Love Zahra
dreamlike
Zahra was now on her bed, she opened her eyes slowly and saw her near her parents and siblings accompanying her, as if waiting for her awareness
"ka, don't worry Dhani will find a better Kaka even that can make Kaka immediately move on in an instant so don't worry ka, you can't, Dhani is the real type of man so will definitely be friends with the real one too" Ramadhani tries to comfort Zahra, even holding Zahra's cold hands, dhani though has a face that is like her brother and father, even among the three of them and the region that had the coldest yet honest face he was the most responsible person and we had that between them, he said, because from childhood Dani has instilled a sense of responsibility towards him towards genuine affection to his family and never played on the feelings of the person he loves, he said, from childhood will always change again many people who usually whatever food treasure it is for him his family is number one and after another new family.
actually Zahra is not happy because it has made his family feel worried about him, Zahra always wants to be a very strong figure in front of his family especially, then in the presence of friends and people he loves, Zahra said, but what is the force if at this time Zahra can not be a strong person can not bring up a strong figure of himself, just because he has been hurt by the promise of a man who is not perfect, and he was so hurt that he showed a very weak side of himself in front of his family back then and Zahra hated that.
"mom," Zahra quietly stuck her hand out at Tini desperately in need of affection and warm embrace from a mother moreover there is no woman someone who understands her most especially she who gave birth to Zahra through her womb however, others understand him, but Tini's affection throughout the ages and no one will be able to defeat him even though his father tries to love him but still he is a very woman strong and tough who managed to educate Zahraa up to this size as of today so that Zahra always needs a warm embrace from Tini in the most difficult time yes it. Tini who understood why Zahra stuck out her hand weakly and lethargic immediately grabbed Zahra's hand, which at that time Zahra was trying to wake up and embrace Tini.
At that time Zahra's crying broke out so much so in Tini's arms. Yes now what Zahra needs most is the warmth of a mother, Zahra really can't help her crying, she really feels hurt feeling betrayed, she said, at the first time he tried to dare himself open his heart to men but what power turned out that the man betrayed him while they were fighting together even though in a long distance. disappointed? surely who would not be disappointed after hearing all the news that broke his heart into pieces by looking at a million memories, who now has to do is also broken into pieces because it will only make a sense of sadness in Zahra, Zahra, it was as if a memory that had fallen on the ripped scissors was broken into pieces and could not return intact but would still remain in the memory of all those things that had been recorded in a number it was just that the footage had already been destroyed along with his memories.
Marko understood how his daughter was feeling at this moment, though, that is what he is afraid of because he does not want to see Zahra too close to a man because to dare to fall in love must be ready with a breakup or heartbreak. Marko stroked his daughter's head slowly and went outside giving room for Zahra and Tini, followed by the two sons who left leaving the mother and child alone.
in the depths of his heart Marco could not bear to see his son like that he was a humble man and would not be strong, to see his only daughter crying sobbing like that, for the first time in his life Marco saw his daughter crying like it was a very hysterical cry, even as she remembers when Zahra was a child and Tini left her to go to the market for a while Zahra did not cry as hysterically as that and it really hurt your heart.
"mah?," Zahra called Tini softly with a trembling voice and still in Tini's arms her body really shuddered in also limp maybe if standing then it would turn and fall.
"yes dear," Tini stroked Zahra's head gently and lovingly as if giving Zahra strength and confidence that there were still people who loved her so much and were able to give her strength behind her.
"i'm wrong" Zahra said to Tini, who began to blame himself.
"wrong because what, dear?" asked Tini who tried to ease Zahra's tears because she was tired enough Zahra to let out her tears so much that she was so tired and weak
"Zahra is wrong with God, Zahra is too hopeful for a man that Zahra does not even know how he really is. Zahra has made God jealous, Zahra makes God feel hurt so Zahra also deserves this heartache," said Zahra Masih in a trembling voice Zahra released the contents of his mind. He recalled how he remembered the memories he had gone through, how Reza's struggle was so serious that he was able to make Zahra's heart melt on him, hearing Zahra's words when Tini felt so sad, so sad, he could not imagine how his son felt at that time, must be sick and disappointed because he had placed a plant of hope that was so deep in someone but was forcibly revoked.
