Love Zahra
brain cancer
it felt like there was lightning striking, dark, silent, now increasingly lonely, what to do was this his destiny?
Zahra and Tini are now going to the hospital for X-rays of Zahra's head, after X-raying Zahra and waiting for the X-ray results to come out with great worry.
"your mother is welcome to come in" said the nurse, who came out of the room to let Tini in and how to get in so she could speak to the doctor.
"Please sit down, ma'am" the doctor said.
"This mother is the X-ray of your child, namely non-Zahra," the doctor gave a paper showing X-rays to Zahra and Tini.
"so what does this dog mean?" asked Tini worriedly as well as Zahra who was beside Tini also felt worried and felt his heartbeat was now beating very fast.
"nur azzahra tested positive for brain cancer symptoms" said the doctor who at that time immediately made Tini a fog.
"is this really true doctor?" asked Tini to make sure she wished she had heard wrong at the time.
"doctor so I have doc brain cancer?," asked Zahra whose chest now feels very tight.
"pardon me if I have to deliver this bad news but that's how it is that non azzahra gini has brain cancer which may be very serious injury," the doctor said with a serious face.
"so we expect Nurul Zahra to start doing demography regularly, and also do all the treatments we recommend for Ms. Zahra" explained the doctor.
"doctor how likely is it that I have any hope of getting back to health?" asked Zahra expectantly
"i still don't know for sure but your chances of being healthy are relatively few, and I don't dare say where that time was because only God knows" said the doctor with doubt
"i understand doc," said Zahra replied to the doctor by lowering his head and he invited Tini to leave, and Tini excused him to come home soon.
arriving outside this already can not hold back his tears again hear the bad news about the beloved princess yes just wayangnya, Princess, her tears broke while they were in the car while Zahra was still looking at the X-rays in her hands.
every now and then Zahra looked out the window and saw the current atmosphere of the city, but she also saw the scenery around her every now and then she tried to smile even though her tears kept flowing not wanting to stop. he did not know what else to do, Zahra looked at Tini his beloved mother who had now unceasingly shed tears.
"why then?, why are you crying like that after my happy day? Zahra is okay, why after Mama got out of the hospital so pale like that?" asked Raditya with curiosity and worry because he saw his sister and mother were crying.
"i beg you not to tell brother Rahman about this" said how to plead with Raditya.
"yes but what was it, why did you guys get that cry that answers my question now," said Raditya who was full of worry along with Nisa who was beside him.
"mama is not strong to say it," said this with tears and eagerness so that his voice stammered.
"sister is actually me.." said Zahra hesitantly.
"i have brain cancer, I don't know why I'm like this why I can experience so many thoughts that I don't pay attention to my health" Zahra said with a hiccup while crying.
"you joke you guys lie the same I'm not funny ah don't think this is how to make jokes," said Raditya still do not believe in the words of Zahra and also the treatment of Tini.
"Zahra did not lie to this brother the X-ray of the doctor," Zahra handed the X-ray to Raditya.
"let me drive yes I think you are not able to" said Nisa holding Raditya's shoulder and trying to calm Raditya because Raditya is currently really seen in an unhealthy state, because I heard from Zahra.
Oh God, what should I do? I don't know what else to say, though, Yes Allah was at that time when my father left us I really gave up all the things I wanted to do right then I was really not paying attention to myself even after I was married to Rahman I still feel the pain in my heart and keep hiding it I keep thinking about everything that's going on as if I'm thinking more about the world than you are, saha beg you, O Allah, forgive me for giving back the health of the servant, O Allah, I know that you are very dear to your servant, so give back the health of the servant, O Allah amen. Zahra remembered himself when he did not notice himself where he was experiencing severe stress experiencing severe trials of interference with himself so that without realizing it he had developed a malignant disease in his own body.
now they have all reached the house of Zahra and Tini, Ramadhani who had just returned from her private tutoring was immediately shocked to see Raditya prematurely Nisa and also Zahra coming home with a pale passive face also full of worry on her face.
"What's this about? why are you sad like this?" asked Ramadhani, who was very worried about his family. Ramadhani had thought whether the obstacle money that makes his family feel sad? or is it because Raditya is now married?.
but Ramadhani thinks the two possibilities are uncertain because if money while Grace alone has a lot of money that might not be able to be spent by Zahra even though the Sahara will be wasteful of anything,
what's more, Zahra's thinking is that crying because Raditya's marriage is impossible because crying happily is not what it seems.
Nisa who understands Ramadhani's worries who understands Ramadhani's anxiety to understand Ramadhani's state, Nisa just holds Dani's shoulder and mutters "be patient, pray and fight, God will listen to your prayers".
"well I understand" said Raditya who was still full of question marks..
"hello dear how are you I miss you so much sorry I still can't go home anytime soon" said Rahman from across the phone who was calling Zahra because of his longing.
"yes brother Cepet home yes Zahra also miss the brother," said a soft voice while stammering sound vibrating voice former cry that he had done.
"where are you now, Ra?" asked Rahman to Zahra.
