Love Zahra

adiwijaya family

" leela this is breakfast, I bought chicken porridge on the road, I also laper breakfast with yuk," Tawar Zahra who indeed often thought of Leela because he was very grateful to Leela who was very kind to her.

"yes, thank you bnyak, wa so ngerepotin nih, mmh the aroma is very good," replied Leela sincerely, and full of smiles.

" no ngerepotin ko it is precisely I want to apologize because I already ngerepotin you, sorry yes La, already ngerepotin you must have slept well last night," said Zahra Lirih unsatisfactory.

" who said I didn't sleep well? my people fell asleep even last night even very sound, I only woke up a few times last night, Azan his son obedient ngak so troublesome so just calm do not need to mind okeh," leela replied that she felt bad, she also saw Azan was concerned about Azan's condition.

be patient at the age of you who are still a baby should get this ordeal, I am sure for sure when you grow up you will be a person who is so strong. Leela muttered in her heart watching Azan fall asleep.

"oh yes sorry leela money tip last night I spent for the cost of azan, but he shaa alah tip tonight I love some for you," said Zahra who felt guilty for not being able to keep her promise to Leela to share some of her income that night.

"yes, you have nothing to say, " Said Leela sincerely he also understood the situation of Zahra, yes, so heavy that in Zahra must even be so difficult for a woman who is so deep in her religion even have to approach the thing that is forbidden by her religion.

Zahra and Leela had breakfast together quietly, and indeed now there was a bit of calmness on Zahra's face.

" i'm sorry Ra don't take it personally I just want to ask, ra you took off the hijab?," wanted Leela to ask earlier but she didn't dare, but rather than the curiosity that will always haunt Leela, Leela finally gathered her courage and asked.

"yes, I'm ashamed of my hijab, later thought I disrespect the hijab, I don't want my hijab later even be the subject of people's speech,"revealed Zahra with head down

" yes there are many who say reprimand the person is not the hijab," said Leela while bribing the porridge in her hands.

"or not Leela, actually there is no negur hijabnya, they just say, 'when using hijab but ko so much behavior'.

I don't think they are entirely wrong, because a person who uses a hijab or a peci should be well behaved, out of respect for the hijab, not even semena feel enough with hijab or peci so that his back adab,". clearly Zahra who feels it is not suitable if the law alone is closed but the practice of his worship charity is ignored.

"yes sometimes I also ask the question of ra, said ustadz I if people use peci, who had wanted to seduce girls eh not so because of shame as well as pecinya, and vice versa about hijab,"

" yes, but it is also good that those who put the law first, but try to change to a better one, changing at once a hundred percent is difficult, so a little bit, just a little, starting from the lid of the aurat first, then the istiqomah right, who had never prayed, learn to pray once a day, then increase it every day, and so do the others, too, in shaa allah will certainly improve, slowly only the apostle when going to invite non-Muslims to convert to Islam he gave a long time to the people, he said, but because the people felt that the apostle was good and his teaching was right, the people became servants of God that very day,"

Clearly Zahra was lecturing Leela, hoping that no one would be as lucky as her anymore.

***

Zahra's sunny day with a man, she felt she was married, it was just a blurry indistinct face of her husband, Zahra felt very loved, pray together njai congregation, naji prayer, the Quran is so sweet.

"hah!!," surprised Zahra who immediately opened her eyes

huuh turned out to be a dream, it felt so real, but who was it,?

Zahra smiled wryly because she realized in the end it was all just a dream, after all in her mind who would marry a woman like her, Zahra woke up from her sleep in Azan's nursery room, Azan can only suckle through the pacifier because the hose that blocks various activities.

"patience yes son yes, all must pass, Azan is a strong child, Azan must be strong yes son yes, dear mama Azan. Azan also loves you, right? so Azan must survive, baby, mamah fight for you son, sorry because Mash can not take care of you well so you must be like this, son," zahra muttered slowly as she dropped a circle of tears re-imagining what had happened and should not have happened.

***

"mother I borrow clothes again yes, because the tip that was used yesterday for the cost of Azan so there is no one to buy clothes, but in shaa Allah later I will buy my own clothes Bu,"

"yes, just wear it first" Octa replied gently.

***

Zahra was now walking towards the room, already filled with the aroma of liquor, she was now called to accompany the drinking guest first.

"well, look, that woman is beautiful too, come here beautiful, I just saw you, and now I want you," teased one of the old men who turned out to be a flirtatious producer.

"don't you come here baby I'll pay you more" said another friend

for some reason I was disgusted with them, young old is the same

Suddenly someone embraces Zahra from behind, Zahra is surprised by a handsome man with a mature and classy look, suddenly appearing just like that.

"hey sweet lady, don't listen to the old Bangka, let's sit with me," she is Andrean Adiwijaya, sister of Aria Adiwijaya's cousin.

now Zahra was sitting next to Andrean, he poured drinks into Andrean's glass, while listening to the ongoing political conversation.

is this their usual place to discuss, classy but seemingly immoral...

Zahra is now just resigned to Andrean kissed from the cheek, pitcher, head up to many times, now Andrean plays Zahra's hair and kisses it.

"sweet girl what is your name, you are not so beautiful but somehow I feel, your light aura is so alluring," Andrean teased with the characteristics of a basket boy.

"that's my master, you call me Elsa, "Zahra lied because he was ashamed to say his real name

"hmmh Elijah, why are you so nervous," now Andrean hugged Zahra's tiny waist

"buy some new clothes, here's a tip for you, tomorrow night I'll come back here again, and you're the one I ordered, tonight I'm not tasteful, just accompany me for a drink, but tomorrow I want to see you special for me," Andrean who had slipped a tip into Zahra's chest, Zahra who was shocked could do nothing.

"oh my cousin Aria Adiwijaya's sister, come join us, wherever you are why just came," called Andrean half-screaming when he met Aria who had just arrived.

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