Love Zahra

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From a distance there was someone who looked furiously and clasped his hand, nothing else was behind all this Angel.

"si*h, why can't that kid come!! ah, I'd better get going now," Angel left the scene upset that Zahra wasn't in Marko's car.

At that time, Rahman happened to be heading to Zahra's house to provide Zahra's needs as usual every month.

Zahra and Raditya as well as Ramadhani who went straight outside the house because he heard the screams of Tini.

Ambulance and the police came, Tini who wanted to get close was banned by the police, Tini cried so that he saw blood pouring on Marko's body, Marko saw Tini with half open his eyes. Marko is being lifted into an ambulance.

"my sister's wife sir let me come along" Tini said with a mouthful of tears.

"sorry inside will be taken care of by the doctor so just come with the police car if the mother pleases," bargained the police, because it does not allow her one vehicle with the victim of the accident.

"Fuck!! why did this happen, papah!," Zahra shouted loudly, hugged by Raditya so that Zahra could not get out of control, as well as Ramadhani who was held by Raditya's hand next to him again, because Ramadhani already wants to run towards Marko wants to break through the police.

"just follow my car," Rahman came and immediately offered a ride because he already knew the circumstances.

And finally they went along with the vehicle that Rahman had brought.

Zahra who was hugging Ramadhani was the same as crying to imagine Marko's face filled with blood, as well as Tini who was being embraced by Raditya. Just now he spread a smile, just last night he jokingly repeated his youth, just last week he was on vacation together, just he took off the hug of the husband but now it all feels a dream. That was what Tini had in mind at the moment, why did all this have to happen? marko never used a vehicle.

"Strong papah yep!," Tini shouted as he went down the car and ran towards Marko who was being pushed using a push mattress, the others came along.

Marko smiled softly, he looked at his wife, children and Rahman one by one, then he held Rahman's hand and gathered all his strength to speak. He also held his wife's hand and looked at her for a moment.

"Son, I trust my family to you, uhuk, especially take good care of my daughter, uhuk I want you to promise to marry her, I beg you," Marko said in a low voice to Rahman.

"I'm sorry you can't come in" said one of the sisters who will be taking Marko to the emergency room. But Marko still held Tini and Rahman's hands tightly, as if his gaze said he would not calm down before Rahman promised to take care of his family and marry Zahra.

"Yes, sir, I promise," Marko smiled and began to relax his hands, making it easier for the sisters to bring him into the room.

Zahra looked at Rahman.

"is Kaka kidding huh?! does Kaka think at a time like this is a time to joke?, never make a promise that you will deny!," Zahra was furious and surprised by the decision she heard.

"De" Raditya held onto Zahra's shoulders gently wanting to calm down.

"no fuss, pity mom, and besides that is papah's desire, do you not want to make papah calm hmh?," Raditya looked at Tini with a sad look, as well as Zahra, so did Raditya, he assured himself that his papa was going nowhere.

"yes I am serious, I promise and I will keep it, even though Mr. Marko will leave or stay, I will keep my promise to him" Rahman said with confidence. Zahra turned and sat down near Tini who was hugging Ramadhani.

"Relax me where he won't leave us, he loves us" said Zahra who also now hugs Tini.

Rahman sat down in front of Zahra and looked at Zahra worriedly, not wanting all this to end either.

Then he took his phone and called someone.

"cancel the meeting I can't come, I've contacted my father, too" Rahman told someone on the phone.

"but sir, this can't just be done" said someone being attacked with trembling

"then run without me, time can't? if you don't want to be dizzy, just cancel saying I'm in a bad state," said Rahman then ended his phone.

For hours they waited in front of the room, until Zahra fell asleep in Raditya's lap but not soundly, when he was just starting to sleep he would immediately wake up and look towards the room.

"Let's pray first, already Adhan Zuhur." Take Rahman to the others.

"we take turns, Zahra stay here, yes Kaka, Dhani same ka Rahman want to go to prayer first, later you will follow the same mamah huh?," Raditya gave a proposal to Zahra and others. Which was given a nod by Zahra.

After a while, they finally took turns.

Now it's showing at 13:00 p.m..

there was still no news though from earlier many doctors and nurses who came in and out, but still no one gave news, there was anxiety between them, Zahra suddenly felt sad and lonely, and she was still very sad, just then the doctor came out of the room, and this time removed the mask and let out a long sigh.

"we had hope and waited for a positive reaction in the patient, so we took a long time ago" a doctor told Raditya and Rahman.

no, please don't say anything I don't want to hear, I beg you. Zahra said pleading deeply as she held her chest and closed her eyes.

"But we're sorry we tried our best, but we couldn't save his life, too many fractures and nerve endings were broken and there was a lot of bleeding" the doctor said.

At the same time Zahra opened her eyes and rounded her eyes she could not believe what she heard, she saw the faint faint appearance of Tini falling unconscious, then he also felt shabby and unable to hold himself back, then the world became dark.

Zahra awoke to see that her body had been on the bed, and she saw that next to her Tini had sat down and placed her face next to someone covered in cloth. Then Zahra walked slowly with her mouth shut, held back her tears and slowly opened the man's headgear.

"AAAA!!," Zahra was surprised he had now proven himself that Marko had indeed left, he saw for himself the face of Marko who had been pale and covered in cloth. Now they are ready to be brought home for the funeral.

***

"Laa Ila ha ilallah, laa ila ha ilallah, laa ila hailallah.", the scene is now one, everyone present is dressed in all black, towards a land that is so spacious but not the place of a temporary house but the final resting place for every human who has ever lived in this world.

Zahra walked in with Ramadhani, as well as Tini and Raditya, there was also a woman whose intention would be married by Raditya after a year of work, but Raditya canceled his intention because of his circumstances, he should be the whole family's back this time.