"i'm again at the house of mama, let there be peace because at home I feel lonely even though there are symbols and Sampang but I also miss mama so I'm here is okay, sister?," zahra asked Rahman to wait for an instruction from Rahman.
"mmmmm," trying to think.
"okay it's okay that it's also our mother's house and our sisters so I don't feel so worried about your situation any more where you might just be abandoned," rahman said in a slightly teasing tone in accordance with the activities he did at times like this.
Zahra felt tight in her heart because she could not tell Rahman the truth, he would love to tell Rahman his current situation but Zahra still wants to make sure first he wants to make a percentage of himself to be healthier it has a greater percentage of what is now.
Zahra finally decided to continue to check himself to the doctor even he often did chemotherapy and also various kinds of treatment facilities that doctors proposed to Zahra. Zahra has a desire to be healthy that is very earnest, he said, Zahra hoped that she would be healthy and she very much hoped that later when she returned home Zahra had recovered as before so that Zahra could serve Rahman as a perfect complete wife who had a healthy body, physical and spiritual.
2 Months have passed....
Rahman is still unable to return to his home country as well as Andrean who has been compiling Rahman for 2 months because of the state of their central family is in a state of emergency so that Rahman himself must go down hands together with Andrean.not to mention 5 large families who have offspring as successors are also present and they are also equally busy with various branches of the company that they are now developing.
just like the larger the company that is being run, there are also big risks that will be faced, especially in jobs that will be bigger and more troublesome.
actually Rahman is not silent in a country but after in a country he finished his business then he immediately rushed to country b after in country b finished then he rushed the country c after in the new c state he because of crazy and so on until it is finished, which is why that resulted Rahman could not go home in the near future even though his heart was very longing for his beloved wife, Zahra.
Zahra has a face that is very sad because the situation is getting worse rather than getting better, her hair has now started to fall out her body began to limp her head began to hurt very, very painful, his path was able to eat his vision even slightly faded. he had thought to separate from Rahman because the situation was that currently could not serve Rahman.
based on Rahman's nature if Rahman is told to do polygamy, Rahman will not want to do it because after all Rahman is not the type of man who likes to play tricks on women's hearts, nor is Rahman the type of man who is quickly attracted to other women.
Zara was now thinking carefully, Zahra spoke to her extended family who had now gathered in the living room in place of Tini's house.
"mama, Raditya kak Nisa Dani Adang wants Zahra to convey," said Zahra who began to sit on the sofa.
"way wants to say the decision Zahra took and Zahra hopes that you all support Zahra's decision," in a clear and meaningful way.
"Zahra sad this is not the original desire of Zahra, just maybe this is the thing to do because Zahra's situation is also like this Zahra also does not know what to do anymore," said Zahra who now started crying. Tini embraces Zahra's shoulder while Nisa holds the Sahara's hand to appease Zahra.
"love? if you say loving is a person who loves Rahman very much, since when? whether Zahra does not know, our togetherness always brings closeness between our relationships, brother Rahmat's behavior always makes Zara feel comfortable even though sometimes Rahman likes to tease Zahra Zahra Even he really likes to see Zahra angry," said Zahra to his extended family including Ramadhani.
"but Zahra knew all that because ka Rahman loved Zahra, although Rahma never said that she loved Zahra but Zahra knew all that she did for Sahara so that Sahara was happy she always behaved well to Zahra she understood to Sahara she always knew what what do I want, then who will be able to make this decision? Zahra is also confused but maybe in this way Zahra can calm down so that Rahman wants to find another woman besides Zahra, so that Rahman can live happily," The increasingly sobbing Sahara explained to her family as she sobbed in her tears.
"because Zahra should not be selfish just because Zahra himself so Zahra can not think of happiness for Rahman because actually Zahrara wants to see ka Rahman happy so Zahra must give up even though later Rahman will be happy with another woman Zahra sincerely insha Allah Zahra sincerely," Zahra's mother with her tears
"what does Brother Zahra mean" said Ramadan who was still confused, because he knew nothing.
"sister has brain cancer where brother runs the treatment brother still can not be cured so that the state of brother like this," explained eh ra to Ramadhani.
"what!? I've guessed that something is wrong with me suddenly saggy brother Zahra looks unhealthy even rough hair will slowly fall out so it's like an unnatural thing and it turns out are you all hiding this to me! I love Mr. Zahra and in the end this is how it is" Ramadhani said with disappointment that he was the only one not told about Zahra's disease.
"it's all because we love you that our deck doesn't want you to lose focus on pursuing your education, just because of a problem that we're facing," nisa said because she knew that no one was able to answer Ramadhani's question.
"alright I will try to understand I do not want to extend this problem" said Ramadhani who has now begun to understand the family problems that are being faced.
"so what do you want now so you say all that?" Ramadhani asked sternly.
"as you know and all you heard earlier I was talking what I really meant by my words was that Zahra wanted a divorce," zahra said to his family that made the whole house surprised to hear Zahra's wishes.
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