Love Zahra

consciousness

the failure felt by a doctor of the hospital is one of them if he failed to save the life of a patient and now that is what is being felt by the doctors and nurses who handle Zahra.

"no, no way!,"

"Zahra my son!," cried Tini who was now drowning.

"we leave everything to Allah patiently do not kayak like this" said Yeni who tried to calm Tini who could not stop crying.

"doctor!!," shouted one of the nurses to Marzuki to call him and pointed to Zahra's tidied up service.

"!!," Marzuki's doctor was surprised and he ran into the room again and saw Zahra's body.

"whether it's a miracle or something but I think you should be grateful" the doctor said after returning from the room to examine Zahra.

"what do doctors mean?" asked Rahman and Ramadhani because he still did not understand what the doctor meant.

"maybe at this time the condition of Miss Zahra is not total in good condition, but the life of Ms. Zahra has now been saved, but she is still not in her consciousness, kayak still can not determine whether the operation went smoothly or not, but in essence now the year Zahra returned to life" said Marzuki doctor who explained.

"perhaps this is a miracle called the death of the queen, at first we were very surprised because the dead Miss Zahra was now able to come back to life even though she was limp was so weak and weak and we still could not determine when exactly the lady Zahra was able to regain consciousness from her coma, so I beg you to pay attention to Zahra's condition by allowing her to be treated as much as possible" Marzuki's doctor told Rahman and others.

"do the doc, do everything that's best for my wife, whatever the cost I'll pay the doctor don't be afraid, as long as my wife is okay I'll do everything," rahman pleaded with the doctor while holding the doctor's hand. Raditya is shocked because this is the first time Rahman is seen pleading with someone just for the sake of saving the life of someone other than himself.

"sir Rahman, hopefully you understand, this is not a matter of cost or property or money that you have to spend, but this is a matter where we have to fight as much as possible, all we can do is to save Miss Zahra from her critical moment, and the rest we leave to Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala, because life is in God's hands," said doctor Marzuki who made Rahman re-awakened for what he had said that always brought under his power, perhaps there was no intention of Rahman to boast or always rely on his possessions he just wanted to prove that he really wanted to save Zahra and wanted to do everything for Zahra, it's just that confidence is reduced because he always relies on his wealth in speaking or in facing someone.

"believe in God the master now we leave to ya, only God is where we depend, God is the place we depend on, we cannot save a man's life without God's permission we are mere intermediaries so we do not expect you to expect too much of us, hope for God alone and we will fight for it, we just don't want to because you expect us to eat later your pain will be much more painful than when you wish to Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala" Imbuh Doctor Marzuki.

"yes thank you very much doc, " said Rahman then released his hand from doctor Marzuki.

"the doctor is right as if he has forced my will, I am wrong I should have been more confident in Allah than I know wa ta'ala when I should have relied more on him, I should not have given up hope and decided my own decision, he said, Zahra's right I'm a selfish person," Rahman sat in the chair of someone who was visiting and then he lowered his head feeling regret in his heart maybe this is the ordeal he received for everything he has done, he said, but he must still realize that it is all because God loves him because God wants to remind him because God told him to humble himself even more so that he should not be too lulled in his property and he being a proud person and riya.

"it's okay to thank you when you realize it, brother, it is better now that you take ablution to calm down brother then after that we are equally financially brother Zahra we are tengokin his condition and we pray together that God may give him a long life and give him the ease to return to our side, sak," said Ramadhani and Raditya who had held his shoulder as a crutch for Rahman to become a stronger person again.

"yes you guys are right I'm really sorry I was wrong because I had an emotion I shouldn't have been like that, please forgive me yes I will try as much as possible so that next time I will not be like that again, maybe I am also wrong with my subordinates," said Rahman who recalled the behavior he had done to his subordinates who might have made a mistake whether it was a small mistake or a big mistake even though the salary he gave was relatively large, but still human ability is human ability, not God's ability that can exceed human limits, and man may sometimes lose or be wrong because the eternal and true is only God and everything in this world is just a mere deposit to his people as trials and temptations that will be impassable.

Rahman had now taken his water, and he had also calmed himself he slowly walked into Zahra's room, he opened the door with calmness and also with gentleness did not forget to say the phrase "basmalah". "bismillahrathmani".

Rahman was surprised that he was limp to see Zahra lying with the help of a hose on his mattress, Sahara's face was pale and also her head was wrapped in bandages, not to mention that with her eyes closed and her body lying lifeless on the bed, Zahra looked around Yeni, Tini, Andrean, Riska, Alfi, Raditya, and also Ramadhani who is waiting for the presence of Zahra back.