"Today, my family and I came to propose to Zahra" Andrean said.

Zahra was only speechless to hear Andrean propose to her, with a blank look he recalled Marko's last message wanting Rahman to take care of him and his family, so trusting Marko to Rahman and the family, but Zahra still felt hard to accept the presence of another man in her heart while she still had a slight wound, and had just suffered a grievance.

" hmmh," Zahra took a deep breath, clasped her hand and replied reassuringly to herself.

"I'm willing to marry ka Rahman, but I want to ask for time, let me calm myself first with what happened, so please don't rush to carry out the marriage, please, if I could I would like to continue my studies during the first year of my marriage" Zahra replied.

"alright, if that's your wish, I'll wait, whenever you need me please tell me" said Rahman who heard Zahra give an answer blankly. He understood that Zahra was so depressed that it took him a long time to heal the little wounds in his heart.

......

Now Zahra was in his college, with a blank look, a limp body and his head against the wall. Riska, who saw Zahra's condition, approached Zahra and hugged her, Zahra looked at Riska as she smiled slowly and cried softly over her face.

"crying, crying is the cave understand what Lo feels, do not despair yes, the spirit is Ra, Lo is strong cave believe in Lo," Riska gently caressed Zahra's back.

"why come here again no class?" Zahra asked Riska because they should be in a different class.

"hehe, ordinary," said Riska embarrassed because her mischievous attitude could not be lost

" i was afraid to go home Riska, there were too many memories of me with papah, just now I was going in, it felt like he was still alive but the reality is he was gone, and it made me miss her so much that it felt like my chest was so tight," Zahra said.

"yes already nginep in the cave how?," Tawar Riska wants to give a little peace to Zahra.

"no Ris, I feel sorry for the mom at the moment she feels the most loss, mom needs all of us near her Ris."

....

Now that the night had come Zahra recalled how Marko was spoiling, Zahra held her mattress considering how Marko usually enveloped her body with Tini when Zahra was frightened and also sad, he also remembered Marko who most often carried him to move him to bed if he fell asleep on the sofa of his room, Zahra also touched the Sofa that he usually likes to fall asleep so that Marko so spoiled him.

Zahra lay on the couch crying and hugging herself, remembering that it was all happening, and not expecting it to be a memory, Zahra slowly fell asleep on the couch.

papah, as usual papah always move me if I fall asleep on the sofa. Zahra murmured in a heart that felt her body being lifted by someone, then she opened her eyes slightly and saw the faint shadow of a man so similar to Marko, then smiled.

The man laid Zahra's body on the bed and covered Zahra, stroked Zahra's head and kissed Zahra's forehead. As the man was about to leave Zahra woke up rounding his eyes, he remembered that Marko was no longer in this world, then Zahra sat down and grabbed the man's hand.

"why dear," the man turned around and turned out to be Raditya, Zahra felt a little disappointed indeed Raditya's face was the most similar to Marko's face. Zahra let go of her hand and lowered her head, then put her growth back to sleep

"Hm, the spirit is dear there is still Kaka who will try to take care of you," said Raditya stroked slowly Zahra's shoulders, then left Zahra out of the room.

After a while Zahra was still unable to fall asleep, then she decided to get up and go to Tini's room.

"mah?" called Zahra who found Yeni feeling the touch of the mattress usually occupied by Marko to fall asleep next to him.

Tini saw Zahra with eyes so swollen from crying. Zahra ran to Tini and hugged him, but still Tini tried to keep looking strong in front of her children. Tini let go of Zahra's embrace and looked at the face of the other princess as if she had high hopes for him.

"what's the matter, son?" said Tini asking Zahra to come to his room in the middle of the night like this.

"Well, Zahra can't sleep tonight can Zahra sleep here?" pinta Zahra, who was nodding by Tini, slept together that night, and was given a nod, let out all the hearts between the mother and the child.

****

One week later Zahra came to Riska's house to ask Riska for help to help Zahra to make Zahra her mother's reseller officer, because Zahra really needs a job, Zahra believes Tini's savings are not that much so it can afford to finance the family for a long time alone. Moreover Raditya was just about to start to work not to mention his salary was not too much. Zahra and her family did not want to complain or tell Rahman about her existence because they did not want to rely too much on others.

A few months passed..

Zahra sales are not very selling but can still provide a little help for the family.

When Zahra came home he saw Tini who was sitting on the sofa with a sad face, in front of Tini there was Ramadhani who was sitting sad because he was being scolded by Raditya. It turns out that Raditya scolded Ramadhani for working too hard to become a building porters and others to help the family, he said, maybe he was well-intentioned but still he did not want Ramdhani's lessons to be hampered because of this, Raditya asked Ramadhani to focus only on learning and entrusting everything to Raditya.

Zahra greeted Tini and Raditya, who were angry, and Raditya went to the kitchen, and Zahra sat beside Ramadhani and held Ramadhani's hand.

"no offense, Kaka supports you ko, your intentions are good Kaka salutes your responsible and loving thoughts, but what Raditya said is also true, too, you better focus on learning well, pursue your mind to be a successful person and someday can make our finances back to normal,"

Since Marko died, their family has had financial problems because they are not a family that is too rich. Until the time the head of the household died they had to try themselves in order to survive, even now there is no security guard at Zahra's house because of the finances that must be saved.

tok tok tok tok

there was the sound of someone asking to be allowed in, and Zahra opened the door.

"eh Auntie," turns out that the one who came was Tini's brother, Zahra and then regretted it and entered .

"Sorry yes before" said Auntie Zahra.

"this has been a long time, so Kaka has to pay the debt now, if not able to one of Kaka's cars can be used to pay," added Aunt with a grin.

."A DEBT?!!"

seriate...