
" a father, I it's the same charter of the Zahra chalice, i it's for father," Zahra's voice that is now trembling and frightened, said, he imagined how his struggle and perseverance to get the award was only for the sake of his father, in order to restore the trust of both his parents.
"don't call me father, I'm not your father, and yes I'm never proud of what you got, never!!," bayu is furious that he will always be angry without the slightest bit of pity because of what has happened to Zahra.
"already, Zahra entered the room, you want to see your father angry again ah," Ningsih pulled Zahra into his room. "today come with me for your ID card to make your own savings, and save your gift well good, good, mother does not guarantee you will improve as usual," explained Ningsih who knows what else should be like
"well ma'am," answered Zahra understood, who was then left by her mother, Zahra held back her sobs she closed the door of her room and cried under her pillow.
which promise you made, the promise you said you'd support me at any moment, will keep believing in me no matter what, I have tried to be honest and proud of you I need your figure as my spirit generator, who hugs me in times like, who will advise me and keep me from being repeated again. Zahra was crying, screaming in her heart, she couldn't hold it back.
***
"well no, tomorrow I go with friends because I promised to treat them, tomorrow, tomorrow I will go" Zahra's permission with hope while bowing her head hoping her father would understand.
plaques
"shut your mouth you're trying to get out see what you're doing huh, you want to whore again huh," Bayu shouted as she pointed at Zahra's face.
"it is already a mas, the speech is a prayer," bela ningsih which he felt was outrageous.
" prayer prayer, before this I had never prayed that no no no, and look what the boy did to me he wanted to humiliate our family, right," now there is no hope for Zahra to hear the fine words of Bayu, even to speak he trembled while accompanying his fear.
"Zahra enters the room" orders ningsih who feels danger if Zahra stays there.
Zahra passed by leaving her parents who sounded like they were fighting.
Zahra closed her eyes many times to hear her parents yelling at each other, which made Zahra's heart shake and weakened her mentally.
***
"Ra lo where you were yesterday, contacted can not, he said to buy," Yeni cerocos when he saw Zahra in class.
"hehehe sorry, this is the money for my handouts, yesterday I studied now for the last exam," Zahra tried to make a good excuse to convince her two friends, not to worry or feel sorry.
"yes, but we'll feel that you can go out with you for a long time can not be considered out together," replied Tini who was a little disappointed
"yeah thanks well the pocket money, "the arrival of the yeni take the money that Zahra gave just like that,"don't be arrogant maybe this money for lo tin, nothing but a simple family. this rich cave can make shopping for a three-day mak cave," Yeni's lecture that values money is so valuable.
"it's delicious, here it's also the right cave, yes yes ntar kaua kasih lo money jajan lo work PR cave, but Zahra money we share,"
"okay if so I was kekantin, yuk ra," said Yeni did not mind
"It's a child if the money problem is directly cas cis cus, there is no stale base, yok lah if that," tini's annoyance over her friend's annoying behavior at once makes her feel more affectionate.
While Zahra who brought his friend just resignedly received the full treatment dilapidated from his best friend.
***
dreet
Zahra opened the e-mail in her room and Zahra was very happy that she ran to her father, even though it was too early to bother her parents
"mother father, see Zahra got the best grades in school Zahra A all father grades, Zahra's test scores the best, and Zahra can get the Scholarship well," glad Zahra approached both parents.
" you are a brash child!!, still the morning is disturbing, do not ngarep scholarship, already gone there," Bayu drove out Zahra without feeling. Again, hope that remains only hope, all hope now seems lost, as if there is no longer a gap in the heart of Bayu untu Zahra
"dad told Zahra to leave?" Zahra was bowed to see if Bayu could say that to Zahra
please say no father, tell me that I love Zahra, that Zahra is a proud son all this time, please give me a little hope to survive, Zahra beg you!!. Zahra again expressed her hope in her heart
"o God of sin have I been given a child like this, go away and do not look your face in front of me again!!,"
deg
"it's already a mas, he only intends to be good," Ningsih tried to calm Bayu.
Zahra slowly turned her body away from her father clutching her cell phone making a decision that was probably the big step she was going to take. After a while later Zahra received a message that the proposal of his scientific work was approved by the company and has been running, so now Zahra gets a percentage from the company, which is now, a wry smile from Zahra's lips between the feeling of pleasure or the feeling of being wasted that he must feel at this time.
***
zahra was in a taxi looking at her house,
Dad wants me to go, if it makes you happy then Zahra will.
zahra's inner isak, Zahra's cries passed from her home, she only brought a few strands of her clothes, her charters that had been torn, her chalice shards, as well as a piece of her family's photo.
assalamualaikum father mother, in shaa allah Zahra can take good care of himself, now Zahra already has his own savings, Zahra, I'm sorry to disappoint you so that after my departure you can live a quieter and happier life I wish you all the best. A round of tears fell unconsciously.
***
"mas mas, Zahra was not in his room, "Ningsih ran to tell Bayu anxiously.
"there he must be there, where the boy is going!," indifferent Bayu who continued his breakfast.
"no, I went to his room, I wanted to tell him to go down to breakfast, but I didn't find him there at all, even some of his clothes were not in his closet, the mas!! don't do this because you told her to leave this morning!!," Ningsih began to cry worried about Zahra's situation.
deg.