
Andi is still in the hospital with Dimas' mom. Mama Dimas's words were indeed correct, in the absence of Dimas, her chance of having Dini was entirely greater. But he did not waver, for him the happiness of the Early is more important than his own selfishness.
"Tante was right, but Early happiness is more important to me, I am more tormented to see Early like this than to see her with Dimas, at least I can see Early happy even though not with me," andi said to mama Dimas.
"Don't be a hypocrite you Ndi, it's like it's only in novels or romantic movies, you....."
"Sorry aunt, no one knows more about my heart than myself!"
"Okay, whatever you do, I'll take care of the administration fee and you can bring Early home if he wakes up!"
"Thank you auntie!"
Mama Dimas left the hospital and went home.
"why is the child now on stubbornness anyway, where there are people who are willing to see their loved ones happy with others, hypocritical you Ndi!" grumbled mama Dimas in heart.
Shortly after Mama Dimas left, Dini regained consciousness from her stupor. Andi who was waiting next to him immediately helped Dini to sit down.
"I'm in the hospital?" dini asked after circulating her gaze throughout the room.
"Yes Din, Aunt Angel brought you here!"
"Angel Aunt? but why......"
"Tante Angel is actually good Din, he just does not want you to hold the same Dimas," said Andi with a heart, afraid to hurt Dini's feelings.
"Yes Ndi, you really, aunt Angel is good, just know Anita already considered like her own child," replied Dini with a thin smile.
"We're going home now!"
Dini nodded.
They also went home to each other.
The next day, as usual Dini left for school with Andi. Arriving at school, Dini waited for Sintia in front of her class.
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Yoga picks up Sintia at Dimas' house. He got out of his car and went into Dimas' house. Look mom and dad Dimas who are ready to get out of the house, busy with their respective work.
"For om, auntie!" sapa Yoga.
"Pick up Sintia Ga?" ask papa Dimas.
"Yes, he's not done yet?"
"She's ready, she's up late!" replied mama Dimas.
"Your mother left first, father Dimas alone!" mama Dimas said to her husband.
"Heart of heart!" reply papa Dimas by peeping his wife's forehead.
Mama Dimaspun immediately got into his car and left for the hospital to accompany Dimas. Although there are nurses and doctors who guard Dimas, mama Dimas still try to always accompany Dimas in the hospital. He did not want his only child to feel lonely there.
"Ga, om nitip Sintia same you yes, as long as om same aunt in Singapore later, om trust Sintia same you!" papa Dimas on Yoga.
"Everybody can trust me!"
"Please Ga, if that's how you go first, he's in the room, come in!"
"Yes, be careful!"
Yoga went inside after dad Dimas left his house. He headed to Sintia's closed room and knocked on the door slowly.
"Aunty's back, it's over!" said Sintia from inside her room, thinking if the one who knocked on the door was Mama Dimas.
Shortly after, Sintia opened her bedroom door and quickly Yoga encouraged Sintia's body to go back inside the room and shut the door again.
"Sister!" pekik Sintia was surprised.
Yoga just smiled with his mischievous smile.
Yoga pushed Sintia's body until she was cornered on the wall. Yoga held both hands of Sintia, holding her back so as not to rebel.
"Big brother here, same aunt has left?" tanya Sintia but not ignored by Yoga.
"Sister, sister......."
Cuppppp
One kiss landed on Sintia's lips, as if silencing Sintia to stop talking. Yoga still let her lips fuse with Sintia's lips, waiting for a response from Sintia.
Sintia who understood that even replied, they started their "show" again that morning.
Biiipp biiippp biiippp
Sintia's phone in her uniform pocket rang but Sintia didn't care. Yoga intends to pick up the phone that is in the breast pocket of Sintia, but accidentally his hand touches the padded padding that makes Sintia a little jolted in shock and release her kiss.
"Sorry, not intentionally!" yoga is feeling guilty.
Sintia immediately came out of the room and saw 2 missed calls from Dini. He also contacted Dini.
"Hello brother, what's wrong?" ask Sintia when Dini has received her call.
"You haven't left yet? I'm waiting for you in front of the class!"
"Oh, yes, this brother is leaving!"
"Well, I'll wait!"
"Yes sis!"
Sintia turned off her call and immediately got into the Yoga car without waiting for Yoga. He seemed agitated at the thought of what he would say to Dini when Dini asked about Dimas to him.
"You mad?" ask Yoga to Sintia.
Sintia was still silent, thinking of Dini. Making Yoga think if Sintia was angry because of her accident earlier.
"Sister, I'm sorry, brother......"
"Sister, if Dini's sister is asking about Dimas' sister how?" tanya Sintia who has ignored Yoga.
"So you were thinking about that?" tanya Yoga is convincing.
"Yes, Dini's brother waiting for Sintia in front of the class, would want to ask about Dimas right?"
"You're freaking out, you think you're mad!"
"angry? angry why?" sintia asked not understanding.
"No, papa, let's go!" balas Yoga who immediately started his car engine prepared to take Sintia to school.
Sintia just smiled a little looking at the manner of Yoga. He actually knows what Yoga means, but he pretended not to understand.
"Sister likes?" tanya Sintia arrived.
"Like what?" tanya Yoga did not understand.
"Yes, bad brother now!"
"Sorry Sin, you didn't mean it!"
"Where's brother?"
"Where's what?"
"Don't like?"
"You don't make your sister focus on driving dong!"
"This is the real loh brother, aunt Angel said that mama used to have pay too......"
"Stop, don't worry anymore, I love it, I love it!" say Yoga while covering Sintia's mouth with one hand.
"What about Brother Dini?" ask Sintia who is getting serious.
