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32. Childhood Trauma

"Want to marry me?" ask Lili to Victor.

"Yes, Li. I'm serious" replied Victor.

"Gue is not willing," replied Lili.

"Ah, you. Long talk the same you end-to-end back to there again the answer," said Victor melompas.

Lili looked at the scene outside the car window. Lili is fascinated by her past. As a child, he was about five years old...

"The food is quickly spent! Eat very slow! This again, all the stuff you wear must be dirty! Mom is tired of knowing! Mama should be able to walk with Mama's friends but because of your care, all Mama's life stops!" luh is a beautiful and young woman who is Lili's stepmother.

"You shouldn't have to quit your job! Shouldn't have wasted the S2 title that Mama had! Mama should never have married your papa, who already has a tail like you! Look now, Mama's job, be a MAID! There's no time for mama's grooming, healing, halaaaa cat shit by marriage!" continued stepmother Lili.

"Lik! Lilies! Hey?" Victor's words startled Lili from her daydream.

"Udah arrived, tuh," continued Victor showed the scene in front of them. They arrived at the parking lot of the office.

"Lu daydreaming? What else do you think, Li?" ask Victor.

"Ah. Ga, it's nothing. It's not important" replied Lili.

"Yes already. Thank you for letting me down" said Lili, then opened the door.

"Lic." Victor held Lili's hand. Lili then looked at Victor in surprise. Lili thought why would Victor dare to touch her.

"Have any of my words offended you just now?" ask Victor.

"Deliver! No, no one offended. I'm not a baperan" said Lili.

"Li, maybe now-now you're not thinking of getting married. Or your relationship with your boyfriend is just have fun, that's your right," said Victor.

"Maybe all this time you see I'm a bad guy, basket eyes, you hate it so much I it's up to you. But what is called marriage is sacred, the goal is to make a lifetime. People like me who are a lot of this minus why can think about marriage? You know the answer? Because of you, Li," said Victor.

"Gue's tired, I've found the moorings of my heart. I want to dock. I promise, Li, I'll marry you, someday. I'll be waiting for you" said Victor.

Lili saw a different look in the eye from Victor. I don't know, usually Lili has a sharp instinct. According to him Victor's gaze and speech this time was really no flaw at all, there was no reason not to believe it.

Lilie looked down. He spoke in a low voice behind his lethargic face.

"Until any time I'm not getting married, Victor. No matter how hard you try to make me. Even if one day I get the same, marriage will never happen" explained Lili.

"Why? Don't you think you're somebody's wife? Or stash of people?" said Victor.

"Eh, ssss... " Lili growled. "Great retreat you habebacot," continued Lili.

"Yes, women who are not married are those who already have. I guess it's logical, right?" said Victor.

"Ga that's the concept, Bambang!" lili was upset.

"Cockfighting! I still accuse me of being such a woman" Lili said grumpily.

"Gue has reason to refuse marriage, Su'ep! Not because I'm somebody's wife!" lili.

"Yes, what's the reason? I want to know. If your reason is not logical, it means you are right wife of people," said Victor.

"Stop! Stopit! Stop saying I'm a wife of people! Gini. " said Lili.

Victor slightly flipped a smile. She didn't really mean to call Lili someone's wife. He only provokes Lili's emotions so that Lili can open her voice.

Lili also told her why she chose not to marry. He normally still has an interest in the opposite sex, but he will limit it not to marriage.

That's because he had a childhood trauma where a woman when married would end his life. The woman will naturally give birth to a child, and the prison of her home will increasingly become a real scourge.

For women who are married and have children, then career, achievement, association, all are no longer owned as before it all happened. He called it 'the life that ends'. Actually it was not Lili who said it all, but her stepmother first.

In addition, a married woman will fully emphasize her love only to her husband as well as his child. But, when her husband will remain the same, her life will not change.

The husband still has his career, his friends, his achievements outside, even hobbies that can be chosen at will. The woman who used to be adored will be forgotten because she is busy with business that drowns her in the bowels of the earth and will forever not let her appear again to the surface. Until anytime.

Married women are drowned by the rush that makes them forget to love themselves, forget to care for and serve themselves.

So Lili told him everything she knew and felt, she told Victor.

Victor's eyes were fixed, he listened carefully to every word that came out of Lili's mouth.

"All can be discussed, Li. And about the type of husband that you say, not all men will do that. Every woman will be a queen in the hands of the right man" Victor said.

"Yes, everyone has a tongue for them to speak, but no bony tongue. They are so pliable," said Lili.

"Li, trust me" said Victor pleading.

"Gue please, Tor, respect my principles" Lili pinta.

"Principles. Oh yes, your principle," said Victor while nodding. Then Victor releases Lili.

Lily thanked me and said thank you. He left first, went back to the office.

"The more I come here the more ambitious it is to conquer your heart, Li. I'm determined to prove that marriage isn't as bad as you think it is. I'll prove, I can make you happy" Victor said in his heart.

After Lili went a little far, she hesitated to continue her steps. Then he looked back to see Victor who was still sitting quietly in his car.

The two men met from afar. Lili immediately turned back and continued her footsteps which were now getting faster.

Seeing Lili who had turned to him, Victor's eyebrows reflexed up.

"What's? Lili just got noleh? Means..means he's starting to soften up with me. May my guess be correct, may it be," said Victor.