Rahman did book a VIP room whose room was so big in the hospital as his own room which also available sofa in it was special Rahman order with a fee that he specifically did anyway.

"Dear Zahra, my wife Zahra" said Rahman softly, holding back the tightness in her chest and slowly walking towards Zahra, holding Zahra's hand, and watching closely, and also looked at Zahra's face inside.

"honey, why are you so skinny" said Rahman who could not bear to hold back his tears and flowed tears from Rahman's eyes.

"forgive me because I'm late in understanding you, sorry because I don't understand what you mean, sorry because I'm not perfect this week anymore, I'm sorry that I'm an inconsiderate husband who isn't full of warmth, sorry that I still don't understand you my wife," Rahman painted Zahra's hand and she stroked Zahra's face slowly. Rahman felt iki Zahra who now has a variety of viruses that are getting thinner too, not to mention the bones that are increasingly visible clearly azzahra wearing hospital clothes today.

"how long have we not seen each other? so that I did not realize since when did you become this straight , is it as bad as I am?, do not realize it dear" Alfi approached Rahman who looked still hurt deeply while holding Zahra's hand.

"yes you are right Alfie all by the will of God we can not anything that belongs to God including human life, he said, all we can do now is try and pray that God will grant us what we want" Rahman said

"Alhamdulillah we give to God thank God we say because God still gives Zahra the opportunity to live longer and give us the opportunity to be with Zahra longer," said Alfi.

"yes, thank God" said Rahman then he thought. Rahman recalled what he said to Bima's doctor before Zahra performed the surgery earlier, Rahman had scolded Bima's doctor because the dentist prioritized the cost of surgery rather than putting the importance of one's life, Rahman immediately scolded Bima without thinking long that Bima has a family at home that still should Bima, Rahman thought how one would not think only of money or rewards that would be received if one were too concerned about possessions still circulating everywhere like his current self, Rahma can comment on others without thinking about herself even though Rahman is not entirely guilty, but Rahman realizes that she was indeed guilty at the time, and he was grateful that God was still enlightening himself through others.

"awake Zahra I will correct all my mistakes I will try to be a better me for you so please get up and realize soon," rahman said a few moments later he woke up from his seat.

"mama's father and mother-in-law Riska equally adek also come home ya rest at home later tired of pity also Memei alone at home, too, it seems like he has too many tasks so you can't come here or maybe you haven't told him yet?" Rahman told everyone there

"iya memei wasn't at home, so Mama did not have time to say the same she Mama also did not want to disturb him because she was on a college assignment that was urging her so that she was busy lately even sleep until late night," Yeni told Rahman.

"Yes you have come home first yes rest here rest you are not calm," Rahman smart to his family.

"no mama will stay here to be with you, or you will go home to let mama take care of Zahra," this pale still does not want to go home even though it is only temporary to rest.

"we can not be together to always be here mah, we better let me rest in peace first so that he can be faster to recover, mah, later we change after Rahman tired and want to go home to shower clean up and so forth new Mama here to keep Zahra, and, well later if mama again there is a need at home so that Rahman is guarding here that is how we should be able to so we ask each other for help if the others also already have the opportunity and it's settled mah, the characteristics of alternating long can not we stacked it continuously," said Rahman explained.

"yat Tini we go home first yes, pity also your daughter-in-law at home alone loh he again waiting for Memey, we go home first yes we rest, then we come again," this word invites Tini to come home together.

"yes sorry we go home later we come here again," said Raditya invite Tini.

"Yes Man I also went home first yes same Riska pity also the Joseph in the house he was the same Mother, mother was he was busy so could not take care of Joseph, I'll come here again if there's anything call me yes," said Alfian greeting Rahman and walking to go home.

"dadah ka Rahman keep my temen well yes," said Riska saluted Rahman with a little bowing her head.

"yes, definitely" replied Rahman

eyes towards the eyes look so swollen for sure he was disappointed because now not the same story brother Rahman, pity him he loved Zahra very much, he was very happy, may they be well, O Allah, may they be a couple until you are amen. Risks

",A,Yes, Mama has come home if there is anything tell mama yes if there is a need do not mind the same Mama later mama cook first for you to continue to want to come back again buy you food and also clothes," say this to Rahman.

"iya ma be careful on the road, do not worry about me there is still Arnius near me really," said Rahman calm Tini.

"Yes Mama said yes assalamualaikum," Rahman then shook his hands early and also his parents and others.

after a while Rahman grabbed his phone and called Ferius.

"hello?" said Rahman from across the street with his phone.

"yes sir what do I need to do?," replied Ferius, sparingly.

"there's something I want you to do in the office" Rahman said.

seriate....