"Inget Sin, you promised Aunt Angel, same sister, I trust you!"
"Hmmm......"
Sintia exhaled violently and then immediately got down from the car after they got in front of the school gate.
Sintia immediately entered and headed to her class. There was someone waiting for him there.
"Hi brother!" greet Sintia who immediately sat next to Dini.
"Dianter kak Yoga?" ask Dini basa.
"Yes brother, sister tumben here, what's up, brother?" ask Sintia.
"As for Dimas, do you know where he moved?"
"Mmmm, sorry brother, Sintia does not know what, aunt Angel also did not tell Sintia, at home also never looked at Dimas!" sintia replied lying.
"If you meet Dimas, you come to Dimas if I wait for him!"
"Yes, Sintia will be here!"
"Thank you Sin, I went to class first!"
"Yes sis!"
Walk to his class.
"Where's Din?" ask Andi to Dini.
Dini only shook her head weakly and sat down next to Andi.
"I think he's avoiding everyone!"
"Why? I asked him to leave me, but why did he leave everyone?" ask Early with eyes that start glazed.
"That's her own choice, Din, you can't understand what she has to choose!"
Dini looked up at the sky of her class, holding back tears that were ready to spill.
"Focus your learning Din, focus on your future!"
Dini was silent, ignoring Andi.
After the bell rang, Dini and Andi immediately left the classroom.
In front of Dini's house there is already mama Dimas who is standing next to his car. Dini and Andipun immediately approached mama Dimas.
"My aunt nyari?" ask Mom Dimas.
"I just want to let you know, Dimas has left you, he's happy with his decision, so stop trying to make him, okay?"
"But aunt, I just want to know her........"
"You know who I am, I can easily make you not welcome in all the universities here even outside the city, please don't force me to be the bad guy Din, I just want you to let Dimas go and never look for him again, I'm sure your life will be better without Dimas, now you can choose, you choose to meet Dimas and bury him in your dreams, or you forget Dimas and continue the dream that will be your future!"
Early silent for a moment, her tears filled both corners of her eyes. For him 2 things were not an option because Dimas was part of the future he dreamed of.
But he knew he couldn't be selfish. His mother was still waiting for him to work hard every day, for the future his mother always dreamed of.
"I'll stop looking for Dimas!" dini said slowly but full of emphasis in every word.
"Good, I'm sure that's the best choice for you!" mama Dimas said triumphantly.
"I'm sorry!" said Dini then left mom Dimas and went into her house.
His tears soon spilled as he entered his house. The tears that he had been enduring had now overflowed with a pain that cut his heart.
"Din, open the door Din!" said Andi from outside the door of the house Dini.
"I'm good, you go home!" dini said with a trembling voice holding back her sobs.
"But Din's...."
"Please go home!"
"Okay, I'm home!"
You come home with all kinds of feelings. His heart felt the pain he felt. For him this was not an opportunity to seize Early's heart, but this was the time where his friendship was tested. He should be able to make Dini cheerful again without having to force her to forget Dimas.
She cried in her room until night. His textbooks were completely untouched by him. His mind was completely fucked up at the time.
"is this the right decision Dim? is this what you want?"
Crying until she falls asleep.
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The warmth of the sun began to blanket this week morning. He came out of his house and went to the hill. Andi who saw Dini walking alone immediately followed her.
"Not skipping!" andi protests are now running next to Dini.
Dini only smiled faintly in response to Andi's words.
They both sat on the hill as usual. Dini rested her head on Andi's shoulder.
"Are you good, Din?" ask Andi.
"I'm good enough, I now know what I have to do!"
"What?"
Dini stood up from her seat and shouted loudly.
"I MUST BE HAPPY!" shouted Dini with all her might, releasing all the sad feelings that had shackled her heart these few days.
Andi smiled and stood up and hugged Dini.
"You must be happy Din, I'm always here for you whenever you need me!"
"Thank you Ndi!"
Dini took Andi's embrace off her. His eyes looked wide around him. He smiled happily, realizing it was not Dimas who made him happy, but himself.
Yes, true happiness is that we create ourselves, not others.
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National exams are coming up. Dini did all the problems with full confidence. His heart is fine now, maybe even better. He just needs to focus on his goal and forget the things that hurt him, although it is inevitable that if the pain is still there, he tries to ignore it.
On the other hand, Dimas' parents rounded up their resolve to bring Dimas to Singapore in hopes that Dimas would wake up and start his life with a new memory.
When the results of the national exam came out, Dini was ranked first in her school and the second was definitely Andi. Dini and Andi enrolled in the same University but different faculties.
Dini is in the faculty of Business and Management while Andi is in the faculty of Fine Arts and Design. They both get a full scholarship from campus so free of semester fees and get a monthly living fee.
Anita chose to continue her studies in Singapore.
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One year passed, Dini has now transformed into a cheerful girl and has many friends. So also with Andi who is now becoming warmer on his friends.
They re-arrange their way of life well. Making the bitter past a sweetener of their lives. Dinipun has been seen several times close to some men on the campus. With her natural beauty and unquestionable intelligence, making the man who saw her would easily fall for her.
A cheerful Early attitude makes anyone comfortable when with him. That makes him change frequently girlfriend, because as long as they are dating Early never want to be touched at all by them. Early only makes them "boyfriend status" that can be used Early to just pick him up or buy him some of his needs.
Sounds a little evil indeed, but that's what Dini is like now. He no longer knows love. For him his love was already lost along with the loss of Dimas from his life.
As for Andi, he still kept his feelings for Dini deep in his heart. Hiding him deeply in allowing time will compel him to express it.