Love Zahra

black cloud

why azan must go so soon to leave mama son.

doc why my child can relapse the disease is not always routine to bring azan treatment but why?.

as the lady said, a child's heart and soul depend on his parents especially the mother who breastfeed him, the child's heart will be fused with his mother, if a mother has severe problems and stress it can affect the child with her, especially the closest child, he said, I think that's the cause it can also be the cause of his immune weakened and make the drugs he absorbed difficult to work properly. Zahra was sobbing with tears at the doctor's explanation on Azan's last day. He had truly lost his life spirit all this time

the weather was clear but it was silent, stillness, only the chanting of prayers were heard, the black clothes of the black umbrella, all black, filled with sadness well this is the day of the funeral of the azaan, the day of the funeral of the, dance and Ningsih are beside Zahra. to win it. So will his friends who will always be loyal to accompany when Zahra needs anytime and anywhere.

"listen, I'm sorry I didn't mean it. " said Aria to Zahra who felt guilty for not being there at the most important and most difficult time in Zahra's life. But sorry is just sorry not to return his loving nature.

since then Zahra has become more and more a quiet woman, even her mind is difficult to interpret whether her mind is dead or stressed.

The day Zahra sobbed, she cried even more when she heard the sound of the azan laughing even though only shadowy, sometimes Zahra was lying on her bed remembering how azan fell asleep in her arms, how does the scent smell, even sometimes Zahra cries while kissing the clothes used by Azan, and Zahra sometimes plays Azan's toys alone, sometimes he also looks at his hands that are usually played by Azan.

Some weeks he was fragile, but he remembered that he should not be too weak because he still had to fight for the content in his stomach, even though his spirit might not come back again

two months have passed..

zahra's stomach is increasingly bulging even though it is not too prominent. It was late but Zahra still could not go home, because she was now in the supermarket, and she also forgot to bring a cell phone, and at this time the weather is raining like this is very difficult to find a taxi or taxi because Zahra also does not bring an umbrella to the side of the road in order to find a vehicle. It is in the supermarket, and the supermarket provides pop noodles that are directly brewed even warm coffee or milk and warm tea.

Zahra chose to order steamed noodles and warm milk to warm herself while waiting for the rain to subside, coincidentally she was lazy to go home, Zahra looked out the window, showing clearly how it was raining, and Zahra looked at the rain with a gentle smile, muttering.

"can ah? may I play in the rain like a child again?, let go of all the burdens of my mind, let go of all my troubles may I?, longing to be able to laugh again, to feel free again, to be able to feel free again, being able to enjoy it all again without having to feel guilt and pain from sadness, can you? can it be like that again?" murmured Zahra slowly he wanted to enjoy his day again with a feeling full of joy and happiness, a sincere feeling that is not just wishful thinking.

The sun was about to set when Zahra was only able to go home because the rain had only begun to subside at that time.

"assalamualaikum, "greetings Zahra who opened the main door and again closed the door, without realizing Aria had been pacing back and forth behind her.

"where are you anyway?, the phone does not get texted in reply, make people worry, you know what time it is, continue to have so long do you shop outside?," aria's nagging seems endless.

"sorry mas, I forgot my phone, it kept raining I couldn't find a taxi because of the heavy rain" Zahra said as she felt her body feeling a little cold because of the weather.

"you this how the hell, there is a driver and a car at home, is it still less ha?, do you not like the same car, say the same I later buy a new one.." Zahra only smiled hearing Aria while looking down at her husband's nagging.

"look at your body too shivering must be cold, eish," Aria growled and immediately picked up a small towel in an extraordinary closet where she hung her jacket and put her shoes on, put the towel on Zahra's body.

"already, go take a warm bath there, dry yourself, it's not good for your health," then Aria went past leaving Zahra.

the first time I saw the worry from my husband's eyes for me in four months, hmmh have you started to accept me again my husband.Inner Zahra who felt herself regaining attention from her husband, hmmh, was she angry to hear her husband scolding her? I guess not because Zahra knew that Aria's anger at the time was marked that Aria loved him so much that she was so worried about Zahra's situation, otherwise why should she care?.

"where are you going?" asked Zahra curiously.

"i have business, "and Zahra shakes hands with Aria.

Zahra sees Aria's phone left behind as she is going after Aria, Zahra hears a message coming in on Aria's phone.

"ah the phone is left behind, already far away? but here's a message coming in, from whom, yes, my hunch is strange, yes" Zahra trembled she was afraid of being tempted to see the message.

"god forgive me, just this once," Zahra trembled at last to see the content of the message.

(sadly later brought by the street yes, and must stay tonight too, yesterday you did not stay loh my dear aria adiwijaya).

it turns out Aria's current goal is to go to Angel's house, Zahra has just put hope but now has to go back to disappearing.

praakk

the phone fell suddenly all dark, black gloomy, and felt unwise.

***

"hmmh, where am I," Zahra looked around her infusion tube, the smell of drugs, where else if not the hospital

"you passed out, " said Aria who had been beside him."lucky I was back, otherwise I don't know how it will happen later,"

"thank you very much, sir,"

"yes same to each other times the heart,"

"aw..why does it feel like my stomach hurts so much," Zahra held her stomach, but now it feels like her stomach has shrunk."my stomach!!, why? what happened, mas!? just tell me, quick,"

"Zahra calm down" Aria tried to calm Zahra down and a doctor came along.

"sorry you had bleeding during the fainting, so you." explained the doctor

"no!! no way!!,"

seriate....