"no matter what dear this is not entirely Zahra's fault," Tini kissed Zahra's head softly and stroked Zahra trying to instill Zahra so that the voice did not always blame herself, but she did not, And Tini also thought whether this was also felt by Zahra his late friend first? he who always cries and feels sadness who always blames himself when it is not the wrong gift.
"ma, Zahra asked for some time to be alone?," Zahra let go of her embrace and gave a sad look to the team plus her eyes were already very swollen looking at Tini very deeply, he felt calm if tini was by his side but he also felt he needed time to be alone.
"yes dear of course, the spirit yes dear, God knows best the scenario of God it is never wrong to remember the word maamah ya dear," Tini stroked Zahra's head and kissed Zahra's forehead.
"iya ma, Zahra must remember," Tini left Zahra alone, understanding that Zahra might need time to clear her mind.
Tini met Marko who was sitting in the living room. Raditya and Dhani are in the study room.
"pah," Tini holds Marko's shoulder.
"yes dear, I'm worried for our daughter" Marko pulled Tini to sit nearby, and Marko leaned her head and hugged Tini's waist.
In front of the people Marko looks gallant and mighty but in front of his son he became a father full of jokes like a friend, even speaking is always original as long as the language used is still polite.
Moreover, if in front of Tini his beloved wife, he always shows his weak side, his heart is so soft and vulnerable to women, he said, Marko can not see his wife or children crying then he will also tremble his heart to cry sad, also thinking to reciprocate the actions that have made his wife's children shed tears, only Zahra and Tini repeatedly reminded that God's recompense was more cruel and painful.
"Zahra is strong ko pah, he's our son," Tini hugs Marko's neck and caresses Marko, whose body feels hot can't stand knowing the state of his dearest daughter.
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"i told you what Ka! the one that exists now ka Zahra is even hurt right?," Dhani felt annoyed as annoyed as his annoyance.
"have you been a first-class High School kid knows what you are, study first just diligently, next week you are the final exam right?," Raditya hit Ramadhani's head softly because he was furious with his sister's curse.
"i'm seventeen years old soon, so I can perfectly keep the Zahra!, what does Kaka not get angry at?, even though the Zahra ka likes to get angry and likes to hit me, but I know it's because she loves him and no matter how much I love her, no one can make her cry." Ramadhani clenched his hands furiously, Raditya who saw that thought actually Ramadhani was too following the nature of Tini who if really angry then it would be very creepy, that's the blood bond between mother and child, the blood bond between mother and child, like a fruit does not fall far from the tree.
"it's angry but what else? want to mukul now also can not restore the situation yes," Raditya saw Ramadhani who increasingly clenched his hands.
"and we must be patient, and thank God that God is still showing it now, means that God does not want Zahra to marry the wrong person. Think well, what if they had just married and then it would have been worse," clearly Raditya who managed to make Ramadhani loosen his fist marked Ramadhani already can absorb his wisdom.
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In the room Zahra hugged her knees, facing the window, saw how the sun had set, and she was not yet ready to perform the magrib prayer.
Zahra desperately wanted to blame fate and life but he realized that what was wrong was him because clearly God had given a warning through his words and the word of the Prophet but Zahra was even disavowed. Maybe they never come into direct contact, but to expect more and give excessive closeness is something that is wrong, and already sinful. Plus because of that Zahra did not subdue his view of a man.
Zahra, aware of his mistake, rushed to fetch his ablution water, worshiped the god almighty and apologized as much for the mistake he had done to get a valuable warning like this.
"O Allah I am truly sorry next time I will undergo Ta'aruf to know a man better, O Allah, I'm sorry for not doing your istikharah first because I think it's not time yet. And it turns out that the wrong servant, O Allah, forgive the servant of the caliph," Zahra raised her hands high and wept a sigh of regret for what happened, she recalled how all she could have been through.
Two weeks passed Ramadhani had already passed his final semester exam, and Raditya was also preparing a letter to apply for a job, as he had graduated to become a bachelor two, and had enough work experience.
"woah Zahra will soon be in college, my biggest child will already be working as an employee, a little by little spirit that matters smoothly," Marko gave encouragement to Raditya.
