Love Zahra

operation

Zahra is now looking out the window, he is enjoying the view outside trying to divert his mind, so as not to be too thoughtful by the treatment he will run, Rahman comes and holds his shoulder, he said, he also kissed Zahra's head and hugged Zahra from behind.

"why do you, baby?" asked Rahman, holding Zahra's cheek, but Zahra only answered by shaking her head.

"why are you afraid of the same treatment?" asked Rahma but Zahra still replied by shaking her head.

"there is nothing to be afraid of for me here, we will always support you from behind and we have the power of prayer that we ask God so that you can be safe, dear," rahman said softly while whispering in Zahra's ear.

Zahra smiled and hugged Rahman's arm.

the afternoon had arrived the doctor came to guide Zahra to do all the treatment starting from X-rays first then chemotherapy and so forth.

"sir, Miss Zahra is getting good development, miss has a greater chance to run the operation smoothly," the doctor who gave good news to Zahra and Rahman.

"Alhamdulillah, do I say that if there is a definite struggle God will support, we leave everything to Allah, Ra ya." Rahman said that he gave Zahra peace.

"mmh," Zahra nodded her smile happily while hugging Rahman.

"next we shall carry out the operation, and if you will, we shall do it tomorrow morning, and let us administer it now by writing a license for the operation, so please sign the papers first so that we can run it smoothly" the doctor told Rahman.

"well Doc I'll be there soon" Rahman told the doctor.

I also forgot to say thank you at the end of the sentence.

"ra you're calm now I'll call the family so they can come here first keep us talking well first, so that tomorrow we can be calm to run it we ask for their prayers first yes," said Rahman who sat looking at Zahra's face while holding Zahra's face affectionately.

"yes, brother, thank God for giving us the opportunity, Zahra is happy because Zahra finally has a greater chance for us to be together" said Zahra told Rahman.

"i told you we fight first, we leave everything to God we trust in God I believe in God that we still have a lot of time to go through together, so that in our old age there will be a million memories that we can see in the past that we can tell our children lovingly," Rahman kissed Zahra's forehead and Zahra nodded in agreement with Rahman's words.

after a while, Rahman contacted his family and the family rushed to the hospital..

"Thank God you are happy to hear it, I already know for sure that Daughter Father is a strong person, certainly can go through this together," Andrean told Zahra.

"yes that's how she's mama's daughter-in-law, yeah," said Yeni holding Andrean's hand.

"hey he's a determinant of Dad too times," said Andrean who made Rahman smile.

"yes sister so do not give up too soon first, we all love the same brother and we always pray the best for brother, in shaa Allah, Allah hears ko," said Ramadani who approached Zahra.

"mmh, God knows what is best for us, and God will give the best what we need not what we want, because what we want is not necessarily true, unless we want it to be positive and it is right and God improves it and then why not, it is likely that we will get it" Meimei told Zahra.

"yes yes yes bawel dah ade ade brother now yes," said Zahra meredek his sisters.

"sister is also happy that finally you can have the spirit again, have the desire to believe again the same we want to be with us again and can be more affectionate with us," raditya said while embracing Nisa.

"mmh," Nisa nodded at her husband's words.

"iya Ra I was very sad to know, listen to your decision to confide you to us, not to mention you are like someone who gave up when it was nothing, yes, maybe it is very heavy for you, but I am very sad why you do not think to fight first together, do not immediately say like that until your decision made me down, do not say it, even you had time to hide it from me, so I did not have time to think that, why I am not really used to be a temen, can not support you can not support you, can not support you, mokonya is not useful until I can not love you spirit anymore, at that time I was very sad I swear I was very sad," said Riska who made the atmosphere became sad, so sad, and Riska even shed her tears then Alfi as a husband who was always loyal to her embrace and embrace her.

Zahra who listened to Riska's words lowered her head and digested Riska's words well Even she had thought it turned out that she had done the wrong thing, without struggling she had given up just like that, and he was ashamed of the Almighty God because Zahra too quickly gave up on the life that God gave him, so great an opportunity that Zahra could return to his spirit, for example, with the support of such a large family who wanted Zahra to be enthusiastic and to carry out treatment, not to mention a very loyal man by her side, who else if not her husband, namely Rahman.

"iya Riska I'm sorry if it's made you worry don't talk about it you already mean a lot to me, you are my loyal friend we are always both from Junior High, even we are always together from Junior High, it's hard to be happy that we've been through until we have our own households, and even you always take the time to come to my house and vice versa and we still spend time together, too, I'm really sorry because I'm guilty of you, not just you but all of you for advising me but I don't hear, all of you have given me spirit but I am even like a person who gave up so much" said Zahra as she began to shed her tears.

"you always support me always behind I always understand my decision, even to the end you keep persuading me that I trust you to fight for myself, and none of you give up so much as me, was I kayaking like this? stubborn behavior, when my husband is always there for me," said Zahra then holding Rahman's hand, and looked at him closely.

"i have a family who always support me" Zahra held Ramadhani's hand, looking at her.

