Jeffran who was holding a picture frame of himself and Jordan. Moreover, Jeffran's eyes look glassy, making Jillian suspect, if Jeffran is sad to remember his sister who is gone.

"You want to take a bath, Jeff?" Tawar Jillian tried to distract Jeffran, so as not to dissolve in his sadness.

"Yes Jill, but later. The clothes are in the car." Jillian simply nodded at Jeffran's reply, then moved closer to the dresser.

But just as Jillian was sitting in front of the dresser, Jeffran suddenly walked up to her and hugged Jillian's neck from behind with one hand. While Jeffran's other hand, coiled around Jillian's waist.

Jillian, who had originally intended to take off Jeffran's burly arms, which were coiled around his neck to his shoulders, now broke his intentions when he heard the sobbing from Jeffran's mouth.

"Jill, just a minute.." Jeffran. Jillian's shoulder felt wet from Jeffran's tears that began to spill without being held back.

'Jordan, I hope you're willing to let go of someone you love to be with your sister. Brother really can't let go of Jillian. Help brother to make Jillian forget his feelings for you. Forgive my brother's selfishness this time.. Because sister really loves Jillian.' Inner Jeffran.

'Jordan, I have fulfilled your desire to marry your sister. I also met the real father of the baby I was carrying. But I'm sorry I really can't continue my marriage with your brother. I can't forget my pain, I'm also afraid that he'll take my son at birth. I'm going to raise this kid myself. I will shower him with affection, even though he has no father.' Inner Jillian.

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