Love Zahra

day

zahra's day was filled with cold Aria, which he had never imagined before with a thousand feelings of guilt and regret, he said, every problem there is always Zahra who most often feels himself guilty even though he is not completely wrong even though something happens because of misunderstanding still Zahra feels that it comes from from him, he always raised his hands up after his five-time prayers or his sunnah prayers. He always asked that his family always be in the protection of Allah SWT and will be happy again...

"call over, I'll go to the hospital first yes, want to check the azan." Zahra's permission on the symbok who is always loyal to be on the side of Zahra whenever Zahra needs it

"oh yes, miss,"

"assalamualaikum, wb, mbok"

"waalaikummusslm wr.wb.miss "

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"so, how's doc?" asked Zahra to a female doctor.

"are you late stress this?, your content is weakened, are there any symptoms you feel for example such as blood splashing out from the area ********?, or sometimes pain in the lower part of the abdomen near the uterus?,"

"if the blood comes out anyway do not dock, but sometimes pain in the lower abdomen, the sense of feeling his dock "

zahra replied worriedly.

"yes well, I have given you vitamin injections, and this is a prescription drug that must be redeemed, this supplement blood enhancer and vitamins please pay more attention to your health, yes, and do not think too much towards the negative, think about good things to have a good impact on your fetal development" explained the doctor

"yes, I will remember. Thank you very much Doc." Zahra left the room and will make up for the medicine given by the doctor

Zahra did deliberately go to check the state of Azan as well as check the content because it has been two months of his womb but he very rarely pay attention to himself and his womb, but he was very rarely noticed, he was afraid that the thing that happened to Azan would happen again in the womb of his second child, this time Zahra promised to pay more attention to his womb than before.

"sir Andrean?. " Zahra was surprised to find Andrean in front of him at this time.

"hey don't be so formal come on, let me see. " Andrean took a paper of the recipe in Zahra's hand.

"ohh wait a minute, "Andrean said and went to get Zahra's medicine.

"do not like that, I can make up for it myself," Zahra who is now not feeling well even more so there is a prescription azan drug that can still be said to be expensive.

"is your content healthy?, azan healthy son?," Andrean initially asked Zahra and now proceed to ask Azan. Andrean smiled at Azan. At that time Azan even gave a laughing reaction and wanted to go to Andrean. However Zahra prevented him on the grounds that he was in a hurry

"i'll change your money later, excuse me." Zahra walked past Andrean.

"ooooh come on. You always refuse dinner invitations with me, then what can I do?, anyway you can't be like this at least let me help you! " said Andrean with emphasis

"at least don't make me feel guilty for life" Andrean added in a soft voice that succeeded in making Zahra stop her steps

"alright, thank you very much for your kindness, but if it is too excessive I will feel guilty later because it is too troublesome" said Zahra without turning her head.

"why avoid me?, are you still afraid of being betrayed, I promise I won't repeat it. Your son will be my son no matter who his real father is, I will love them like my son. "

"you're wrong, not because you don't believe in yourself or Aria, so please don't bring that right again, not because you're afraid of getting hurt by humans, that's not my reason. But what I'm doing would be wrong if I betrayed my husband, even if you only look at each other for a few seconds without his permission, it is not appropriate for a woman who has married to be close to another man who is not his mahram so please understand, okay I say Assalamualaikum "Zahra intends to leave but his steps are stopped by the word Andrean said.

"but what if Aria is having an affair, "Andrean half yells

"i believe in my husband, please do not accuse him carelessly anymore, the disgrace of the husband is the disgrace of the wife, you ugly him before his wife just as you stepped on my pride" said Zahra

" but this is what makes me want to have you more Zahra, I will fight you until death that separates or at least until I can see with my own head that you are happy. But now that I will fight in a different way, I will be patient and start studying religion first, so that I deserve to be with you and nothing will stand in my way again, wait for me Zahra I will make myself worthy of you, wait for me,!!" beginning Andrean's determination to study religion, the glory that religion teaches, he wants to know more about not just the name of religion but the real religion.

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"assalamualaikum wr.wb mas, already home." Zahra greeted Aria who had just returned from work, but Aria was silent and left."would she leave again?,mas had just returned,"

"i have business, " ketus Aria

"gold I'm sorry, but really.."

"just keep me busy, okay," and Aria leaves Zahra.

Zahra walked to the room, he held back his tears, he put the azan in his bed, then went to take the water of ablution to calm down, because the deed had also rushed to pray.

"assalamualaikum warrahmatullah. assalamualaikum warrahmatullah, "after Zahra prayed he felt there was a corresponding disturbing his heart and he saw the azan.

"Azaaaannnn!!!"

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"son realized yes son yes," mattress push with a few nuns beside him, Zahra restlessly arrived azan foam out of his mouth he convulsed as he experienced when he was a baby.

"sorry you have to wait outside" said a nurse who prevented Zahra from entering the emergency room.

"my God please, I beg you, save the son of the servant protect him protect his servant please servant." Zahra tried to call aria but was not picked up even though many times.

"pick up dong!!,"

the door opened, Zahra immediately approached the doctor who came out with her anxious face.

"dock how my son docks,"

"sorry mother's son we can't save,"

"!!!" As if Zahra had lost her consciousness, she felt disbelief, she entered the room and saw the azan that had been covered in a white blanket.

he opened the cloth slowly.

"aaaaaaaaaaaaa... My son woke up son, mamah here, wake up son baby wake up well, don't joke, uhhh smart mama boy, wake up son.."

o Allah he is the only one who encourages me to live, he who teaches me how to smile even in your ordeal, and now for whom I will survive. Zahra's inner self then holds her belly.

whether I can hold on with you, son, be healthy in your belly, encourage mom when you're born

seriate....

hi friends here the author apologizes as much as possible because of excessive delay up, because you have to pursue the target of making a thousand masks.please understand yes, yes, happy reading and thank you for reading this episode