"and my youngest son, he's already in second grade High School I didn't expect my son to be all grown up and remember I'm old huh, hahaha," Marko embraces Ramadhani who focuses on the game in his hands.
Tini who heard Marko said so, so smiled widely. While Zahra still looked limp, she just looked down and smiled occasionally but not as cheerfully as usual.
"woah of course hehe because I'm old so I don't work too hard hehe it feels like soon I will retire," Marko scratched his head that is not itchy because of embarrassment considering the age.
"haha papah there is only, who the hell thinks this dear papah old ha? papa still looks young ko," Tini teases Marko in front of his son, making Ramadhani and Raditya feel disgusted, while Zahra smiles at the behavior of his parents.
***
"woaahh!! the air was so fresh!!," Marko opened his arms wide to enjoy the air entering his body.
"AA!!! , I'm free!!," Zahra yelled on the shoreline while running towards each other with the waves on the shore.
Marko and Tini and Raditya and Ramadhani were surprised to hear Zahra yelling so loudly, they were happy to see Zahra back cheerful, Marko was grateful because it turned out that the decision to vacation was the right decision.
it's true, I have to be like the water of the waves, not give up until whenever it will continue to run with the flow should not be stuck on one problem, should be able to find yourself and stay motivated. Struggling to achieve success. Not only success by reaching the mind but can give happiness to parents and family through happiness that can be alone. Zahra laughs still running after each other with the waves that come and go disappear but it is certain that the water will always come because it goes not for eternity but to give opportunities for people to pursue.
It was late in the evening they were ready to go home. In the journey many who fell asleep because of fatigue, especially Zahra, maybe because of the burden of Zahra's heart that was buried lately, because he often cried? or because he felt free as he cried on the beach? no one knows. Only Zahra and God know for sure.
Two weeks passed. It was time for Zahra to come to campus to run a period of environmental recognition
When night fell, Marko so missed Tini he hugged Tini on the balcony of his room, they were the same looking towards the sky, with their hearts poured out.
"Tonight looks so bright ma'am," Marko's hands began to misbehave.
"haha why pa?,"
"Ma how about we have one more daughter?,"
"uh??,"
Marko lifted the small-bodied Tini towards the bed.
"uh uh? aaa ahahaha,"
That night felt very long for this husband and wife with happiness scattered in their home.
Unbeknownst to them the guard at home was tenuous, they had two guards, but when one of the guards was traveling around the security guard the other went to the bathroom because of stomach pain. That's when Angel enters their home. Tini breaks Marko's car brakes because he learns that Zahra is usually delivered by Marko, and because there is little time owned so Angel only managed to damage the brakes of Marko's car, not with Raditya's car brakes.
"we will see tomorrow little girl if you can still endure this incident, enjoy your happiness tonight because tomorrow morning you will go to meet your god," Angel muttered that she had made it out of Zahra's house after damaging Marko's car brakes.
following morning...
"Zahra you went to college today, son?" Marko asked Zahra.
"yes pah is why" replied Zahra who started eating breakfast in the morning.
"this is how dear you are escorted by Raditya yes, papah rush because there is a flight schedule this morning assigned to papah gapapa ya dear,"
"yes papah gapapa,"
"don't you rush Raditya?" ask Marko.
"calm commander, your calmness and comfort are our number one priority" Raditya replied, leaving the entire house full of laughter.
Marko rushes to leave he kisses his children's forehead one by one also kiss and hug Tini, when Marko until the door he had time to come back again just to kiss and hug the child and its contents.
"why the tumben pah is so," said Tini who was embraced very long and very closely by Marko.
"yes nih pah, very sultry tumben tau," ketus Ramdhani with cold but his heart is dear. Hearing Ramadhani upset Marko so laugh and increasingly embrace Ramadhani because he is increasingly interested in making his son upset.
"ooo papah's grandson just misses you very much, yes it will not be kelar nih. Assalammualaikum warrahmatullah hi wabarakatuh," Pamit Marko who delivered to the front by Tini. Tini waved her hand at Marko and smiled widely.
Tini then turned around and intended to enter the house.
BRAKKS
Tini was surprised by the sudden brake sound and like a very loud crash sound. Tini immediately ran a small look towards the direction the sound was coming from, and she saw Marko's car hit a sand truck.
"BOY!!,"
Seriate....