"i have all of you but my courage is not strong enough to accept the fact that I am like this, I'm too selfish for you I'm too stubborn and it's hard to listen to your opinion when it's for my own good, but now I understand I was wrong and you mean so much to me I apologize and thank you so much because you never gave up on me" Zahra said and hugged Rahman.

"don't cry, now is not the time to be sad but now we must pray and strengthen our faith, pray that tomorrow will go smoothly, he said, and you can go back home and we can have fun again like we were together again and be happy together again, right dad?" Yeni said while hugging Andrean.

Mama didn't even say anything, but mama was crying. I know than her setting so many of Mama's messages meant so much to me, and mama is the most powerful person to keep trying to melt my mind, thank you ma. zahra said in her heart while looking at Tini because from earlier Tini did not say a word but she smiled and cried along with the others.

it's very happy to see Rahman indulging Zahra, loving Zahra there is always Zahra.

even now it is looking at Rahman who is playing with Zahra's face pinched the cheeks and nose of Sahara with a smile, a happy laugh that makes anyone see it will be happy.

Tini also laughed because she was finally able to calm down because her son was in the right person, and the choice of her late husband Marco turned out to be the right choice by wanting Zahra to marry Rahman.

the next day.....

Zahra was very nervous but she tried hard to dare herself to perform the operation moreover she always imagined the family who always supported her, she always wanted to, and he did not want to disappoint them for many times.

"bismil was bornohmanirohim" Zahra is now taken into the operating room.

"please calm down, miss ya don't strain, don't panic think of something that makes you calm, because we'll start it," the doctor said he began giving Zahra injections and slowly Zahra's vision blurred and her consciousness disappeared.

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Rahman who always encouraged Zahra now seemed very agitated, he was afraid to even walk around, yes walking in one place but in the opposite direction yes always pacing back and forth in front of the room Zahra waiting for the news to come to be given by the doctor, the doctor, waiting for the news to come, by repeatedly looking into the room and hoping everything goes smoothly.

"let's have you believe that Zahra will be well entrusted with God, and I'm sure God will listen to our prayers,mending you take ablution water and pray there let Daddy wait here," said Andrean who approached Rahman and held Rahman's shoulder and tried to calm Rahman down, Rahman nodded in response to Andrean's words and then he walked to Mushola who was in the hospital and he did the prayer and prayed to Allah.

"O Allah pleads with you, O Allah, save the wife of the servant, send her out, O Allah, though there is no faith in you, but there is still fear in the servant who apologizes to you, O Allah, only you can control everything, Allah, the servant, implores you, O Allah, please take care of all our affairs, O Allah, We love, Allah, grant us your happiness, and make us lovers of the world and your afterlife, O Allah amen amin ya robbal alamin," Rahman prayed by raising his hands high and shedding his tears, with so many memories that he has gone through with Zahra.

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Tini was holding onto Yeni's hand, Yeni who felt Tini's hand was already so cold, trying to calm Tini down because she knew how Tini was feeling right now.

"we will face it together we leave it to God for sure everything will go smoothly, so calm yes," said Yeni who embraces Tini.

after a few hours Zahra was operated on, the doctor came out of the room.

Rahman and the family who found the doctor came out of the room immediately stood up and waited for news from the doctor.

the doctor smiled and looked at the worries on the faces of everyone waiting outside.

"Alhamdulillah the operation went smoothly so there is no need to worry because Zahra is now okay he is fine," said the doctor who immediately gave happiness to all of them.

"Alhamdulillah, O Allah," they all bowed down in thanksgiving to Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala, they are very happy and happy because God hears their prayers God has thousands of ways to make his people happy who fear him.

Zara has now been diverted into her room, Zahra is still unconscious from the dope, Rahman was faithful to wait for her beside Zahra until Zahra realized.

"hmmh," a heavy Zahra Zahra's voice was heard trying to open her eyes.

"you are awake, Thank God everything is going well" said Rahman who saw Zahra had awakened and kissed Zahra's hand, and Zahra smiled at Rahman's face.

"Alhamdulillah you realize my mother asked me to worry very much with you, and finally everything went smoothly," said Tini who also happy others.

"my brother is thirsty" Zahra asked Rahman, who saw the water nearby.

"wait for the doctor first the doctor will come soon," said Rahman Yang shortly after the doctor came.

the doctor who took care of Zahra gave him injections of drugs and also injections in the infusion.

"don't drink before 6 hours, lady, please hold on for a while, miss, for us to fall asleep don't move or talk much, rest yourself first well then I'll come back to check it out," said the doctor to Zahra who gave instructions and warnings. Zahra also resignedly inevitably eventually he nodded his head in agreement with the doctor, and the doctor smiled and said hello and left the room.

"uh! very stingy at the time yes I can not," a soft voice whose power has not returned completely.

"it's a pity to be more fluent treatment, you don't talk much first You better shut up and later if it's time you can drink yet you drink anyway you drink yes," yeni said, sitting near Zahra, Zahra nodded her head and tried to calm herself shut her eyes and tried to rest.

"she is indeed my cute wife" Rahman smiled as she looked at Zahra's face and Yeni nodded and smiled at Rahman holding Rahman's hand.

seriate......