Love Zahra

letter from me

Andrean now said goodbye, he clasped tightly to the letter Zahra gave, while in the street he shed his tears still not believing what had happened, and occasionally held his chest that seemed crowded.

"i told you to wait for me" Lirih Andrean in his sobbing voice.

"no at least don't leave me like this!, at least wait for me to come back then show you who have been happy!!," Andrean half yelled inside his car.

"at least say good-bye to me first!!," now Andrean's voice really filled the car.

after a while Andrean arrived at his residence...

"assalamualaikum mother, father," Andrean greeted his parents and covered his face because his eyes were still swollen.

"waalaikummussalam son, have you gone home?" asked Andrean's worried parents.

"iya Andrean wants a little break mom, dad,"

"yes well, rest son," Andrean kissed the hands of his parents and passed to his room.

"as his Andrean knows well the woman's reward, therefore maybe he is very injured at the moment," said mama Andrean holding the hand of papa Andrean.

"yes ma she needs time to be alone, or if it turns out the woman she maxed out, so that it can make her to go deep into religion is her wife Aria, Aria, you also remember the tahlilan event at that time," said papa Andrean who began to feel the sadness of his child.

"yes yes pah ya, could he be the one in question, mamah pity pah, he loves a woman who is married so deeply, very complicated love story of his reward, O Allah my son,"

"already, we just pray for the best for our children, and we must thank the woman for changing our child" said father Andrean

"yes pa yes"

....

Shakily Andrean opened the letter from Zahra wrapped in an envelope that Zahra himself saw making the envelope with paper, and Andrean laughed at the sight of the envelope followed by tears of sadness.

"it's ridiculous,"

immediately he recalled the gentle thing Zahra had done, as if it had made his heart cut open, making him unable to hold back his tears.

now Andrean opens the letter from Zahra, and reads it as if speaking to Zahra in the letter.

"assalamualaikum wr.wb mas Andrean, " wrote Zahra in the letter

"waalaikummusslm wr.wb ra," Andrean read the letter as he heard the voice of Zahra, who came out while writing the letter to Andrean

"how is the master now?, "

"hey told me not to be too formal with me, why not change my call by calling kaka, yah very bad about your departure, that's my current situation,"

"i hope it's okay, I heard you went to the boarding school to study religion, I'm happy to hear it,"

"thank you for being in my life, "

"hmmh should I answer the same, ok well yes the same ra,"

"thank you, Azan could have survived longer, though now he is happy with God.

master never give up on this life, and don't focus on the woman who has been the wife of people,"

"haha you want to mock me huh?, basic," replied Andrean who was talking to himself

"sometimes the devil makes something wrong feel right and so beautiful, and vice versa a good thing will look as if it were bad. Believe in God, you will get the best, because God knows that, God will give the best not what is asked, because not necessarily what you ask is best for you, god hears your prayers, whatever you ask, but God will choose the best to grant your prayers, do not forget to pray five times, practice the sunnah, always pray, in shaa alah thus you will get closer to Allah, draw near to Allah first and Allah will bring you closer to his best servant.. remember yes not necessarily what you think is good for you and vice versa. Sorry to interfere with your time, learn sincerely for what happened and be grateful for what has been," zahra's message on the letter

"yes of course I know that, indeed you think I'm a child, I'm now an adult know," Andrean said

"oh yeah sorry there's no gift I can give you, because you're already filled with everything so I don't know what to give you,"

"you're wrong, I don't have you yet!!," annoyed Andrean half-screaming.

" what else haha, once again thank you for everything sir then I end Assalamualaikum wr.wb sir, "

"waalaikummusslm wr.wb Ra, " Andrean wept he hugged Zahra's letter, as if in disbelief for what happened.

on the other hand after crying over Zahra's legacy, Aria was still afraid to open Zahra's letter, fearing that she would regret what she had made.

*first letter *

"assalamualaikum mas, ehm again what?, mas through a letter I want to apologize to mas Aria, sorry to disappoint the mas, but really it's just a misunderstanding, but really, by Allah, I have never, in the least, desired to turn from you, and never will.

I don't even suspect you in the least of what's going on, and I'm sorry for reading the messages from your phone, I didn't mean to, mas I hope our relationship can return in the time there is only our affection is not a mere satanic quarrel, I love the same mas Aria, assalamualaikum wr.wb, "

aria's chest tightened even more, she said softly Aria apologized, apologized for not being able to see her wife with her heart.

*second letter*

"assalamualaikum wr.wb mas, thank you very much for what you did today, thank you very much for granting me my wish, even though I am a little disappointed with your refusal to accompany me tonight, I don't know why it feels like I miss you all so much, especially my beloved husband, but I understand that you may still be too busy with your work..

at the end of this I feel tired, and tired I want to disappear, I don't know what it feels like after this I want to fall asleep so soundly that when I wake up, I'm full of energy and can be more excited to be with you.

mas, my hope that you will see more of the afterlife of God, do not let what you do will even trouble you in yaumul mahfuz later. ana uhibbuka filah aki, assalamualaikum wr.wb, "

Aria now weeps more and more remembering the memories that have been past, and imagining the time that has passed her, she hugged tightly the scarf and letter given Zahra, she kissed the scarf, she kissed the scarf, the smell of sweat from Zahra's hand on the scarf, which makes Aria more sinking of her longing, especially when the symbol tells her that Zahra herself has made it.

seriate...